"Senior, you really know how to cook. If someone can marry you in the future, you will be so happy." Lu Mingfei started to flatter you, but he really thought that he was doing a good job. Everyone can cook egg fried rice, but he can cook this kind of rice. Every grain of rice is obviously wrapped in egg liquid, which is definitely more troublesome than the ordinary method.
"Really?" Chu Zihan didn't have much confidence in her cooking skills. She didn't know much, and no one except herself had tasted her cooking. Of course, there was no professional evaluation. She would cook one for Lu Mingfei tonight out of the friendship between us all. She considered that Lu Mingfei had not eaten anything until now, so he must be hungry.
"Do I look like the kind of person who only talks nonsense?" Lu Ming was so serious that he almost jumped up from the bed. This was somewhat true. When he played Su Xiaoqiang, he said she was a goddess. , when playing Chen Wenwen, she talks about literature and art, and never does anything unfounded when it comes to treating beautiful women.
Chu Zihan thought of the evaluation of Lu Mingfei by those in the school. It could not be said that they were just rumors, but more malicious slander.
It is said that every school or even every class will have one or two figures like this. They are the victims of school violence. It does not necessarily mean physical harm, but also mental harm. Everyone enjoys belittling and insulting them. Lu Mingfei is such a character in Shilan Middle School. In fact, not everyone hates him, but if people around him say so, some people will start to make noises and throw all their unhappiness on him.
She saw through this, but she couldn't change other people's minds. The only thing she could do was to have a showdown with Chen Wenwen, and try her best to prevent everyone's ill will from always being directed at Sheng Zai.
"You like Chen Wenwen." Chu Zihan said softly. She did not ask, but simply stated. This has long been a known fact.
"Ahem!" Lu Mingfei didn't swallow a mouthful, and his throat was choked to death. He slapped his chest violently before he recovered. He looked at Chu Zihan in surprise. Her expressionless face said this. A kind of I-know-what-you-did-last-summer thriller.
"Senior sister, how do you know?" He said solemnly.
Lu Mingze told this matter to hurt his self-esteem. He didn't care, but when this matter came out of Chu Zihan's mouth, he felt as if his heart was turned upside down. There was nothing private in it. The secrets are poured out for everyone to see.
"Maybe... the whole school knows." Chu Zihan added.
"Senior, don't sound so scary! Does the whole school know about it? Why didn't the dean of academic affairs take me for a review?" Lu Mingfei was struck by thunder.
"Because he knows it's impossible for you, so he doesn't have to worry about your whims."
Lu Mingfei wilts. Chu Zihan is not a person who can joke around. What is a goddess? She's the Seven Fairies who don't eat fireworks from the world. People don't even bother to listen to the gossip on earth. If this kind of person talks about his secret love story, it's not impossible for the whole school to know...
"Senior, are you here to laugh at me too?" He whispered, remembering Lu Mingze's face at that time.
"There are many people who are laughing at you behind your back. They are laughing at you for not overestimating your abilities." Chu Zihan looked at the lowered head quietly. Her questions were like a knife, silently cutting open His deepest secret, "I just want to know what you think."
Lu Mingfei looked at Chu Zihan blankly. He didn't understand why Chu Zihan wanted to talk to him about this matter. Since you are not interested, goddess, why did you expose it so cruelly? Do you understand that people are not easy to tear apart?
"What else can you think... I also know that I have no chance, and it is impossible for others to like me." Lu Mingfei scratched his head. Chu Zihan felt really different when he asked this matter. He didn't mean to laugh at him, just like A curious baby said I am very curious. Everything has been clearly seen, and it is not impossible to talk about those things that no one knows about in front of such people.
"But what does this have to do with me liking her? Is it wrong to have a crush? No, I like her and it won't cause the world to be destroyed by floods and earthquakes. It's just a thought." To put it bluntly, he was a bit dead. The pig is not afraid of boiling water and babbled, "No one will like me anyway. I can't give up on myself. I always think about someone and do something with her, and I will feel better. If I do that again, There is a one in 10,000 chance that we can really be together, wouldn’t that be the happiest thing in the world?”
"Because I have never seen the white moonlight blooming for me, so when I encounter it, I will hold on tightly and never let go?" Chu Zihan said.
"Yes, yes, that's how it feels. Senior sister, you are good at talking." Lu Mingfei gave a thumbs up and nodded repeatedly. It's not without reason that people have good grades. When he went to a dangerous place, he could only say "f*ck" Gao, if it were Chu Zihan, it would be a sigh of relief, so dangerous! The road to Shu is difficult to climb to the sky! Cultural people speak differently.
Chu Zihan was silent. She only knew about this love before and one-sided understanding of Chen Wenwen, but she didn't know what Shai Zai thought in his heart. In fact, he knew very well that he had no possibility. He was not a fool who overestimated his abilities. He was just... Find ways to comfort yourself.
She began to wonder if she had made a mistake in letting Chen Wenwen have a showdown with him... Although this would reduce a lot of the ill will towards Shai Zai and block the mouths of those who laughed at him, she was also someone who had been hurt by rumors and knew very well what kind of bad Feel. But doing so also means cutting off the only ray of white moonlight around him with your own hands. Wouldn't this be too cruel to an unloved child?
It was rare that she felt that she had done something wrong. Maybe Lu Mingfei didn't care about other people's opinions at all. He was satisfied as long as he held what he liked.
"Then... come on." Chu Zihan said dryly, "If you can successfully confess your love, remember to tell me and I will give you a big red envelope when you get married."
She hadn't even started writing the horoscope yet, and when she said it, she seemed to be heading straight into the wedding night. Lu Mingfei could only nod and smile in appreciation.
He felt that this night was really strange. First, he encountered a psychotic evil spirit who could run away and fight back, like a monster in some biochemical movie. Now it was Goddess Shilan who deigned to condescend to her. She cared about his life-long affairs by her bedside late at night and spoke sincerely. What's wrong with this world? Suddenly the world is spinning, can Shai Zai be the protagonist?
"It would be great if we could really do it." Lu Mingfei giggled in a coping style.
"Work hard, maybe you can succeed." Chu Zihan remembered what Chen Wenwen said. Chen Wenwen knew that many people liked her, but no one dared to be the first to confess to her. She regarded Lu Mingfei as a true friend, and The fact that she didn't dislike him means that Lu Mingfei's favorability with Chen Wenwen is not zero, which means there is a chance. Impossible love affairs in Xiaoyan's stories all develop in this way, and the only difference is the final touch.
"Senior, please don't tease me. I know very well how much I weigh. How could someone like me? If you ask me to explain my strengths, I can't even think of them." Lu Mingfei opened the door. She got out of bed and planned to take the empty plate to the kitchen. "As long as I keep looking at her, I'll be satisfied, really."
There is always a sense of cowardice and powerlessness in his words. Chu Zihan doesn't like the tone of his words. He has obviously never fought for it or tried anything. Just because his family is not doing well, he can deny everything. Is it the world's fault that it willingly chooses the most depraved side?
"I hope you understand what I mean. Regarding Chen Wenwen, I don't care whether you give up or not, but for more things, I hope you don't give up. If you have this attitude at any time, you are bound to have regrets in the future. ." Chu Zihan said that when she said this, she was recalling the story she had read. The bad guy there was the same as Lu Mingfei, so he missed his little monster.
She is actually a bit sentimental, but she rarely shows it on the surface.
It turns out that the senior sister wanted to encourage herself? Lu Mingfei suddenly understood, but this method was a bit abrupt and unscrupulous.
Don't try to persuade others to do good without others suffering. You were born with a golden key in your mouth, you have parents who love you, and you are so good-looking. Even if you do nothing, there are a group of people who are willing to be your romantic partner. How can you understand Shao Zai's life like this? You have never been weak, and you are full of great truths, but you have not suffered either your mind or your body. What Mencius said is simply farting from the world.
"Senior, you don't understand." He shook his head, not intending to say anything unpleasant to Chu Zihan. He was willing to put down his posture to comfort himself. What should be more of a thank you is that Lu Mingfei is not the kind of person who doesn't know what is good and what is good. people.
"What don't you understand?" Chu Zihan didn't understand.
"The goddess has never experienced Shai Zai's life, and Shai Zai has not experienced the goddess's life. We are people living in two different worlds. Why do you always want to use your life experience to inspire me?" Lu Mingfei muttered, "It's so cool that you can defeat a fighting champion after practicing 100,000 times. But that's because you have money, time and a teacher. If you can find someone who teaches you swordsmanship, you can win." You can spend money generously on his head, and you will have someone to pick you up and cook for you every day, saving time to learn what you want."
"But I don't have anything." He looked at the empty plate in his hand, "I have fought with people before, for the same reason as you, senior sister. They said that my parents abroad should have divorced and they didn't want me. So he left me at my uncle's house. I beat the person who said that so badly that he went to find the principal, and of course the parents. My aunt came and slapped me on the head and scolded me, and took me to talk to someone else. Apologize and ask me to help others on duty, so that I can pay less for medical expenses... After returning home, I heard her discussing with my uncle, asking whether my parents really divorced abroad and didn't tell them, and whether there would be anyone in the future. Pay me living expenses.”
Chu Zihan was stunned.
"Then I spent the whole week helping that guy on duty. In the evening when I went back to my uncle's house, I had to serve food for everyone in the family before eating and washing up. My aunt always told me that your living expenses will be used up this month, so I If you save your living expenses and don’t spend them arbitrarily, my cousin told me that if my living expenses don’t come next month, I might have to move out and live alone.”
Lu Mingfei smiled, but it was sad, "Sister, do you know what is popular on the Internet now? People like you are called Bai Fumei, who are white, rich and beautiful, while people like me are short, poor, and not tall enough. Money has no face. I hate these two words because they distinguish people too accurately. Only three words can kill a person's heart."
He turned around and bowed deeply to Chu Zihan.
"Thank you, senior sister, for saving me today, thank you for the golden egg fried rice, and thank you even more for being willing to condescend to do ideological work for me. But I can't be like you, and I will never be able to secretly like someone, you know. This is destined to end in vain, and I still can’t tell myself that I should give up obediently. This is just a short and poor man who can’t hold his head up for the rest of his life. This is my life. If I continue to stay, Chu Ao will think that I don’t know what is good and what is good. I I’ll just go home now, thank you.”
Chu Zihan said nothing and watched Lu Mingfei take the plate and run to the kitchen, wash it carefully and put it in the cupboard. He did not dare to say hello to Chu Zihan again because he was afraid that if he said anything more, he might I can't help but cry.
When Lu Mingfei walked out of the Chu family villa, it was still raining heavily outside. He looked back at the building that was still brightly lit in the middle of the night. People who lived in a mansion didn't even have to turn off the lights in the living room at night. It seemed like they were always waiting for someone to come back, instead of opening the door at his aunt's house where he was living now. It was pitch dark, and I didn't dare to turn on the lights to disturb other people's rest. I was cautious about everything in the dark, and my toes often kissed the corner of the table intimately.
The entrance door opened. Chu Zihan was wearing a coat outside her pajamas. She held up an umbrella and handed the other one to Lu Mingfei.
"Let me tell you, you can't get out without the gate control of the community." She said.
The two umbrellas were walking side by side silently under the pavilion covered with grape vines. The rain passed through the branches and leaves and splashed cold water around their feet. Chu Zihan shouldn't be too busy tonight. She had already made an appointment with Chen Wenwen. He wanted to cut off the sarcastic remarks about Shao Zai, but he still subconsciously lectured the person concerned in person about his fate, only to be laughed at.
She hated the powerlessness in Lu Mingfei's words, but she couldn't find any good words to say after hearing those stories. She even felt that what Lu Mingfei said was right.
But she has never been someone who would give up easily. Chu Yi was right when he said that his elder sister is a typical and absolutely strong woman. Chu Zihan himself did not realize that there was a particularly strong side in her character. Lu The more Ming Fei behaved like this, the more Chu Zihan bottomed out. From the moment I was the student president and had the obligation to manage everyone, to the moment I had to handle this matter, it was just a thought.
Inadvertently, she got herself involved in this bad gossip.
