"How do you know his name?" Chu Zihan was stunned.
"Not everyone is like you, who is deaf to outside world and only reads the books of sages! To be honest, I think if you had lived in ancient times, you would have been a bookworm." Chu Shi stuck out his tongue and made a face. "There are so many famous people in Shilan Middle School, those with high IQs, beautiful people, good at fighting, and anyone with some outstanding characteristics can become famous. Wang Shuang is the champion of the municipal youth fighting competition. Those who know him There are a lot of people, if you defeat him, his reputation will become your stepping stone, and he will promote you even higher!"
It was clear that Chu Zihan was the winner, but she seemed happier than Chu Zihan.
"So that's it. I said why are so many people cheering for me? They are worried that I can't beat them." Only then did Chu Zihan understand the attitude of the melon-eating crowd in the afternoon.
"Hey..." Chu Yi sighed, "Others treat you as a flower on the mountain, but you turn out to be a dull and innocent girl. What will you do if you meet a bad man in the future and get defrauded of money and sex? Sister, I am really worried. Your future."
She spoke earnestly, as if an old woman was worried that her cabbage would be eaten by pigs.
"You think too much, I probably will never get married in this life." Chu Zihan took out a plate of pasta from the refrigerator and handed it to Chu Yi.
"Why? The man who wants to marry you is either smarter or stronger than you, otherwise why should he conquer you?" Chu Yu used the pasta as a scarf and waved it in front of his face, as if he was doing some kind of swaying dance, teasing My own sister.
This is a line from a TV series, said by Hu Yifei in Love Apartment. As a female doctor, she has defeated 99.9% of the men in the world. Being able to handle her is basically a false proposition. But in the end, her choice was the declining Zeng Xiaoxian. Although he was very responsible, he was not as good as Hu Yifei in all aspects.
When Chu Yi watched this TV series, she thought of her sister for no reason. She wondered if she was too strong and longed for a man who looked like a puppy. All day long, her sister asked her to bite the hem of her skirt and walk. Let her radiate the brilliance of maternal love?
Recently, she has learned some history and learned that the only female emperor Wu Zetian also had the behavior of keeping a male favorite at an advanced age. This idea became more and more lingering in her mind. She always felt that Chu Zihan must be in a black dress in the future. The super lady in red high heels likes to use the toe of her shoes to frivolously lift the chin of a man kneeling in front of him, admiring his unyielding face with tears in his eyes.
Thinking about this scene makes me feel very disillusioned.
"I just feel like I can't fall in love with someone." Chu Zihan stared at the kitchen knife in trance.
Some people say that if you want to like someone, you must first like yourself. People who don’t respect themselves and love themselves don’t deserve to be liked by others.
Chu Zihan once read a book. The male protagonist in the book was an extremely bad guy who denied himself all day long. Later, he met a girl who liked him, but he thought that it was not called liking, but that he happened to be the sunshine that opened the girl's door at the right time.
The ending of the story is that the girl died. The girl who was probably the only girl in the world who liked Shai Zai no longer existed, so Shai Zai could only be Shai Zai for the rest of his life.
After Chu Zihan finished reading the story, he closed the book and thought about it for a long time while holding a glass of ice water, until the temperature in his palms even made the glass warm. She felt that she was actually a bit similar to that bad boy, and she didn't like herself very much. Just because others scolded her, she could spend three years practicing kendo to beat him down. This was simply unreasonable in the eyes of many people.
For example, Chu Yi, my sister’s first reaction when she found out about this was to ask our father to kill him with money. Our family lacked everything except money. When she learned that Chu Zihan had to solve this problem on her own, she also said that she was very nervous.
Many things have been like this since she was a child, so Chu Zihan often felt that she was not a normal person and was out of tune with the crowd. Boys and girls of the same age were enjoying their youth, but at the age of fifteen, she was living like an old monk who had entered meditation, looking at the mirror and the moon. There is no trace at all, as if he has penetrated the world of mortals.
Would anyone like an accomplished monk who came out of Hanshan Temple? It's impossible, an enlightened monk wouldn't like that stunning beauty who always comes to offer incense. The meaning of the monk's existence is to help ordinary people solve their problems and be like the white moonlight that points the way forward in the dark night.
The moonlight is an ethereal thing. You can feel her existence, but you can't touch her. Just like Chu Zihan, she has always had a presence in Shilan Middle School, but when you want to get close to her , you will find that in fact you don’t understand anything about her, and you will never have the chance to understand it, because she will not give you a chance at all.
Because of this, she often examines who she is in the dark. Chu Zihan has a very clear understanding of herself. She feels that she will never get married. Although many people like her, she knows that those people just like this face. , one-sided admiration is not what she loves.
If she can fall in love, she must have fallen in love with something in a person. However, this possibility is like Mars hitting the earth. It will take about billions of years to succeed due to the butterfly effect, but she only has Decades of life.
"It sounds like you don't know how to love." Chu Yi curled his lips, "Why, don't you like me?"
"You are my sister. The love between relatives is not the kind of love I mentioned." Chu Zihan came back to his senses and shook his head.
"Look, you care about me and will give me tutoring all day long for my bad grades. You also like my mother. Even though my father is your stepfather, you are also good to him. These all prove that you are not incapable of love. , I just didn’t meet the right person.”
Reorganizing the family is not a taboo topic in this family. The stepfather doesn't care and is even willing to let Chu Ao change his surname. Although there may be a reason why Chu Ao was adopted by him, it is still a big concession to make such a concession.
The stepfather was so reasonable and willing to give in. Of course Chu Zihan was also very kind to him. There was no preference or hostility. Things would get better after all under the same roof.
"What does it mean to meet the right person?" Chu Zihan asked. She has never been as good as Chu Shi in terms of emotional intelligence. Honey, the sweetheart of Shilan Middle School, has a group of people fawning over her and giving her gifts every day.
"This..." Chu Yi thought for a while, "It's like you are a county magistrate of the Republic of China who is about to take office. You are eating hot pot and singing songs happily on the train. Suddenly the car overturns and someone falls into the water. It's hard for you to crawl out. When you come out, a majestic female bandit steps on your face. She has a slim waist and long legs and is beautiful. She says that she will send you to see the King of Hell if you don't pay the money. You will fall in love with her as soon as you feel like this."
"I don't understand." Chu Zihan shook her head. She obviously couldn't keep up with this hysterical development.
In her impression, love is something played in youth idol dramas. A man and a woman hold hands, smile when they look at each other, sit at the dining table and drink a drink unhygienicly, and prepare small gifts during festivals. This kind of love, which even a three-year-old child understands, is not her cup of tea at all.
If she really was in that situation, there was a high probability that she would hit the female bandit with her backhand and pin her hand down, glare at the people coming around, and say that if you want your boss to survive, prepare a ransom of 100,000 yuan first. ! She should be the one who robbed.
"Oh, you can't explain this kind of thing clearly. When you meet that person, you won't say that you can't get married!" Chu Yi had no choice but to prevaricate in a dance.
Black pepper steak pasta was served to the table, served with carrots, cherry tomatoes, and cauliflower. The appearance of Chuyi's pasta was no worse than that in a Western restaurant. The two sisters were facing each other on the marble dining table enjoying dinner.
"Lu Mingfei has a crush on Chen Wenwen!" Chu Yi said vaguely with a mouth full of steak.
This kind of time is usually the Shilan gossip session between Chu Zihan and Chu Shi. As a member of the student union, Chu Zihan basically doesn't care much about the things around him. In his free time, he is either reading or immersed in answering questions.
But Chu Yi is different. In terms of grades, she is not at the bottom of the pile, she can only be average. But when it comes to gossip, it is endless. From the illegitimate son of the principal to the next class, so-and-so falls in love again. , there are always endless topics to talk about.
"Who are those?" Chu Zihan frowned slightly.
"Oh, you've seen it all! Why can't you remember it? Do you have the ability to automatically ignore garbage looks?" Chu Yi swallowed the thing in his mouth, and his expression immediately changed. Chu Zihan habitually Pushing his glass of juice over, Chu Shi grabbed it and finally regained his composure.
"I don't think others are trash, I just lack memory for things I'm not interested in." Chu Zihan defended himself.
"Yes, yes, in your eyes, the candidate for the school belle of Shilan Middle School is not as attractive as the recipe of how to make tomato scrambled eggs more delicious." Chu Yi rolled his eyes, "Chen Wenwen is the literary girl in our class. Hey, the one who always likes to wear white skirts, small leather shoes and princess socks, the literary president of Shilan."
Chu Zihan thought about it. Every time she went to Chu Yi's class, Chu Yi would always jump up and say hello, "Sister, you're here, come over and hug her," so she always spent more time in Chu Yi's class than in other places. many. She remembered that there was often a girl reading with her head down next to the window. The sun shone on her cotton skirt and her cold white skin, making everything seem transparent. There were always some boys who would lie there and take a nap instead of doing homework after class. Look at Chen Wenwen.
"I remember." Chu Zihan nodded. She was really impressed by Chen Wenwen, but she couldn't remember her name. She forgot to bring an umbrella when it rained once, and Chen Wenwen even took the initiative to come over and ask her senior sister if she wanted to hold it together. Umbrella, there was shyness in the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, like a little girl in love looking at her boyfriend, which made Chu Zihan quite puzzled.
But that day she still walked out of the school gate with Chen Wenwen. Because she was taller, she was the one to hold the umbrella. During this period, Chen Wenwen kept leaning on her intentionally or unintentionally, looking down at her toes, and clasping the book on her body very obediently. In front of me, she looks like a Japanese lady.
"Lu Mingfei is that bad boy. He is one of the most bad-looking people in Shilan Middle School. His parents don't care and he lives in his uncle's and aunt's house. Lu Mingze, the little fat boy who is 1.6 meters tall and weighs 160, must remember, That's Lu Mingfei's cousin, the two of them had a good relationship, but my cousin is somewhat better, at least he's willing to spend money, and Lu Mingfei is just a stingy guy." Chu Shi continued to talk happily.
Lu Mingfei, Chu Zihan also remembered that Chu Shi's deskmate was a boy who didn't dare to look at her. He had wild and unruly hair and liked to be hunchbacked. Every time his eyes met, Lu Mingfei would quickly look up to the sky and think. It looked like there was some deadly poisonous needle hidden in Chu Zihan's eyes, and he would die just by looking at it.
"Remember, right? He actually dared to have a crush on Chen Wenwen. It made me laugh to death." There was an unstoppable smile on Chu Yu's brows and lips.
"How do you know?"
"Everyone on earth knows it!" Chu Yi said loudly, "If you were a little more careful and looked at how Lu Mingfei looked at Chen Wenwen, you would also think that he was secretly in love. Case, his love should be called endless love! And Zhao Menghua also likes Chen Wenwen. Of course he is willing to talk about it everywhere, and everyone is laughing. "
Zhao Menghua is the most outstanding man in Shilan Middle School. This sentence can sum up everything about him. He has no rival among the boys. It wouldn't be possible if the whole school came to see him, because Chu Zihan is here, but Chu Zihan is a girl, and everyone does not compete on the same track. Among the boys, he is still invincible, and he can be nicknamed the school's best.
"The dean of academic affairs didn't single him out as a model?" Chu Zihan was a little surprised. In Shilan Middle School, love is a taboo, so young lovers are usually excellent underground workers. Someone like Lu Mingfei is so blatant. The whole school knew about his crush, so it was strange that he didn't read the manuscript and receive criticism during the flag-raising ceremony on Monday.
"Because even the dean of academic affairs thinks he has no chance, so don't worry about his whims." Chu Yi picked up a piece of steak, rolled the pasta several times on the chopsticks, opened his mouth wide and swallowed it in one gulp, "Baozi Facing the goddess, do you think the goddess would look down at Shai Zai? She stepped on his face without noticing. When Shai Zai was closest to the goddess, it was probably the moment when Shai Zai became a stepping stone. Maybe Shai Zai You can also take the opportunity to take a look at the bottom of the skirt, otherwise you will never have the opportunity to know the color of the goddess's breasts."
"Don't talk so salty." Chu Zihan hit his sister on the head hard with the end of his chopsticks. Chu Zihan yelled "pain, pain, pain, pain" but still had a playful smile. A girl's reserve does not exist at all for her, yellow When it comes to jokes, she is smoother than the gangsters, otherwise she wouldn't be so happy among those guys.
"This is not called salty and wet, this is called appropriate rhetoric! Don't you think this is a more appropriate way to explain that Lu Mingfei has no chance!" Chu Yi is very clear when talking about crooked reasoning. The most similar thing between her and Chu Zihan is probably that they are two people. They all like reading, and there is even a library in the basement of their home, so they have a wide range of knowledge and are more mature than their peers. They don't speak like fifteen-year-old girls at all.
