5. Secret love

Style: Gaming Author: Jushil FrozenmeierWords: 4133Update Time: 24/01/12 05:07:02
"You think this is funny too?" Chu Zihan asked.

"Isn't it funny? People have mentioned it many times that a toad wants to eat swan meat, but toads often have no self-awareness." After finishing the food, Chu Xi lazily leaned on the chair and patted his belly, "If the road If Mingfei dared to have a crush on me, I would think it was a joke."

"What's Chen Wenwen's attitude?"

"No response, she knows but pretends not to know. She always asks Lu Mingfei to do things for her in the literary club, because she knows that Lu Mingfei will definitely not refuse, and Lu Mingfei is also happy to serve the goddess front and back. "

"Since she doesn't like Lu Mingfei, she should reject it instead of hanging on to him." Chu Zihan said, "You shouldn't laugh at his secret love. Secret love is something that is shady. He likes it." He is cautious and afraid of being known, but he can't help but like him. He feels that the greatest thing in his life is to see Chen Wenwen smile at him. He... is actually quite pitiful. "

Chu Yi opened his eyes wide in surprise, looking at his sister like Ultraman meeting a little monster. Chu Zihan, who usually had a negative emotional intelligence, now looked at her like a master who had experienced countless relationships.

"You are not my sister at all. Where did you hide my sister, you monster! Give it back to me quickly!" Chu Yi rushed towards Chu Zihan with his teeth and claws open.

Chu Zihan was very calm. He held her wrist and wiped away the grease on her fingertips with a napkin. It was obvious that she was taking the opportunity to try to attack her sister with this move, but her sister saw through it at a glance.

"I just recently read some books that I wouldn't have read before." Chu Zihan said, "Romance novels and so on. Many stories are about secret love."

"Wow!" Chu Yi's eyes suddenly lit up, he bumped Chu Zihan with his shoulder, and his tone was particularly coy, "Is this a girl pregnant? Sister, you actually read romance novels. Do you like a domineering CEO or a cold-faced handsome guy? ?I think people like you will definitely like the abstinence type. The kind of guy who has no interest in women will be captured by your charm. The guy who doesn’t think about food or tea without seeing you every day is your cup of tea, right? "

"I'm not interested. What's good about that kind of person? I just read some sweet and sour stories to understand the people around me." Chu Zihan thought about the bad boy who came to cheer for her this afternoon, and they never even knew each other. Without saying a word, he shouldn't have a reason to cheer for himself, not to mention that he still likes Chen Wenwen.

This kind of unrequited love is like a groundhog, right? He thought it would be safe if he hid in the cave, so that no one would know that he secretly liked her. As long as he could take a few glances at Chen Wenwen from a distance when class was over, it would be fine. In the literary club, she told her to treat Chen Wenwen when she was doing things. Just smile to yourself and be satisfied.

Chu Zihan could even imagine how Lu Mingfei could fake a smile when facing Chen Wenwen. He was so silly that Chen Wenwen would see through it all at once, but Chen Wenwen would never tell him.

Many people, including Chu Yi, told his secret love as a joke, thinking it was a typical story of a toad and a white swan. But when Chu Zihan heard it, she only felt pity. She was pitying the bad boy's secret love that was destined to end in vain. Even though they didn't even say a word.

She is such a paralyzed but kind-hearted person. Every time she hears the school gossip that Chu Tuo talks about, she will think of a lot of things and feel for those people she is not familiar with. Occasionally, she will silently express her feelings when she sees them. Give me a helping hand.

For example, when he sees a couple walking together while patrolling the school, they are shy and shy. He is too afraid of the school rules to get intimate and always thinks about it. Chu Zihan will find an excuse and ask a passing student to go up and push them deliberately to bring the two of them together. Then he pretended to be surprised and said he admitted his mistake and ran away. She would silently watch the little lovers hooking their little fingers from a distance, without smiling or deducting points, just watching.

Because I am not a happy person, I hope that others can live a happier life, even if it is just a small thing.

Lu Mingze was lying on the bed with his legs crossed, reading the comic "JoJo's Bizarre Adventure". In the corner of the room, Lu Mingfei plugged in his headphones and worked frantically on his laptop. His mouse and keyboard clicked. On the screen, there were dazzling alien battleships attacking the divine buildings, and all kinds of explosions and cool things.

This is the daily life of their cousins. Lu Mingfei loves to play games. The laptop that his uncle discarded is his combat tool. Originally, his aunt wanted to use it for the brothers to answer questions and check information, but she did not expect to open it for Lu Mingfei. The door to the new world.

Lu Mingze doesn't like to play games, but he can also use the computer, mainly to chat with people.

He has two important netizens, one is called Xiyang Jicheng, and the other is named Teacher Daye. They are both girls. The former is a literary young girl who likes to say, "Let your smile and sadness become the marks of my life." The latter is very talkative, good at horoscopes, gossip and fortune telling. He can even read the stars and is often very accurate. When Lu Mingfei wasn't playing on the computer, it was Lu Mingze's turn to chat with one of them.

"I heard that Chu Zihan and Wang Shuang had a duel this afternoon?" Lu Mingze closed the comic. In his opinion, the duel between Jotaro and Dio was not as interesting as the fight between Chu Zihan and Wang Shuang. You must know that it was Shilan Middle School. The goddess who is the flower of the highest mountains, watching Chu Zihan fight with her long hair flying, is definitely more exciting for a teenage boy than a muscular man like Jotaro.

"Yes, I went to see him with Su Xiaoqiang. Wang Shuang was beaten so badly that he couldn't even get up. When Chu Zihan left, he even threw a handful of money at him for medical expenses. It was like killing someone. Heart-breaking." Lu Mingfei was busy operating without looking back, "Wang Shuang estimates that he won't be able to walk with his head up in school until graduation."

"It's a pity that I didn't see it." Lu Mingze sighed. His aunt was obsessed with children's education. She liked to take Lu Mingze out to practice piano during holidays, trying to add some style to Fatty'er. Lu Mingze could only treat Chu Zi Han's wonderful adventure was missed.

"It seems that someone brought a video recorder to the scene, and the school surveillance also captured it. If you are interested, you can try it."

Lu Mingze thought for a while but didn't say anything. The drunkard didn't care about drinking. In fact, he was more concerned about other things. Although he and Lu Mingfei lived under the same roof, there were not many opportunities to initiate topics like this.

"Do you have a crush on Chen Wenwen?" Lu Mingze dropped a bombshell lightly.

The keyboard clicked, and Lu Mingfei pulled out the space bar with great force. The operation was immediately paused. In a few seconds, the other party recovered and immediately launched a devastating counterattack against the army without a master. The goddess of victory changes hands instantly, GameOver.

"You...you..." He couldn't say a word. If he were a groundhog, the fur on the back of his neck must have been grabbed at this moment, and he let out a deafening roar. But he was more sinister than a groundhog, and his embarrassment when someone exposed his secrets was comparable to that of a naked girl. He didn't know whether to cover his skirt or chest, so he could only huddle up on the chair in an awkward curled up position, terrified. He looked at Lu Mingze.

"Just tell me, isn't it?" Lu Mingze was very satisfied with his cousin's performance. He said it in an understatement, and the lethality had left no trace of Lu Mingfei's actions.

Lu Mingfei's heart rate was temporarily unbalanced, and his face turned as red as pig liver.

The fact that he likes Chen Wenwen is a big secret in his heart. Everyone has such a secret in their hearts when they are young. For this reason, he took the trouble to sit on the bench with Chen Wenwen and read a book all afternoon. He helped Chen Wenwen run the literary club's work. He considers himself to be a rustic boy with no good qualities that would be hard to find in a crowd, but in his heart he is weaving a bright future with Chen Wenwen and feels that he can leave his life in her hands and let her do what she wants. That is the happiest thing in the world.

Secret love is such a soft thing, so soft that it seems to break if it is touched by someone, but now Lu Mingze directly picked up a wooden stick and stabbed Lu Mingfei's fragile boy's heart to pieces.

"How do you know?" Lu Mingfei whispered.

"Don't worry about it." Lu Mingze put on a very mysterious posture, condescendingly, "I just want to remind you how many times you pee and show yourself like a bear. Who is Chen Wenwen? Shilan Middle School A famous literary girl, a strong competitor for the school beauty, there are a lot of people chasing her, Zhao Menghua hasn't succeeded yet, why can she like you, a street stall guy?"

Although they are cousins, Lu Mingze doesn't leave any room for hurtful words. He doesn't like this cousin who has been relying on him for a long time. This will lead to him having to give him a share of everything, seriously damaging Lu Mingze. Of course, he doesn't look good for his own interests.

"Then she can fall in love with you?" Lu Mingfei shouted back. Lu Mingze really touched his sore spot. If someone like Zhao Menghua said this, he might not be fine, but Lu Mingze himself He is 160cm tall and weighs 160cm. Apart from having more money than Lu Mingfei, he is not as good as him in terms of appearance. What's going on with this attitude of being the best in the world?

"I don't like her. You can't hurt me by saying this." Lu Mingze sneered. He has the marks of the sunset and Teacher Daye. They are all the white moonlight that only belongs to him.

Although he has never met a gay girl, in his imagination, Sunset is a pretty lolita with short hair, gentle and considerate, and Teacher Daye is a girl with middle school disease, very capable, and likes to wear a wizard robe, like Hermione. Compared to a loser like Lu Mingfei, Lu Mingze, who has two dream goddesses, is certainly qualified to speak condescendingly.

Lu Mingfei's newly ignited fighting spirit waned again. Lu Mingze was right. It was him, Lu Mingfei, who had a crush on Chen Wenwen. It had nothing to do with Lu Mingze. Lu Mingze could expose Lu Mingfei with just two words. disguise, but Lu Mingfei had nothing that could hurt Lu Mingze.

"People must be self-aware!" Lu Mingze stared at Lu Mingfei closely. The sadder Lu Mingfei looked, the happier he became.

"What the hell!" Lu Mingfei suddenly raised his head and glanced at Lu Mingze, "Isn't it amazing to have a sunset mark?"

"Yeah, I'm just better than you. At least Xiyang won't let me run around doing things for her, and I'll get nothing in return except thank you and a fake smile. You are Chen Wenwen's dog, you know? She treats you like a dog. My servant, you screamed happily twice, and you were so happy when your head was touched!"

The notch of the setting sun is no secret between them. Once, Lu Mingze forgot to turn off the chat history after using the computer, and Lu Mingfei saw it. Lu Mingfei smiled very meanly and asked Lu Mingze if this was a girl. He must be thinking about something after talking so much with others. Lu Mingze's answer was to close the notebook and say "fuck you."

"Do you think Xiyang will like a fat guy like you? She just doesn't know what kind of person you are. She will vomit as much as she wants when we meet!" Not to be outdone, Lu Mingfei counterattacked by bringing out what Lu Mingze cared about most. .

"Xiyang is definitely not that kind of girl! Do you think everyone is as green tea bitch as your Chen Wenwen?" Lu Mingze glared at Lu Mingfei fiercely, like an angry bull.

"Oh, you know again? Then go meet Xiyang. Does Xiyang care about you? Every time you ask someone to meet, do they always agree to you? Don't be stupid, fat man. There are not so many coincidences. She just doesn't want it. Destroy your own image in your mind, just like Chen Wenwen. Whether I like her or not and whether she likes me are two different things. It has nothing to do with her, I'm happy with it!"

"Idiot." Lu Mingze bitterly squeezed out a few words through his teeth.

"What a coincidence, aren't you a fool too? Fools versus fools, everyone has the same virtues. Don't always act like you are awesome in front of me. Don't we all know who you are and what I am? Are you bragging outside? Come on, don’t put up such a show and expect to kill me with just Chen Wenwen. I’m a thick-skinned person, and the bricks used to build the Great Wall were all made from mud rubbed from my face!” Lu Mingfei looked like a dead pig and was not afraid of being scalded by boiling water. Posture.

Both of them refused to admit defeat when they were scolding, but they tried their best to restrain themselves and lower their voices. They couldn't help but quarreled in the middle of the night. Auntie broke into the door and was not polite at all when she came in. She picked up her slippers and beat one and then the other. No one can sleep with their buttocks next to each other on the bed.

"Sooner or later, I'll let you get out of this house!" Lu Mingze angrily pulled the quilt over his head.

"Tiantian Dese, whose money do you think you spend belongs to? Isn't it the money my parents sent to support you?" Lu Mingfei closed the notebook and hugged him into his bed. He would continue to fight fiercely.

"If you have the guts, tell my parents, they are being very arrogant right now! Do you dare? You are a coward!"

"I'm too lazy to expose it. Did you know that the prime minister's belly can hold a boat?"

"Huh." Lu Mingze almost laughed out loud under the quilt. A person who has nothing often likes to brag about what he has. It's like a boy who often brags in the dormitory that he has slept with a certain famous soft girl from the next class. In fact, I'm a virgin, and I don't even have her cell phone number.

The scolding battle ended in silence. Lu Mingze stared and couldn't sleep and was sulking. Lu Mingfei didn't continue playing the game. He opened QQ and stared at the avatar of the girl wearing a baseball cap. Her profile picture is gray and there are no red dots behind it, which means that Chen Wenwen is offline and has not left him a message.

Lu Mingfei didn't know the hurtful words Lu Mingze said, but if he didn't like Chen Wenwen, how could he like Chu Zihan? At least Chen Wenwen will ask him if he wants to come to the literary club together, is willing to walk with him, and is more willing to smile at him, then she is the goddess of Shao Zai, and there is no need for so many reasons to like her, even if... she has no chance of liking her. Own.

This is a lot of secret love. Most of them are doomed to end in vain. The person in the game never thinks it is a big deal. One day he will grow up, wake up, and understand naturally. Then he can look back. Looking at myself at this time, I just smiled and passed away.

But for Lu Mingfei now, the moment of awakening is still far away.