Returned to the room.
Qianye couldn't fall asleep lying on the bed.
The snoring of the other three people around him sounded like drums, making him feel even more upset...
In the end, Kawakiko said nothing.
He just said "take care" and returned to the hall.
Chen Xiaowei was also driven back to her house by him, and everything seemed to be running normally on track.
However, this moving train seems to be constantly dropping things...
When Kawakiko asked in the yard if he would save other people, his thoughts were suddenly pulled into the memory of "Amada High School".
At that time, he was still a "novice instructor", telling others how to survive in the horror world.
At that time.
The same thing happened...
Naiya, who was shorter among the crowd, raised her hand tremblingly and asked Qianye in front of her: "If we are in danger...you, you will save us, right?"
They hope to survive.
I also hope that Qianye, who is capable, can help everyone.
But.
Why?
Qianye's only thoughts at that time were these few words, why.
He couldn't even take care of himself, so why should he take care of a complete stranger?
He didn't even know whether the other party would stab him in the back.
Take the risk and go to the rescue.
Why is this?
Qianye didn't understand this idea at all from the beginning. He felt that the so-called heroism was just to comfort his heart and make him feel that he was barely human.
Add glory to the heart...
This is something Qianye has always felt was very vain.
after all.
If he were a normal person with no brain damage and could think about this matter rationally, then he would not give up himself in order to obtain the so-called inner vanity.
A hero is just a comfort to numb fools...
"Save? Just give me money, but you won't give me any money. You just open your mouth and let me go through fire and water. Who do you think you are..."
Qianye, whose thoughts were fighting, was inexplicably angry.
He cursed to himself, not knowing who he was scolding.
Suddenly.
The scene in "Mom's World" where everyone fled to Yanta Mountain reappeared in his mind.
The bright moonlight reflected on Qianye's face.
His mood slowly calmed down...
An Zhi's embarrassed appearance on the top of the mountain, covered in blood, appeared again. He held an unburned cigarette in his hand and explained to Qianye the purpose of doing this without thinking.
...
"Aren't people in the organization afraid of death? Hmm... I mean, I've learned about your rewards. I don't think the money is enough for a person to sacrifice his life. Although the curse source has special abilities, it's not completely safe, right?"
Chino asked at that time.
Because he cannot understand the so-called righteousness.
I don’t understand why some people would rather give up their lives to become a “hero” with no real gains.
he thinks.
Organizational people are stupid.
Those people are a bunch of idiots who have been brainwashed and cannot think for themselves.
Even if you think about it for a moment, you will know that you will suffer a loss, but you still have to go ahead and bear it...
How stupid!
"I don't know...Have you ever heard of a kind of spirit? It's the heroic spirit of fearless dedication and sacrifice when necessary. Even if you know you will die, you will not shrink from it. I guess maybe everyone has that kind of spirit in their bones. The spirit exists..."
This was the stupidest thing An Yu ever said, and Qianye thought it was the stupidest thing.
He still remembers the other person's expression when he said this.
...
"Then how come everyone has this idea? Do you have this so-called spirit?"
"I don't know, but I think...if one day the emergence of the horror world reaches a point where it completely affects reality and requires me to make sacrifices, then I will do it."
...
The answer given by An only.
Qianye felt extremely speechless.
He even thought that with An Zhi's IQ, if he wanted to defraud him, it would be easy.
Time seems to be going back...
Qianye, who was lying on the bed with his eyes open, looked at the ceiling above. The reasons An Zhi had given were echoing in his ears, appearing in his mind word by word...
...
"All right."
"That's what I'm telling you..."
"If one day a disaster strikes and everyone I care about is involved, then I can't possibly let my elderly father deal with it, right?"
"Someone has to step up."
"Since, I happen to have the ability."
"The person who stood up..."
"It would just be me."
...
"And everyone I care about is involved."
"People who stand up."
"It happens to be me..."
Qianye murmured these words in his mouth.
He remembered that half an hour ago, he asked Kawakiko why she was crying.
"Is there someone you care about? Do you want me to save him?"
Since Kawakiko has someone he cares about.
What about yourself?
Is there anyone you care about?
Yuma's figure seemed to appear in front of her eyes, and then disappeared again, replaying in Qianye's mind like a slideshow...
My mind went blank.
It seems that except for Yujian, Qianye really can't think of anyone he cares about.
And slowly, in this blank space, another hunched figure appeared. Her face was both unfamiliar and familiar.
The kind smile on his face seemed to be asking Qianye.
"How are you doing......"
She's always like that.
Ever since she was a child, ever since Chino could remember, she had been trying to take care of herself.
The bowls after dinner were placed in the kitchen, and they said she would take care of them after waking up without her. But when she got up the next day, the kitchen had already been tidied up, and even the sunlight shining on it made it look so beautiful.
The most common blame she expressed was why she didn't dress well because it was cold, and why she didn't eat well today.
It's as if her life belongs to her, and it's only reasonable that she has to get involved no matter what...
Finally, she left.
It seems that I am free and carefree...
Qianye clearly remembered how many tears he had shed due to the uncontrollable and unbearable sadness that filled his heart that day.
Except there is room.
He also has other people he cares about...
Grandma's figure gradually disappeared, and what appeared instead was a face that needed a beating.
That man still owed him several hundred dollars and had not paid back. If it had not been for the emergence of the horror world, he might still have continued to work as his psychiatrist.
Park Yunjin is one of the few people who has a lot of interactions with Qianye.
When other children were disgusted with Qianye's legs, he was willing to throw away his basketball and sit at home with Qianye watching TV series for an afternoon.
Even though it's boring.
Even though he yawned at the sight.
But he still pretended to be happy and chatted with Qianye.
How high can a child's acting skills be...
Qianye knew what Park Yunjin was thinking.
He also knew how much this childhood playmate cared about him at that time...
Returned to the room.
Qianye couldn't fall asleep lying on the bed.
The snoring of the other three people around him sounded like drums, making him feel even more upset...
In the end, Kawakiko said nothing.
He just said "take care" and returned to the hall.
Chen Xiaowei was also driven back to her house by him, and everything seemed to be running normally on track.
However, this moving train seems to be constantly dropping things...
When Kawakiko asked in the yard if he would save other people, his thoughts were suddenly pulled into the memory of "Amada High School".
At that time, he was still a "novice instructor", telling others how to survive in the horror world.
At that time.
The same thing happened...
Naiya, who was shorter among the crowd, raised her hand tremblingly and asked Qianye in front of her: "If we are in danger...you, you will save us, right?"
They hope to survive.
I also hope that Qianye, who is capable, can help everyone.
But.
Why?
Qianye's only thoughts at that time were these few words, why.
He couldn't even take care of himself, so why should he take care of a complete stranger?
He didn't even know whether the other party would stab him in the back.
Take the risk and go to the rescue.
Why is this?
Qianye didn't understand this idea at all from the beginning. He felt that the so-called heroism was just to comfort his heart and make him feel that he was barely human.
Add glory to the heart...
This is something Qianye has always felt was very vain.
after all.
If he were a normal person with no bubble in his mind and could think about this matter rationally, then he would not give up himself in order to obtain the so-called inner vanity.
A hero is just a comfort to numb fools...
"Save? Just give me money, but you won't give me any money. You just open your mouth and let me go through fire and water. Who do you think you are..."
Qianye, whose thoughts were fighting, was inexplicably angry.
He cursed to himself, not knowing who he was scolding.
Suddenly.
The scene in "Mom's World" where everyone fled to Yanta Mountain reappeared in his mind.
The bright moonlight reflected on Qianye's face.
His mood slowly calmed down...
An Zhi's embarrassed appearance on the top of the mountain, covered in blood, appeared again. He held an unburned cigarette in his hand and explained to Qianye the purpose of doing this without thinking.
...
"Aren't people in the organization afraid of death? Hmm... I mean, I've learned about your rewards. I don't think the money is enough for a person to sacrifice his life. Although the curse source has special abilities, it's not completely safe, right?"
Chino asked at that time.
Because he cannot understand the so-called righteousness.
I don’t understand why some people would rather give up their lives to become a “hero” with no real gains.
he thinks.
Organizational people are stupid.
Those people are a bunch of idiots who have been brainwashed and cannot think for themselves.
Even if you think about it for a moment, you will know that you will suffer a loss, but you still have to go ahead and bear it...
How stupid!
"I don't know...Have you ever heard of a kind of spirit? It's the heroic spirit of fearless dedication and sacrifice when necessary. Even if you know you will die, you will not shrink from it. I guess maybe everyone has that kind of spirit in their bones. The spirit exists..."
This was the stupidest thing An Yu ever said, and Qianye thought it was the stupidest thing.
He still remembers the other person's expression when he said this.
...
"Then how come everyone has this idea? Do you have this so-called spirit?"
"I don't know, but I think...if one day the emergence of the horror world reaches a point where it completely affects reality and requires me to make sacrifices, then I will do it."
...
The answer given by An only.
Qianye felt extremely speechless.
He even thought that with An Zhi's IQ, if he wanted to defraud him, it would be easy.
Time seems to be going back...
Qianye, who was lying on the bed with his eyes open, looked at the ceiling above. The reasons An Zhi had given were echoing in his ears, appearing in his mind word by word...
...
"All right."
"That's what I'm telling you..."
"If one day a disaster strikes and everyone I care about is involved, then I can't possibly let my elderly father deal with it, right?"
"Someone has to step up."
"Since, I happen to have the ability."
"The person who stood up..."
"It would just be me."
...
"And everyone I care about is involved."
"People who stand up."
"It happens to be me..."
Qianye murmured these words in his mouth.
He remembered that half an hour ago, he asked Kawakiko why she was crying.
"Is there someone you care about? Do you want me to save him?"
Since Kawakiko has someone he cares about.
What about yourself?
Is there anyone you care about?
Yuma's figure seemed to appear in front of her eyes, and then disappeared again, replaying in Qianye's mind like a slideshow...
My mind went blank.
It seems that except for Yujian, Qianye really can't think of anyone he cares about.
And slowly, in this blank space, another hunched figure appeared. Her face was both unfamiliar and familiar.
The kind smile on his face seemed to be asking Qianye.
"How are you doing......"
She's always like that.
Ever since she was a child, ever since Chino could remember, she had been trying to take care of herself.
The bowls after dinner were placed in the kitchen, and they said she would take care of them after waking up without her having to do it. But when she got up the next day, the kitchen had already been tidied up, and even the sunlight shining on it made it look so beautiful.
The most common blame she expressed was why she didn't dress well because it was cold, and why she didn't eat well today.
It's as if her life belongs to her, and it's only reasonable that she has to get involved no matter what...
Finally, she left.
It seems that I am free and carefree...
Qianye clearly remembered how many tears he had shed due to the uncontrollable and unbearable sadness that filled his heart that day.
Except there is room.
He also has other people he cares about...
Grandma's figure gradually disappeared, and what appeared instead was a face that needed a beating.
That man still owed him several hundred dollars and had not paid back. If it had not been for the emergence of the horror world, he might still have continued to work as his psychiatrist.
Park Yunjin is one of the few people who has a lot of interactions with Qianye.
When other children were disgusted with Qianye's legs, he was willing to throw away his basketball and sit at home with Qianye watching TV series for an afternoon.
Even though it's boring.
Even though he yawned at the sight.
But he still pretended to be happy and chatted with Qianye.
How high can a child's acting skills be...
Qianye knew what Park Yunjin was thinking.
He also knew how much this childhood playmate cared about him at that time...
