If it weren't for the sleeping Liu Huan breathing evenly on the other side, letting me know that she was really asleep, otherwise I would be a little uneasy.
I am actually not a thin-skinned person, especially when my mentality returned to the past, it made me feel much calmer! Because of our posture, we are right next to each other like ordinary lovers, cuddling together intimately at this moment. Even if you explain it to others, no one will believe it!
If they were all people from Aneng's side, I wouldn't care much, but at this moment, I am surrounded by people following me, which makes me unable to be at ease for a short time, and I am also instinctively unable to react at will.
I don’t know if it was the cruel experiences these days, coupled with my serious change, that made me think about it, so I felt her face grinding against something, and then after a period of uneasy searching, she seemed to take the initiative to lean on her. Close to my face. Regardless of whether I am a sleeping person or not, this also makes me have to believe that if I open my heart and indulge, I believe that Lanfang will completely accept me in this rain forest!
This is certainly not overconfidence on my part, or some arrogant ignorance. On the contrary, I made due rational analysis with clear thinking!
When I smelled her breathing, my heartbeat naturally accelerated, and I even had more strange thoughts. But I still endured the torture and just lay there and listened to the sounds of nature! Whether it's for Lan Fang or to restrain my crazy thoughts, I try to relax myself as much as possible!
Because I actually didn’t dare to move at this time. After all, if I were to take the initiative, the meaning would naturally be different! It’s not that I’m afraid of what others will do, but I understand that if we don’t truly feel each other’s feelings, we’re wasting our time and energy. It’s a kind of torture here, and it’s also putting ourselves at increased risk!
This is another period of torture, this is also a test!
Because I'm not sure whether she didn't sleep, or was just some kind of test of me. It's not that I'm suspicious, but that on certain occasions and in certain circumstances, women sometimes do become a little unreasonable.
I already understood when I thought that when she was in the cave, she actually broke through her previous relationship mode and came over to give me something. Although she was shy, she was still willing to approach me! The ideas I had extinguished back then were faintly ignited again! I am not deliberately pursuing anything, but I know in my heart that after experiencing many things, maybe everyone will coordinate!
In fact, since I was trapped in the rain forest, I have never been particularly worried about the safety of myself, Lan Fang, and Ou Xiang! But I know that if I were to be with all these people, my actions and thinking would definitely be restricted! After all, everyone has different ideas, especially when experiencing life and death and trying to survive!
It’s not that I’m selfish, or that I have selfish motives and want to make others support me. It’s just that I feel that if I want to always have an advantage and not be influenced by others, I must stay awake at all times!
As for the constant entanglement with the opposite sex after coming here, if it was simply to vent or solve one's own physical problems, it can be said that it was a complete accident with Liu Huan! But when Luo Xiaoshan had no ill intentions towards me and took the initiative to approach me and follow me, I understood the reality here, that is, the cruelty of survival!
Now I have to face the fact that I have to admit that I have absolutely no external charm. These people approach me definitely not because of this! I feel that the reason why people are willing to approach me is simply because they can see hope in me! Or some of the living habits I am accustomed to make people feel that there is some possibility of survival by following me!
This rainforest has made many people despair, and it has also made many people stay forever, but there are still people who have faith!
The idea of leaving here seems very simple, but if you really want to implement it, it will simply make people feel desperate!
Therefore, leaving here seems to be the highest belief!
In fact, Lan Fang has always had unclear ideas. Although I vaguely understood that she wanted to go out, her habitual thinking obviously restricted her ideas of doing things and dealing with things! Especially at this moment, I felt that her face was close to mine, and she actually crawled into my arms. I felt that the air around me was indeed a little cold, so I reached out and hugged her. Naturally, I didn't think much about it!
Because the people watching the sentry are all in nearby trees, and they are dealing with external dangers from a high position! It’s not hard to see the little things we do in private, so I don’t have to worry about embarrassment. At this time, I felt her soft and warm body, coupled with her seductive breath, I did not avoid it secretly.
Thinking of her cold and aloof posture, and her always sexy look, I felt that the corners of her lips were getting closer intentionally or unintentionally, so I couldn't help but move closer! Although he wasn’t expecting anything, it was obviously a man’s thought! Presumably if she was just pretending to sleep, she would be a little nervous instinctively! If you really fell asleep, it wouldn't be so embarrassing!
I was almost certain that she was really not asleep, or at least conscious, so I stopped testing and held her in my arms to rest for a while. After all, it is impossible to be arrogant here, and I will not act recklessly regardless of the occasion. It is just to confirm that she really knows and whether she really wants to test me.
We didn't last the whole night, so we didn't have to worry about anything else. We were really lucky. We were lucky enough to be right next to the entrance of the swamp. But of course I didn't sleep next, but Lan Fang seemed relieved immediately, and after being held by me for a while, he slowly fell asleep next to me.
Feeling her peace of mind, that feeling is extremely relaxing, as if your lover is beside you. When you can sleep in a peaceful environment, it is because you have your lover with you!
Early the next morning, it was actually not bright yet, but I felt that someone was already making noise at Aneng's side, so I got up directly. These people didn't call me one night, and I hugged Lan Fang! Although there are people on duty, it is obvious that everyone understands that I have been working really hard during this period!
In front of these people, I naturally have no need to hide myself or sensationalize.
So I felt that Lan Fang was breathing evenly, so by looking at the charcoal pile and watching the faint light gradually emerge again, I could naturally find that someone on our side had woken up! So he took the rested people and got up directly to the fire to raise the charcoal fire again!
There is no need to hide it at this time. Regardless of whether it will attract wild beasts or those savages come over, I actually don’t care too much anymore!
