Mai Shiraishi had a headache, and she could clearly feel that Matsumura's emotions were a little out of control. This was a rare thing for Matsumura, who was always smiling.
Everything started from the rehearsal just now. As the most popular member of the group, Matsumura was not favored by the staff.
After the performance, Shiraishi saw Matsumura squatting alone in the corner in a daze.
As soon as he stepped forward and said a few words, Matsumura's emotions seemed to have opened a vent.
All Shiraishi could do was wipe Matsumura's tears with a tissue and listen to him silently.
It must be hard for the members who were not selected by the staff, but Matsumura's reaction was particularly exciting, after all, her loss was unexpected.
"No matter how much I am loved by everyone, there are actually many people who don't want to work with me." Matsumura covered his mouth with his hand while looking at Shiraishi helplessly.
"No, no." Bai Shi didn't know how to explain to her.
"This is a fact." Matsumura obviously couldn't listen. "There's definitely a lot of people who don't want to work with me."
"No, that's not the case." Shiraishi touched Nana Hashimoto's arm lightly, hinting that she would also come to persuade him, but Hashimoto remained blank and didn't say a word.
"I'm not suitable for this job. I'd better stop doing it. I'd better not show up here." Matsumura became more and more serious as he spoke.
"Asomatsu, that's not what happened. Today's rehearsal has no such meaning." Shiraishi could only repeat his persuasion. You should say something, Nanamin, Shiraishi is worried.
Fortunately, Ikoma came over to interrupt at this time, which made her relieved, but soon, she regretted not stopping it in advance, and the two of them were completely at odds.
"Then Osomatsu, who do you think we are?" Ikoma's meaning is very straightforward, everyone is the same. And as the center of three consecutive orders, she has received the most attention, no matter whether it is good or bad. But she herself was not selected as the No. 1 position just because she was the center.
"Yes, so you can't think like that." Shiraishi agreed.
"But Ikoma, you were chosen, right?" Matsumura turned around and asked Ikoma.
"It has nothing to do with whether you are selected or not. I am the same." Infected by Matsumura's emotions, Ikoma's voice began to tremble when he spoke. "It all depends on strength."
"Working hard to get selected is your strength." Ikoma's cry made Shiraishi and Hashimoto feel very distressed.
"You must accept this first, keep it in your heart, and then stand on the stage and perform. Those words you should not say." Ikoma's meaning is obvious. As long as you work hard, you must accept the results.
But Matsumura can't accept it yet. "but I……"
"As long as you do what you can, there will be no problem." Ikoma cried not only because of her argument with Matsumura, but also because she needed a chance to vent because of the pressure she had been under. "Why did you say something so sad..."
Matsumura interrupted Ikoma. "Because I can't do anything."
"You wouldn't be here if you couldn't do anything."
"I can't sing or dance."
Soon the conversation turned into an argument. Shiraishi and Hashimoto were completely speechless.
"I don't know anything but I'm standing here."
"Ikoma, you are a great dancer. You are the main dancer in the group."
"No way." Ikoma Kokoro said that if she were ranked by singing and dancing ability, she shouldn't be at the top now.
"You came here because you saw your dream. But I don't know what I should do in the future."
"I don't know what I should do in the future." People always emphasize a certain sentence when they are emotional, and Matsumura is no exception. "When I look at the lives of everyone around me, I remember that I should be in college right now."
Matsumura said minding his own business. "With my grades, I will definitely pass. But I gave up all that to become an idol." Not only for her, but for many people, giving up school is a difficult decision.
"I reluctantly gave up on my friends!" Ikoma left her hometown and went to Beijing alone. Her abandonment was no less than that of Matsumura.
In other words, in order to become an idol, everyone has basically given up their studies and the campus youth they should have enjoyed. Everyone has given up a lot of things.
"But now I don't know what to do."
"Then Osomatsu, what do you think everyone except you is?" When Ikoma said this, Amamiya Shiori happened to rush into the battlefield rashly.
After listening to the argument between the two for a while, Amamiya Suga finally understood what their situation was. Matsumura is too sensitive. It's obviously just a rehearsal, not a formal performance. She thinks too much. Ikoma, on the other hand, is usually too stressed.
Usually there are many people trolling her on the Internet, and this time there will definitely be many antis using their voting positions to troll her during this musical. And she herself also felt unconfident and anxious about the mismatch between status and popularity. A combination of external factors and internal factors, she needed a chance to vent her pressure, so she had a quarrel with Matsumura.
"Only when you work hard can you stand on the stage. This is how we have been here so far." Ikoma tried hard to calm down his emotions and wanted to calmly persuade Matsumura.
"But you were chosen only after hard work." Matsumura was confused and a little disgusted with himself.
"Then you haven't worked hard. Why did you say such sad things?" Ikoma finally lost control of his emotions, "Didn't you try your best to get to where you are today?"
"Don't make it sound like you haven't done anything. You've tried your best, that's enough." Ikoma wiped his tears with a wet wipe.
Everyone is silent, and if something is said that is not clear at this time, both parties may be hurt.
The staff discovered the situation here very early, and the cameras were filming, but they just didn't stop it.
"Why do you say such sad things? Don't say such things. Didn't you try your best to get to where you are today?"
"But..." Matsumura was interrupted by Ikoma.
"Everyone knows that you have worked hard for this musical. I also have things that I am good at and things that I am not good at, but I also worked very hard to achieve it. But why are you doing this? Don't say anything sad!"
"Don't say whether you are suitable to be an idol or not!" Ikoma said with tears in his eyes. Matsumura wanted to defend himself, but he seemed a little weak in front of her.
"Both of you, please calm down and change into training clothes first." At this time, Sakurai Reika broke the awkward atmosphere like a savior.
