Lu Mingfei felt that today was his lucky day.
"Meet you at the pizza place at 7:30 p.m."
Such a message on QQ is like a magic spell released by a fairy. Cinderella will have her own high heels and dance skirt from now on, transforming from Cinderella into a princess.
The same goes for Shai Zai. He has never been so serious in his life. He took out his best clothes from the closet and put on the most fashionable shoes. Although they were just more popular brands like Adidas, they were not as good as the boys in school. It was a foreign product that he couldn't name, but it was the most human-like suit he could buy with the money he had saved.
The person who sent this QQ message was wearing a baseball cap. The person behind the avatar was Chen Wenwen, the most artistic girl in Shilan Middle School and Lu Mingfei’s dream lover. Of course, he had countless reasons to spend more money on this date. .
To be honest, he never thought that one day, Chen Wenwen would invite him to dinner. Recently, he seemed to be extremely lucky in everything. First, he met Chu Zihan and enjoyed the goddess's special golden egg fried rice at her house. Now it was Chen Wenwen's turn. , so secret that it’s a dinner for just two people.
A girl takes the initiative to invite a boy to have dinner together without others knowing. What is the meaning behind this? The so-called love lasts for a long time, like flowers in the mirror, flowers in the water, and moon in the moon. This is probably what it means, right?
Lu Mingfei was not only elated, but even walking felt like he could fly to the moon. Before going out, he looked in the mirror and hummed all the popular love songs.
Lu Mingze didn't know why his cousin suddenly seemed to be a different person. He was surprised and inexplicable. There are usually two results when a person suddenly becomes nervous. One is that he is brain-dead, and the other is that he is brain-dead and wants to kill people. For example, when classmate Fan Jin won the lottery, he immediately became mentally retarded. However, Lu Mingze did not feel that he had the obligation to save the mentally retarded person, even if it was just a slap in the face to wake him up, and Lu Mingfei just looked at him like a rabbit. He rushed out of the door, sighing in his heart.
The date was at a familiar pizza restaurant that the literary society often went to for gatherings. It was popular among the surrounding students for its high quality and low price and the provision of private rooms.
The man and woman were eating together, and even if a girl mentioned it as a treat, Lu Mingfei had no intention of really letting Chen Wenwen pay for it. She was not a rich woman like Su Xiaoqiang, but someone he, Lu Mingfei, cared about. What's more, he can still afford the consumption in this pizza restaurant. He has a little money saved to buy a PS2. Even a bad guy wants to save face in front of his crush.
Lu Mingfei arrived very early, half an hour earlier than the agreed time. There was nothing he could do about it. People tend to be anxious when encountering happy events. He basically walked like a monkey on the way here. Sitting in the small private room, he kept thinking about what expression he should use to face Chen Wenwen if she really confessed to him.
When people are young and ignorant about love, there are usually two manifestations. One is to pick a favorite among the good-looking girls in the class and think that this is the lover of their dreams. Second, if this girl shows something unique to herself, then I will have the illusion that she likes me.
Lu Mingfei has this kind of virtue now. He even remembered Chu Zihan saying to himself, you should confess your love to Chen Wenwen and give it a try, just in case you succeed. Now I suddenly understand why my senior sister encouraged me to move forward for love. I was afraid that I knew some rumors in advance, so I persuaded myself to grit my teeth and persevere, and the dawn of victory would eventually come.
oops! It turns out that the horoscope has already been written. You girls know everything, but you don’t say anything. You have to wait until the melon is ripe and the rice is ready, and then you are willing to shyly spit out a word or two while holding the pipa and half-hiding your face. People who do it are unpredictable and always itchy. We can’t figure out adolescent girls!
The door opened. Chen Wenwen was wearing the white dress that Lu Mingfei was very familiar with, white lace socks, flat black leather shoes, and a small white bag. She was only in black and white. The light in the private room seemed to illuminate her body. Apply a light layer of warm color.
Lu Mingfei's heart skipped a beat with the sound of her closing the door. It had never skipped this fast when she was in the same room with Chu Zihan. She was clearly more beautiful than Chen Wenwen, but he would like the person he cared about.
"I thought I came early enough, but I didn't expect you to come earlier." Chen Wenwen sat down opposite Lu Mingfei. This private room is a couple's private room for two. It is small and closed enough, suitable for two intimate people to have a private room. Say things you don't want people to hear.
"I just had some errands to go out in the afternoon, so I stopped by when I finished." Lu Mingfei smiled harmlessly. Normally, his level is about the same as a cabbage that has wilted in the sun, but today he can also smile like an idol drama. The male protagonist is so sunny, at least in his imagination he is.
"What shall we eat?"
"It's the same as usual. Two people can't eat much. It's best if they are familiar with each other and don't have taboos."
"good."
Chen Wenwen called the waiter and handed him the order. This familiar conversation reminded Lu Mingfei that when she was still in the literary club, Chen Wenwen was really one of the few people who was willing to chat with him like this. Even when they were alone, she would He would ask about something he had read recently, and Lu Mingfei would answer quickly and crisply every time.
What is this called? This is called understanding, an old couple! Would anyone else be able to answer questions so fluently? Lu Mingfei became more and more excited.
The pizza restaurant served food very quickly. Chen Wenwen wanted a set meal for two people. In fact, as long as the workmanship of fast food is not bad, the taste is pretty much the same. Lu Mingfei pretended to be like a big-tailed wolf, eating slowly and straightly. According to the way he usually went to Su Xiaoqiang's place to eat, he basically didn't care about the appearance of eating, stuffing as much as he could, and eating as much as he could.
Chen Wenwen doesn't seem to have much appetite over there. When eating pizza, she should cut it and nibble it in her hands. This is the way young people enjoy it, and it flaunts the life of a generation of American youth. But Chen Wenwen was eating Western food, cutting the pizza into small pieces and eating it slowly. The more she did this, the more Lu Mingfei wanted to keep up with her pace, so there were only knives and plates in the private room. With the sound of collision, the meal was surprisingly quiet.
"Mingfei, what kind of person do you think I am?" Chen Wenwen suddenly asked.
When she calls Lu Mingfei, she will explain her fault, and when she calls Su Xiaoqiang, she will say Xiaoqiang. She can call out a sense of intimacy every minute, but when facing Chu Zihan, she will respectfully call her senior.
This sudden question stopped Lu Mingfei. He had read a similar joke on the Internet, saying that a girl asked you what you think of me. It contained many complicated meanings. If you only praise her for her good qualities, She will think you are dishonest. If you talk about her shortcomings, she will be angry of course. This kind of big test that could determine the life or death of her boyfriend actually came to him. Lu Mingfei suddenly felt murderous intent. This meal turned out to be the Hongmen Banquet.
Are you testing yourself? See if he's good enough to be a boyfriend or something.
Lu Mingfei gathered his thoughts and thought carefully before speaking: "Very good. If you were not good, there wouldn't be so many people around you all day long, right? There are so many people in the literary club, and everyone will listen to you. , to be honest. As the president of the literary club, you are also very conscientious and responsible. To be honest, I even developed the habit of reading extracurricular books seriously because of you. Chinese has always been the class with the best grades for me. You It’s definitely a great achievement!”
"Only advantages and no disadvantages?"
"Of course there is." Lu Mingfei said in his heart. I knew it was coming. Fortunately, I was prepared. "You just care too much about other people's thoughts. Just like the question you asked me now, why are you so old?" Do you care what others think of you? Others say bad things about you because they are jealous of you. Your life should be lived for yourself. Look at me. I never worry about this, so I always live well. I am shameless and am happy every day. As long as my face is thicker than the city wall, no one can hurt me."
This was not a joke to Lu Mingfei, but a serious self-evaluation, but it still succeeded in making Chen Wenwen laugh softly. Lu Mingfei was very satisfied with his speech. He remembered the story of the beacon fire play on the princes. He was not sure whether King Zhou You was a Tiehunjun, but he could understand King Zhou You's mood. If the person he liked around him stopped laughing, it seemed that everything would happen. Fall down.
That beacon lights up the world, and it is also the beauty's knowing smile. Only when she smiles will you feel that this damn world is a little bit fun.
There is no light in his world. If he didn't like Chen Wenwen and spend all day being obsessed with her, his life would be even worse, right? At least I have an unrealistic goal. I look at her pretty girl and giggle every day, thinking that it would be great if I could be with her in the future.
What if Chen Wenwen is gone? What else can you do? Do you like Su Xiaoqiang? That girl was born with a domineering attitude of "I am the truth", and she launched a financial offensive against Lu Mingfei. She would come and go as soon as she was summoned. She was very happy every time she had dinner with her, but she always felt as if she was being manipulated. Da Meijin slapped his face crazily.
Therefore, Chen Wenwen is the best. The literary girl is sour and sweet. She will tell herself whether she has finished reading the last book. She will occasionally shed tears when talking about the sad endings in those stories.
Lu Mingfei has never told anyone that in fact he likes the way Chen Wenwen looks when she is crying. A girl can be beautiful in many ways. Of course you will think her beautiful when she is dressed up carefully, but if she is crying continuously It can make your heart beat. This can only be called true love.
"Actually, I also know," Chen Wenwen whispered, "I also know what kind of person I am. I am quite timid. I don't dare to do many things myself, so I can only ask you. And I am also a bit of a fool. Reading books The stories in it can make me cry, and I even need people around me to comfort me... But this kind of thing is not worth being sad in the first place. I just think those stories are so well written, as if I am one of them, but A supporting character with no sense of existence, he would naturally feel depressed after witnessing such a sad ending."
Lu Mingfei listened quietly and transformed into a tree hole. People rarely want to tell their inner stories to others, especially if they are talking about their own shortcomings. No one will yell about their imperfections every day. This kind of thing can only be said to some special people, such as your daughter. My friends will only tell you that I have a big, ugly mole on my butt, so don’t let me turn my back to you again at night.
"But that's the kind of person I am." Chen Wenwen said softly. She didn't look at Lu Mingfei, but just looked down at her plate. "Sometimes I feel depressed all day just because I read certain stories. Sometimes I feel very pitiful, and no one around me can understand me. Most of the people sitting in the literary club reading are not thinking about the story, and few of them have a common language. This kind of character is really unflattering even if I think about it. Most people are destined to be the third female lead, and the really popular girls should be like Su Xiaoqiang, who say whatever they want, be direct, say OK if they like it, and kick her away if they don't."
"But I think it's good for you to be like this." Lu Mingfei said quickly.
"That's because you only look at me from the side instead of understanding me." Chen Wenwen looked at Lu Mingfei, "Actually, I have always regarded you as a good friend, because you really read the books I mentioned seriously. Then you talk to me about someone's fate, and we feel sad together. But I also think you are a bit childish. It should be what everyone says. Girls are always more mature than boys when they are young. When a girl is a friend and when Girlfriends are different, it’s about loving or not loving, caring about or not caring about, being afraid of losing or not caring.”
"No... I don't understand." Lu Mingfei could only admit awkwardly, complaining in his heart that he felt that there was less ink in his stomach, and he couldn't even keep up with the meaning he wanted to express.
"It means that you only see the good things about me now and don't realize the bad things about me. I think the so-called love is two-way tolerance, understanding and accepting the other person's strengths and weaknesses, platonic love. For example, if you pursue When you were a girl, you talked sweetly to her and called her Xiaotiantian. If you didn't see her for a day, you wouldn't think about food or tea. Later, when we got together, she would check your phone every day and ask about your whereabouts, what you ate and where you went. If you are annoying to death, she will just be your cow lady.”
I really didn’t expect that Chen Wenwen, who usually doesn’t talk much, would speak at length at times like this. Lu Mingfei was a little surprised. It turned out that the so-called literary girl didn't mean that she was melancholy and pretended to be pitiful, but because she was mature, she knew more than you, she saw farther than you, and you couldn't even understand the sophisticated things she said.
As for you, you can only wave your big hand and say what's wrong with our mess. In exchange, the girl covers her mouth and nose with disgust and disdain, and walks away. When you look up, you can only see the maple leaves falling on her skirt. This means that late autumn has arrived, and your relationship is only worthy of shivering in the cold winter ice and snow, and it is over.
"So Mingfei, if after graduation in the future, we still keep in touch, can still get to know each other, and classmates gather together, and you still think about me and are willing to like me, I will nod and give you a try, because at that time You have grown up and know that you no longer look at me with a filter. But now... it really can't be done, do you understand what I mean?"
Deep in Chen Wenwen's eyes, Shao Zai seemed to have been put on plaster, and the lumps slowly solidified.
