I don't know whether it was because he was shot in the eye or because the right side of his body was injured. Even though the river was flowing very fast, bursts of bright red blood appeared along the way. It was particularly eye-catching in the drizzle, which made people feel uneasy. With a bit of sadness!
Of course, I could also jump into the river, but looking at the panting water, plus my own strength had not yet recovered, and thinking that I had shot him in the left eye, I gave up this idea!
Watching his body rise and fall, I thought a little, but did not continue to pursue him. This can be regarded as a serious injury to him. If his willpower is not good enough, the outcome can be imagined. It was rare to relax at this time, and I felt slightly relieved.
Although it didn't seem dangerous, I walked up quickly. Because I know the river above is shallower and safer than here. If I want to get back to the pile of rocks, I have to wade through the river.
After all, the strong smell of blood still lingers in the air. If a ferocious beast breaks out at this time, I am afraid that with my current physical strength, I will not be able to resist at all. Besides, the beasts rarely showed up, so I had to evacuate immediately.
If you find a shallow spot in the river, it will naturally be helpful to return to the stone pile. No matter what the reason is, I must leave here as quickly as possible. Take action naturally when you think of it, without even the slightest hesitation.
I walked carefully along the river for a while. I held the spike in my hand and the machete left by the man. With these two weapons in hand, I felt a little calm.
However, I still carried caution along the way. Even if I didn't encounter any danger for the time being, I had to be cautious. After all, the attack and murder of that man just now was enough to make me extremely cautious. So I quickly found a relatively shallow spot by the river.
Of course, I didn't cross the river right away. Instead, I stood on the bank of the river with rocks as a barrier, and then sat in the shallow water with my back against the rocks to rest. It is safer to cross the river here. Of course, there are some guarantees in the face of danger.
Sitting in the river, thinking about the experience of this day, even though I have experienced many things, I feel like I am dreaming. As the running water washed away, the painful places where the thorn bushes stabbed the body seemed to become clearer. But because the river water was a little cold, I felt much more comfortable.
Up and down the river, it seemed very quiet.
However, it may rain continuously for several days, so the river water is obviously yellowish. Even though I knew that this water was unclean, I still wiped it slowly, let myself sit in the water, and took a nice bath!
In fact, my mind has always been aching, because from Zhou Jianguo's reminder to the changes I encountered, I realized that there might really be some problems around me. But I have never dared to face it, for fear of breaking some kind of balance.
I don't know if I'm deceiving myself, but the numbness on the surface of my body from the stings of thorns is not as good as the excitement in my heart. I really wanted to avoid this matter, but what this man said just now stimulated and reminded me again.
It seems that the saying in the world is right: the person you trust the most is often the person behind you who stabs you the most with a knife!
In fact, no matter what, I never dare to believe that someone among the people around me would betray us. Even with the experience I had back then, maybe after a few years of being safe in the outside world, I have become accustomed to numbing myself.
No matter who it is, I don’t dare to think about it, I can’t do it, and it’s even hard to understand why I want to betray my trusted friend?
I vaguely felt that there was a huge conspiracy in this rain forest, even secretly surrounding me!
Sitting in the river, letting the cool water wash over my body.
The rain above is also getting heavier, which is a good thing for me. Whether it's the smell of blood on my body or the smell in the air, it seems to be disappearing.
The rain and river water gradually calmed me down.
But I really can't figure out where the source of this weirdness comes from and why something like this happens.
My mind is full of everyone's faces, Ou Xiang, Lan Fang, Huang Jianfen, Liu Huan, Ni Yuewen, Ling Mei, Xiao Min, and even that Lan Lan. But when Luo Xiaoshan appeared, my eyes finally returned to clarity.
Although the experience of getting along with these people is different, as a mentally normal person, I allowed them to be together in the first place, naturally out of the thoughts of a normal person.
Thinking of Huang Jianfen, who was almost stabbed to death by a savage, Liu Huan was almost stabbed by Jia Lue, Xiao Min was almost killed by Ding Lishou, Ling Mei was accidentally injured, and even almost died in a trap, all the images flashed by like a movie.
Even Ou Xiang, who had the least sense of existence, emerged clearly at this moment. If I could use one word to describe the entanglement in my heart at this time, I think I could only use helpless!
I didn't have much feeling for her before, but later I found that subconsciously, I had a faint crush on Lan Fang. Because Liu Huan's beauty is like her, and Luo Xiaoshan's gentleness on the surface is like hers, I found that I actually have a bit of obsession.
But later I realized that this had no effect at all, because if she hadn't been trapped, she might not have even looked at me in this rainforest. If you face someone who doesn't like you, no matter how hard you try, it won't work!
This is not because I feel inferior or like being humble, but because I have long understood that if you don’t feel something, you won’t be happy doing it. It's just that I was involved in it and I didn't want to admit it at the time.
But then I met Liu Huan, this girl with skin as white as jade, who was always by my side and even somewhat dependent on me, which made me vaguely understand a truth.
Environment can change people, it can change anyone, including men and women!
So when I faced Luo Xiaoshan, I could vaguely feel her thoughts, so I never felt guilty! Now I understand even more clearly that if I have no use value, I may just be like a walking zombie!
It seems that I have never been so calm and clear as at this moment. I know that there are many regrets in life that are beautiful,,,,,,
A person's life can be lived for many people. If they die, people will feel alive, but in fact there is no meaning!
Thinking of this, I understand that at present, I can only be said to be weak and weak. Whether he wants to save people or has other ideas, it is actually nothing more than fantasy.
There seemed to be a breeze blowing, and I actually found this feeling very comfortable! Because I grew up in the countryside, I have some skills in the wild. Coupled with my experiences a few years ago, I actually know more than the average person!
But I have been hiding my shame because I know that in this environment!
