Do you know what's the use? Just like those scolding shrews on the street, of course she knows that she is nothing, but as long as she doesn't admit it and her voice is loud enough, no one can defeat her. Chu Tianjiao is such a person.
Chu Zihan doesn't want to talk to him anymore. People will always get tired, especially if they keep struggling with the same thing over and over again. If a prodigal son who tells lies tells you that he can get back money if he turns around, will you believe him? Anyway, no matter how much he talks about, he still has this virtue, whether he has those secrets or not.
I still remember the previous junior high school entrance ceremony. The time coincided with the wedding anniversary of Lu Tianming and Su Xiaoyan, and they flew to Ireland for vacation. Chu Zihan thought for a long time, then called Chu Tianjiao and asked if you could come.
He was very happy, but he was a little hesitant, saying what if others knew that I was not your parent. Chu Zihan said just say he is my uncle. He didn't feel that he was losing face at all, and he said with a smile: "You should also remember to call me uncle and stop spilling the beans."
As a result, on the day of the entrance ceremony, Chu Zihan was the only student without a parent behind her. She stood first on behalf of the freshmen and delivered an entrance speech. The principal awarded her a generous freshman scholarship. As the first student in the school, she originally wanted to give Chu Tianjiao a surprise so that he could gain face.
This kind of thing has happened many times, always breaking the appointment, breaking the appointment, breaking the appointment again. Since you can't do it, don't always nod your head in agreement, it will only bring disappointment countless times.
In contrast, stepfather Lu Tianming obviously does a lot better than his biological father. No matter how busy he is, there is at least one fixed day every month. On that day, Lu Tianming will put down all social activities, turn off his mobile phone, and spend time with his family. Go out and play for a whole day.
There is a whole wall of photo plates in the study room of the villa at home. They are all family photos taken every time the family goes out. Chu Yi always puts his arms around Chu Zihan in all sorts of funny ways. Chu Zihan always stands with her mother holding hands. Lu Tianming stood behind them with his trademark mature smile, his arms spread out, and the date underneath them. They were neatly arranged. Anyone who came and saw them would think that their reorganized family was a happy family.
Is there any reason to think that Chu Tianjiao is good? Just because he is the biological father? There are no shortage of garbage parents in the world. Compared with them, Chu Tianjiao is not that bad, but he is not much better.
"I'm sorry." Chu Tianjiao whispered. He had already touched the cigarette box in his hand. He originally wanted to smoke two cigarettes, but then he remembered that his daughter was still in the car, so he threw the cigarette box away silently and kicked her hard. Trampled underfoot.
"You don't need to apologize to me. I've heard the same words too many times and I've lost my feelings for a long time." Chu Zihan said, she felt that she should have lost her temper or something, but in the end she didn't want to do anything, maybe she was disappointed with someone. That's how it is when you're at your best. You get angry because of him because you still care about him. If one day you can't even lose your temper with him, then it's probably time to say goodbye.
Chu Tianjiao took it upon himself to turn on the car stereo, and the melodious sound of playing and singing was "Daily Growing" by the Irish band Altan.
The trees they grow high, the leaves tehy do grow green,
Many is the time my true love I've seen,
Many an hour I have watched him all alone,
He's young but he's daily growing.
Father, dear father, you've done me great wrong,
You have married me to a boy who is too young,
I am twice twelve and he is but fourteen,
He's young but he's daily growing.
Chu Zihan listened to the song quietly. She could understand all the lyrics. It said that a father married his 24-year-old daughter to a 14-year-old rich kid. The daughter was unwilling and worried about waiting for her husband to grow up. I am already old. But the father said that his arrangement was right. She married her daughter to a rich young man so that when he grew old, her daughter would have someone to rely on.
It's a pity that the rich kid died before he grew up. The daughter was very sad and knitted a shroud for him out of flannel on the green grassy cemetery. Her life had ups and downs because of this decision, but in the end she didn't. Get the ending that my father expected.
This song is so annoying, it makes everyone sad to hear it.
"This is very boring." Chu Zihan said softly.
The appearance of this song is not out of place. It was obviously placed in the car by Chu Tianjiao. He came back from studying in Chicago. Of course he understands "Daily Growing". He usually even speaks English with an accent. If you don't understand, pretend to understand.
He silently sent this song to his daughter, because he and the old father in that song are both the same person and doing the same thing. He himself cannot take good care of his daughter, so he can only entrust her to someone who can take care of her. She is a good person, but if Lu Tianming was a bastard stepfather, covering Chu Yi and bullying the two of them all day long, Chu Tianjiao might have driven his Maybach into the villa and blew himself up, so he could only do That’s it.
But in Chu Zihan's opinion, these are really just his own feelings. If he cares so much, why didn't he try to keep them all in the first place? The mistakes you make should always be perfected, instead of saying that I can't do it, and then silently saying that there are new people willing to take care of you, it is good enough, and you feel that you are still a person.
"You will always understand some things in the future." Chu Tianjiao did not turn off the sound, but just said the lines he should have as usual, full of adult flavor.
"Do you think I will become the same person as you in the future?" Chu Zihan sneered.
"As a mixed race, you will have to leave your original world one day. At that time, you will understand that dragon blood is born to be a burden, which is why you are so different from others, smart enough, but always We are all lonely." Chu Tianjiao sighed, "I admit that this is all my fault. I failed to keep my bottom line, but I am also a human being. Love is such a thing. It always comes inexplicably and in rough waves. . If you want to scold me, I will just listen. I have only sorry two people in this world, one is Xiaoyan, and the other is you."
"If I become like you in the future, just because of this bullshit bloodline, then I would rather die, so that at least I won't be sorry to anyone. Unlike you, I have never owed anyone anything in my life." Chu Zihan said for a moment I couldn't stand the air in this car anymore, "Stop, I want to get out of the car."
The Maybach slowly leaned to the side of the road. Before the car could stop, Chu Zihan had already opened the door, and a strong wind and rain came oncoming. However, this feeling seemed to be a hundred times more comfortable than the atmosphere in the car.
"It's okay if you don't want to stay with me, but at least remember to bring an umbrella, otherwise you will definitely catch a cold tomorrow." Through the open car door, Chu Tianjiao handed over a large black umbrella.
Chu Zihan pulled it over, deliberately using a lot of force, and scratched the umbrella handle in his hand, leaving a bloody trace on the slightly sharp edge.
"Remember to be careful on the road. If you encounter that kind of thing again, don't show mercy. Find a deserted alley and deal with it with your voice." Chu Tianjiao said, "I know you don't want to see me. In the future... I will try not to get along with you." You met, if you need me for anything, you’d better make that call.”
"Don't worry about it, you dragon-slaying hero. You didn't care much about me before, so why are you starting to show off now?" Chu Zihan opened his umbrella, stood in the heavy rain, and looked at Chu Tianjiao coldly. She had already I have enough control over my anger, and if I continue, I don’t know what more hurtful words I will say.
Even when she is angry, she is still very beautiful, and her face, which rarely fluctuates, is full of stubbornness, like a female knight in some games who refuses to admit defeat and looks at you. If her relationship with Chu Tianjiao wasn't that bad, he would be happy to take her out every week as he drove a Maybach. Even if he didn't buy anything or have a luxurious meal, he would just teach her to drive and he would be better than anyone else. It pleases her more when people go to amusement parks.
It's a pity that there is no if in the world.
"If I disappear one day in the future, just treat me as dead. Anyway, I am a person who can't be out of sight, out of mind. I hope you can remember to erect a monument for me. It would be even better if you can have a bouquet of gentian flowers. I love gentians.”
Chu Tianjiao tried his best to smile, but now his smile was worse than crying. Most of the time, he is a person who is good at disguising himself, but in front of Chu Zihan, any disguise is useless. Although his daughter is not his caring little cotton-padded jacket, she knows his truest feelings better than anyone else. one side.
"Okay, if one day comes, I will buy a truck every year to give your monument a bath, so that your Maybach won't always have such an unpleasant smell of cheap cigarettes."
She left her last harsh words and left without looking back. Chu Tianjiao's last assumption made her even more furious. Those words were as if he was going to die to apologize. Please, what year is it? Idol dramas are no longer popular with this style. If you make a mistake, you will not do anything. You will just say that you will die and leave the rest of the mess to the living. That is more disgusting than trash. s Choice.
Why do you like gentian flower? Do you think you don’t know what gentian flower means? The meaning of that flower is that it likes to see you when you are sad, because its roots are as bitter as gentian. how? Is it possible that he actually appreciates it because he has always been brooding over the divorce of two adults?
The stereo in the car was still playing that song. Chu Tianjiao was sitting in the car, looking at her back getting further and further away. He turned the cigarette box that he had crushed under his feet back out again. The flames of the lighter curled up, and he took a deep breath into his lungs. The smell of low-quality tobacco is not actually a pleasant smell at all.
But at this time, it seems that only this cigarette can relieve the sorrow in my heart.
He looked up at the sky in the distance. Black clouds were rolling like waves, and heavy rain covered the sky. In a few seconds, it covered the sad city, as if a god was crying sadly.
When Chu Zihan returned home, Chu Yi was waiting for her outside the door, watching her appear from a distance, running across the tiles in the garden holding an umbrella like a joy, and immediately holding the umbrella above her head.
"It's raining so hard that you don't even bring an umbrella. Why don't you say anything to me? Are you going to do some kind of performance art?" Chu Shi complained.
She did not bring an umbrella. Although she took one from Chu Tianjiao when she left, she was too lazy to use that kind of thing and just threw it in the trash can. Maybe she would feel better if she got caught in the rain. Anyway, she never She has never had a cold or fever. She seems to stay away from common ailments. Maybe it's because she has always been in good health.
"Forgot." Chu Zihan replied with a smile. It was rare for her to feel better when she saw Chu Nuo. She was the closest sister to her family. No matter what time, she would always stand by herself. The person next to me
"No matter what happens to you next time, I will definitely wait until you are finished before coming back with you! I am usually a very meticulous person, but I am so sloppy about things related to myself!" Chu Yiye had a fierce look on his face, and his mouth was full of evil. But all the words above were warm words, and he went into the house with Chu Zihan.
