I am not a sentimental person, but seeing Lan Fang panicking and even looking uneasy, I vaguely understood that she might not have done it on purpose!
But this sensitive slight avoidance, even if it was just a non-contact movement, showed her inner fear and even some kind of distrust towards me. If it were Ou Xiang, even if she felt there was a difference between men and women, she would not be so panicked in front of me.
Whether I stayed because of her, or I went through hardships to keep these people safe, or at least I didn't let her go hungry, this feeling exists, and she should believe me!
But there is nothing in this world that should be, and nothing is absolutely taken for granted. Lan Fang's unintentional psychology at this time might be able to explain the current embarrassment.
If I can't understand, then I will definitely be the one who feels uncomfortable!
It's not that I'm particularly sensitive, but it's the human instinct of self-protection that Lan Fang started to act like this. There may not be direct malice, but there is definitely a strong sense of defense.
Although there is no relationship, it is obviously difficult to face someone who has saved her and even protected her with strong caution and defense! The reason why I was surprised is because I took it for granted!
For these people who follow me, I always think that they will face my existence and even my contribution to them. Let’s not talk about whether we can go out, but as long as there is trust in me, in this kind of environment, it should exist without hesitation!
Of course I can't ask for it, others will revolve around me. But if you follow me to survive, you even need my protection, but when you are quiet, you have distrust and even instinctive defense. This is naturally a sad thing.
I mentally forced myself not to care. Since things have happened at this moment, unexpectedly or unpreparedly, thinking about it will naturally be meaningless. Like a blessing in disguise, it can be disappointing and uncomfortable indeed. But it has already happened, so I can only think about it, knowing it is not a blessing!
Because the simplest truth is, if you can't get out of your heart, you will definitely be the one who feels uncomfortable. Not to mention whether there will be any real gains, if the lost horse continues to come back, then this period of torture will obviously be in vain. Looking at it from another perspective, I have truly lost since then, but I have been indifferent, and the disappointment will naturally be smaller!
But of course I am not a saint. Since the matter was a bit misunderstood, or even because of each other's subtle actions, people felt misplaced and realized at this moment. With this feeling in my heart, it is inevitable that there will be a gap in my heart in an instant. Of course, the only thing I can do is Yes, just try not to think about it!
Even though this was the first time, we were trapped in the rainforest, and some of my thoughts troubled me for a while. Even out of some so-called righteous indignation, he believed that he had some ability and could stay and take care of her. Now it seems that it really makes people feel a little chilly.
After all, we are really people who are in trouble together, but I didn't expect that in her heart, she was unconsciously guarded against me. This makes people feel uncomfortable, and even has some emotions that make them have uncomfortable thoughts!
"Well! It's better not to think too much! Because there are too many unknown things here...!" I said some words, even slowly, but I slowly put them down, and with embarrassment I just stretched out my hand. hands out.
In fact, this can only be regarded as an instinct on my part, because when I saw her in pain, I probably wanted to comfort her. But she seems to have forgotten that the cordial relationship between me and her has not yet reached the height of her cognition, or the depth of my cognition.
Sure enough, facing this unexpected embarrassment, although it was actually nothing. But Lanfang was naturally a little shocked, especially when she saw my state and the surprise and embarrassment in my eyes, which made her confused for a while and naturally she didn't know what to do.
Even though I really want to open my mouth to respond, I don't know where to start. Although it was obviously not her intention, she was obviously defensive in her heart, but it was something even she admitted. If an explanation is needed at this time, it will obviously become darker and darker. Naturally, she understands this better than anyone else!
Seeing her mouth tremble but no words came out, I knew in my heart that she obviously wanted to express something. But maybe my embarrassing reaction also made her understand her instant failure, which immediately exposed some alienation between us due to lack of communication.
Faced with this situation, I didn’t want to explain more or so-called entanglement, so I took a deep breath and said, "I really want to work with Aneng in the future. But we don’t know our current status yet. How should we cooperate, or follow them!"
Lan Fang seemed to just nodded blankly, but she didn't know what was in her mind or whether she heard it. Seeing that she was a little confused, and even her eye circles were a little red, this made me sigh a little, but I didn't know how to deal with it for the time being.
Then I looked outside. It wasn't that I didn't dare to look into Lan Fang's eyes, but I was afraid that she would continue to be nervous or that I would think more and more. So I looked outside the hole, not even looking at her, hoping to ease her mood.
Of course, at this time, I seemed to have found some source in my chaotic thoughts, and found that her breathing had become thicker. She knew that if this continued, it would only make this more embarrassing. After all, she just thought about going out and acted a little nervous.
It's not that I think for others, but I feel it's not necessary, so I said calmly: "Go and Ou Xiang, try to store as much food as possible, and prepare the necessary weapons, because when you need to take action, you may not even have the chance to prepare. No, don’t get involved in anything else!”
My voice was not loud at this time, but it was enough for Lan Fang to hear. However, Lanfang did not respond, but her body was shaking slightly. It was obvious that she was not able to calm down in a short time because of my reaction. It seemed that she still cared about my feelings!
But she understood that just now, she could work with me to break some of the previous barriers between us, and then promote the harmonious relationship between us. But because of my instinctive avoidance, the line between us seems to have become more obvious.
"In fact, we don't have much time left. I have to make other preparations and try to get as much information as possible about the information here and the situation that is favorable to us. If you have nothing else to do, go out first and take care of the situation. Call her in, and I’ll ask her something!”
I tried my best to calm myself down. I really didn't continue to look at her. I didn't want to keep myself entangled. Even when I said these words, I was actually making a final attempt to see if she could make amends with me in the final relationship!
