This is actually not the first book I’ve written. I wrote a book on Tomato before, but no one read it, so I gave up later.
When I decided to write a book at Qidian, I actually had no hope anymore and just wanted to write for fun. At that time, I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in a cram school. I wrote a few hundred words at random intervals and sent it out after I had made up one chapter.
But I didn’t expect that some people would watch it, comment on it, and it would all be good reviews... It really gave me great confidence at that time, and I started thinking hard about the plot and coming up with an outline...
As for the postgraduate entrance examination...he has been forgotten by me. In fact, I didn’t want to take the exam at all. I was really under too much pressure from employment at the moment, and my parents kept asking me to take the exam, so I signed up for a class and started studying.
But when I found out that some people were reading this book and giving it good reviews, I began to think, is there any other way out for my life?
If I can really support myself through my own interests, then I should be better than most people.
This is indeed an immature decision and an extremely impulsive decision, and I know it myself.
When word of this kind of thing spreads, it will definitely become a negative example and be passed down through the mouths of relatives throughout the ages:
"Look, that kid from so-and-so's family didn't study for the postgraduate entrance exam and went to write a novel. In the end, he accomplished nothing..."
Probably something like that.
But I just want to see if I have this potential and whether I can follow a path of my own arrangement.
I want to try to do something I like and stick to it, and the results obtained will be appreciated by everyone.
A young man's delusion, a young man's ignorance of the sky and the earth, that's probably it.
I'm always scared. I'm afraid that my decision will be wrong. I'm afraid that my parents will be disappointed in me.
I often hope that my novels will be recognized, and I hope that my parents can say in front of others: My son is an online novel writer, a very successful one.
I hope to become famous overnight, but I am also afraid of falling to rock bottom.
So I am often uneasy and restless.
But things in the world are like this. If you want to succeed, you have to take risks.
But am I ready to take the risk?
I do not know either.
All I know is that I have to finish this book.
Because this is the first book where I have people supporting me.
Thank you all for reading my complaints above. They are just my feelings and do not mean to be miserable.
Thank you all for your support these days. Your comments, votes, and rewards have strengthened my confidence to continue writing.
Even if my mistakes are pointed out in the comments, I'm happy to do so.
(The release date is November 1st at 0:05. Since the manuscript has not been saved, I will try my best to write another chapter and publish it in time for the release. I will stay up late at night and publish another chapter at 9 o'clock in the morning.)
