Chen Wenwen looked at the small round mirror and carefully arranged her forehead hair and smoothed the wrinkles on her school uniform. Her little heart was beating like a happy deer.
In front of her was the student union office. The matter between Chu Zihan and Wang Shuang was completely settled. Chu Zihan was officially reinstated and became the president of the student union. This position had been vacant for three years, and now he finally had his own owner.
Chen Wenwen was fortunate enough to be the first person invited to the office of the Student Council President. During the morning break, Chu Zihan passed by her seat while doing eye exercises. He leaned over and told her to come to his office during the lunch break. .
If a teacher asks a student to go to his office, it's probably going to be bad luck. If it were Chu Zihan, Chen Wenwen's always calm heart could no longer hold tight. The spring breeze outside the window was particularly refreshing at this moment. The girl's long hair was as curled as a movie scroll, and there were flowers blooming all around her. cherry blossoms.
In her imagination, when Chu Zihan leaned slightly to say those words to her, there were three parts tenderness, one part expectation, and three parts affection in his eyes... In short, they were all very beautiful things.
Chu Zihan is such an outstanding girl, not to mention that all the boys in Shilan Middle School can't find one who is better than her. If one day she is willing to dress up as a male butler, she will be instantly killed. In the audience, Chen Wenwen had no reason not to care about her.
After confirming that there was no problem, Chen Wenwen closed the small mirror, put it in her school uniform skirt pocket, and knocked gently on the door.
"Come in." The cold voice has the texture of an iceberg. Many people say that Chu Zihan talks like Nongfu Spring. This is not to belittle her, but it makes people feel like a gurgling stream hitting a protruding stone in the water.
Even a student office is decorated similarly to the teachers' offices, with leather sofas, large oak bookshelves, a huge world map hanging on the wall, and a half-person-high potted plant in the corner. The student council president of Shilan Middle School is a figure who often appears on local TV stations, and this office is often the background during interviews.
Chu Zihan did not sit behind the desk, but on the sofa, because she felt that if she were behind the desk, it would give people who came a sense of status gap. If she were on the sofa, there would be no such problem. She gently placed her palm next to her, indicating that Chen Wenwen should sit here.
Faced with the kindness of her idol at such a close distance, Chen Wenwen's breathing was a little rapid, and she repeatedly warned herself to be steady. This was reflected in her shy look on her body, and even her sitting posture was particularly upright.
Chen Wenwen was in a state of confusion. The moment she got the invitation, she was overjoyed, but now she was confused. Why did Chu Zihan want to find her alone? Could it be that her thoughts were revealed to her? Isn’t it going to be a confession next? When she thought of this, Chen Wenwen's knees were squeezed together and she squeezed them together.
"I heard that Lu Mingfei has a crush on you." Chu Zihan got straight to the point. Her thoughts were often like a knife, fast and straight, especially when it came to things she was interested in.
"Ah?" Chen Wenwen didn't expect that the topic at the beginning would be this matter. She was a little dumbfounded for a moment. It took her a few seconds to recover and nodded quickly, "Yes."
"Did you already know that he had a crush on you?"
"I knew it when I was in the first grade of junior high school. It's easy to see." Chen Wenwen said, "There are some things that only I think are secrets."
It turns out that this is really the case. The bad guy thought he was hiding it very well, but even the person involved saw through it, not to mention the other people around him. Everyone was secretly laughing at his overestimation of his capabilities.
"Do you like him?" Chu Zihan continued to ask.
"I don't like it." Chen Wenwen shook her head.
"Then why don't you refuse? And let him do so many things for you."
Chen Wenwen blinked, feeling that the topic was going a bit wrong. Why was Chu Zihan calling her here to discuss Lu Mingfei's secret crush on her? Could it be that Lu Mingfei secretly hugged Chu Zihan's thigh and cried drunkenly, saying that I love her so much, why doesn't she love me? Chu Zihan patted his chest and said that this matter is all the responsibility of the sisters, and he will give it to her tomorrow. Can you ask clearly?
Even this direction is wrong. When did Lu Mingfei get so close to Chu Zihan? If the difference between him and Chen Wenwen is like a toad and a white swan, then the difference between him and Chu Zihan is like a grain of ashes on the ground and the bright moonlight in the sky! Why should the moonlight help the ashes that can be seen everywhere?
Chen Wenwen would never talk about the topic of love to anyone. Due to the environment in which she grew up, she was too shy and introverted. Only at this moment, facing the person she loved most, Chen Wenwen looked at her serious and searching eyes, Only then could I say it hesitantly.
"How can I say this... I'm not very good at rejecting others, and I always can't say it out loud." Chen Wenwen looked down at her toes, restlessly twiddling her fingers, "Actually, I know there are many people who like me. But they don’t take the initiative to come to me to confess, they just stay by my side. Do I have to take the initiative to go to everyone and say I’m sorry, I don’t like you, please stay away from me? I really can’t say that. ...I can’t do it, I won’t even be friends if I tell you.”
Chu Zihan thought for a while and nodded. Everyone's personality is indeed different, and they have different ways of doing the same thing. For example, if this happened to my younger sister, she would have dared to kick Lu Mingfei into the wall during class and say, "How dare you like me?" Should I be somewhat prepared mentally? If it were Chen Wenwen who came, she could only remain silent, knowing but pretending not to know.
"What does Lu Mingfei mean to you?" Chu Zihan was a little curious.
"Friend, a very reliable friend." Chen Wenwen said, "That's why I always ask him to help me do things that I can't do. He will complete everything seriously. It's not that I haven't been kind to him. He used to always He was a lonely person, so I invited him to the literary club. After he finished his work, I would treat him to a fruit juice smoothie that he couldn’t bear to drink. He would tell me that something like that costing dozens of yuan a cup was really luxurious. , but I still drank it happily."
"Are you going to continue like this?"
"Yes...he will eventually grow up. He will go to a better university, meet more people, and meet better girls. Then he will not like me. He likes me now just because of me. I am willing to be nice to him." Chen Wenwen raised her head and looked at Chu Zihan quietly, her eyes were from bottom to top, full of admiration, "Senior sister, don't be angry, I mean if, if you appear on the road now If you treat him better than me in front of Mingfei, then he will definitely like you instead of me. The kind of liking you have now is not real liking."
Recently, in order to learn some knowledge about love, Chu Zihan has read so many romance novels. She thought that those little boys and girls should be stupid, so their love is also sweet and sour, and occasionally very bitter. .
Unexpectedly, Chen Wenwen could see it so clearly. Although she didn't dare to say it, she knew everything. She pretended to be ignorant with her little understanding, and expected that those crushes on her would end without any problems.
Secret love in childhood is always like this. It started at an inadvertent time. Lu Mingfei's love for Chen Wenwen started one afternoon. He and Chen Wenwen were the only two people in the classroom. He was wiping the blackboard and Chen Wenwen was wearing a white cotton skirt. Wearing sneakers and white socks, she sat on the podium and hummed quietly, with the slanting light of the setting sun shining on the newly replaced desk. The wall-creeper hangs down outside the window, and the evening between spring and summer is particularly quiet.
Chen Wenwen suddenly turned around and asked Lu Mingfei, would you like to join our literary club?
At that moment, Lu Mingfei felt as if he had turned to stone, leaving only a beating heart. The flowers and plants outside the window were growing wildly, the sun was setting, and the chirping of cicadas seemed to speed up a hundred times. Time always slipped through his fingers, and the confrontation between him and Chen Wenwen Vision seems to last forever.
His liking started from that sentence, and he felt that finally someone was willing to take him seriously, and it was a great happiness to invite him to be with him. But on that day, Chen Wenwen just remembered that Lu Mingfei was always alone. Her heart moved and she said that sentence, thinking that if there were more people, Lu Mingfei would be happier. She I never thought that Lu Mingfei would like me like that.
The beauty is ruthless and the bad boy is intentional, but the bad boy is unable to realize what is behind it. Girls at this age mature much earlier than boys. Those guys who like to smile in front of girls are simply a group of people who have not yet matured. A grown up fool.
"Maybe it will take several years for him to understand this matter." Chu Zihan imagined Lu Mingfei many years later. At that time, he was not a bad boy.
It's time for him to be a mature man wearing a suit, but he still thinks of his first love in his heart. "In the past few years, he will always think about liking you. A love that is destined to have no ending always feels miserable."
"Then...Senior sister, do you think it would be better to let him understand this matter now?" Chen Wenwen said slowly, "Then he may not even dare to stay in the literary club. The last one in the school who is willing to embrace There is no place for him anymore, and other societies do not welcome him.”
Chu Zihan stopped talking. Yes, Chen Wenwen was right. If she rejected Lu Mingfei now and put an end to this secret love, it would be impossible for Shai Zai to continue to show up in the literary club and face a People who truly rejected themselves. He is very thick-skinned, but he is not shameless, otherwise he would not be so careful about hiding his secret love.
Recently, Chu Zihan read a short story about a paralyzed embryo-killing man who met an eccentric little demon girl. The little demon girl was the first person to enter the embryo-killing man's heart. The embryo-killing man I feel like I might have fallen in love with her. But at the end of the story, after all the hardships, the embryo-killing man finally found the person he wanted to kill. Under that mysterious veil was the face of the little witch. She was really a witch, and the world in which the embryo-killing man lived was incompatible with each other. .
The embryo-killing man put his knife into the little demon girl's chest. He killed the one he loved. From then on, there was no one who could love him anymore. The little demon girl really liked him.
When Chu Zihan saw this scene, she had mixed feelings in her heart. She wished that the embryo-killing man would put down the knife and hug the little demon girl. The little demon girl loved him so much, and the two of them would definitely be together.
But in that case, they will become enemies of the forces behind them. Many people may die for them, and many people will resent them for this. Their ending may be that they are besieged by many people and killed in an unknown place. In the reeds, the ten fingers that died were still connected and could not be separated for a long time.
Some stories are destined to have no solution. Not all love in the world has a solution. No matter Lu Mingfei or the embryo-killing man, there is no perfect ending in their stories.
Life is like this, that's why there are so many stories throughout the ages, all of which love to write a perfect ending, but they are rarely handed down. Only the tragic stories like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai will be sung. After so many years, the damn tragedy always sinks deeper into our hearts.
"Can you do me a favor?" Chu Zihan said softly.
"Of course." Chen Wenwen didn't even ask. Being able to help Chu Zihan was like an idol's favor to her. It was a great honor, even if she said next that I was not in the mood tonight and needed a concubine. Chen Wenwen would nod resolutely if she said this!
"Let's make it clear to Lu Mingfei."
Chen Wenwen was dumbfounded: "Senior sister...are you serious...that would make him sad, right? I think he was already having a miserable life. His parents didn't care about him and lived with relatives every day. If he was given another I really don’t know what will happen to him if he gets stabbed. I would rather pretend that I don’t know anything than go up and stab him in person. And it’s really hard for me to say it..."
"It's okay, just think of it as helping me." Chu Zihan smiled faintly, "He likes you. Many people are laughing at him behind his back, but he doesn't know. I think it will make him worse. The whole world is laughing at his overestimation, but he still smiles at you stupidly, and you don't like him either. Be decisive and make this matter clear and end it. It is better than continuing like this, otherwise there will be If more and more people look down on him, he will only get worse and worse, and he will never be able to hold his head up for the rest of his life."
"That's right..." Chen Wenwen lowered her head and thought. Of course she wanted to hear Chu Zihan's words, but it was really a big challenge for her to reject Lu Mingfei personally.
"I'll treat you to dinner after we're done." Chu Zihan added casually.
"Okay, senior sister, I will definitely do it!" Chen Wenwen immediately agreed. There is nothing more worthwhile than a candlelight dinner with Chu Zihan! "But I don't dare to say how Lu Mingfei will react."
"It's not like he's going to commit suicide by jumping off the building. If that's the case, I'll get him off the rooftop."
The verb she used was "get", but when thinking of yesterday's duel, she might have spanked her with a bamboo knife, sending Lu Mingfei flying around on the rooftop. Chen Wenwen thought for no reason, Chu Zihan's That's the way things are done.
Ah? Something seemed wrong. She suddenly realized that today's conversation seemed to have been centered around a certain person. Why was Chu Zihan so interested in Lu Mingfei? Does it have anything to do with her whether the bad guy will be bad for the rest of his life? No matter how warm-hearted you are, there should be a limit!
"Senior..." Chen Wenwen asked hesitantly, and the slenderness and softness in her bones came out again, "You seem to care about Lu Mingfei... Do you feel sorry for him?"
"No, I just think he looks like someone I know." Chu Zihan said softly.
Lu Mingfei and Chen Wenwen were a wrong love, and Chu Zihan knew that this was not the only wrong love. It was also a mistake for the man to like his mother. In a sense, the birth of Chu Zihan was basically When their guns went off and they failed to take any defensive measures, both of them were completely unprepared to welcome the arrival of this new life. As a result, they were always in a hurry in the first days, and later the financial conflicts became more and more serious, and finally they separated completely.
Some love shouldn't exist. Although it may hurt a little if it is cut off with a knife, short-term pain is always better than long-term pain. If the bad boy is really in severe pain, Chu Zihan doesn't mind giving him a roll of band-aid and cutting off the broken pieces. The heart all over the place was glued together and put into the chest again, so that one day in the future this heart could be excited and excited when meeting another girl.
"Have you figured out how to do it? If you really can't do it, I won't force you." Chu Zihan added that this conversation gave her a very deep understanding of Chen Wenwen. This kind of literary girl only knows how to act in The type who understands in his heart but lacks the ability to express himself.
"Don't worry, senior sister, I have my own way, and I will definitely do what I promise you." Chen Wenwen was more serious and determined than ever before in her life, with a small universe burning in her eyes, "It will be this weekend."
"Okay, I'll go too."
