Of course, when they saw that there was a knife connected to my wrist, they couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
But they all seemed to remain silent, and the fat man even took the initiative to give up his position. I don't know if they deliberately arranged for me to sit between Chen Zhimeng and Peng Qian. But I didn't care about it and sat down calmly.
Maybe because they had just eaten something and saw me coming over naturally, these people were actually a little relaxed. As expected of Peng Gan, he actually had some tricks up his sleeve and was as warm to me as he was when he was working in the store.
Of course, I am definitely not the kind of person to put on airs, especially in this somewhat desperate environment, although I am a little nervous and defensive. But everyone seemed to have more words as they expected to talk about it.
And they seemed to understand something. After all, I can take care of one by myself, but only a group of them can take care of one. This naturally means something. I don't know if some people will get dizzy, but I definitely don't want that to happen.
So even if there is no heart-to-heart talk at the moment, they are somewhat sincere, and I definitely did not deliberately manipulate them. In this performance, I saw that Jia Luo's face was somewhat peaceful, which I am sure was not pretending.
After all, from the time Peng Gan gave up Lanfang to the last time they snatched my backpack, we have always been hostile. And this time, whether it was the kindness I expressed or their willingness to approach me, it at least showed that things here are not that simple.
I don’t know if it’s because these people drank the soup, but they all seemed to be in better spirits. Food is really a wonderful thing. Sometimes just a sip of water can save a person's life.
But at this time, I know this is not the time to sigh.
Regarding what they said and the expressions on their faces, I knew what they were going through, and it was not that simple these days! After all, it is obviously very difficult for people to give up something inherent.
"Actually, I know in my heart, Huang Jing, you have always had thoughts about me..." For some reason, Peng Qian's voice suddenly became a little low.
Because I didn't know his intention, I didn't say anything. Ever since we got stuck here, ever since Peng Qian abandoned Lan Fang, we seem to have been hostile to each other. But I never thought that one day we would sit down and chat in detail.
At this moment, whether everyone has let go of their grudges, or whether they have been on guard, has actually become unimportant. After all, if it’s an ending where you can’t see tomorrow, everyone will surely see through a lot of things.
Of course, I also understand better that if it really ends like that, maybe everyone sitting here tonight will eventually fall out. Although it may seem cruel, natural selection and the law of the jungle have always been the rules of human development.
It’s just that we can’t give up what we already have!
I don’t know if everyone felt something, so the atmosphere was a bit depressing. But because of Peng Qian's openness, no one interrupted: "Even if you look down on me, it doesn't matter to me, because in the eyes of others, I am not authentic, but from my perspective, I want to survive!"
"So you can abandon others, or even sacrifice other people's lives, just to survive for yourself. Is this an excuse for survival? Or is it the indulgence of a beast?" Naturally, I didn't have anything nice to say, and even sarcastically!
"It's normal for you to think so, but have you ever thought about it?" Peng Qian didn't seem to care. I was sarcastic to him, and he even still looked at me: "Why are you all willing to follow me, even if you are willing to abandon you?"
This is indeed a question. If no one asks it, it may be difficult for you to think of it, or you may not want to think about it. Hearing Peng Gan's words really made my body stiffen. This cruel fact was in front of me.
"Because everyone thinks this way, in order to survive, you must make some sacrifices!" Peng Qian's words were not cold at this time, and even slightly sensational: "Ajing, it is undeniable that you are really A good person, there aren’t many people like you left in this world!”
Am I a good person?
Really, I wouldn’t even think so myself!
But looking at Peng Qian, he didn't look like he was joking, but said with some caution: "Can any of you tell me, in this desperate situation, the first thing everyone needs to consider is definitely themselves! Not to mention whether Lan Fang is beautiful or not, in In the face of life and death, beauty is a disaster!"
"But you, Ah Jing, are the only ones who took the initiative to stand up!" Peng Qian stared at me closely, and even raised the corners of his mouth slightly: "I looked down on you at that time, thinking that you would just leave if you were happy enough. She! I didn’t expect that when food was in short supply, not only did you not abandon me, but you also lived like a man!”
If his abandonment hadn't started, I would have even been moved. But I wasn't excited at this time, I just looked at these people in silence. Indeed, what I relied on at the beginning was the kindness in my heart, and I didn’t even think too much. Now it seems that I am really a bit stupid!
In this environment of food shortage, no one can guarantee that they will survive. An injured person is a dead end here. In the opinion of some people, since everyone is going to die, why waste the food of the living!
Presumably, these people all think this way!
This is the saddest thing and the most true thing!
"In this kind of predicament, no one would love so much and show his love! As long as he can survive, he will not care about the life and death of others!" Peng Gan glanced at these people, even with a bit of desolation. But he was telling the truth, and some people were already hanging their heads.
Seeing Zhou Jianguo standing guard, his body actually trembled slightly. He didn't know whether he was touched by these words or thought of something terrible.
Of course, I am not in the mood to speculate and guess about Zhou Jianguo's shadow area in his heart. Naturally, I was too lazy to gloat, but I looked at Peng Qian quietly and knew that what he said was the truth: "I know that Sister Fang is a human being. She wants to live, and I have to protect her..."
"That's good, indeed. But, Ah Jing, you can't deny that she is still a burden, isn't she?" At this time, Peng Gan's expression even contained a bit of sneer: "I don't know when the day will come, but , Ah Jing, sooner or later you will understand what I mean!"
Seeing him staring at me closely, as if he wanted to see through me, I naturally understood what he meant. But I seemed to take a deep breath: "So, this is your reason! I believe your words for the moment, but, this is the reason why you ignored Huang Jianfen last night?"
"Perhaps, you won't understand what we did, but in such a dangerous situation at that time, we saw Afen almost being penetrated to death by that guy. We are not supermen. If we went to save her, she would be attacked by that guy or penetrated to death. If so, what should I do?" Peng Qian even asked rhetorically, although there was no excitement in his words.
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