Zhuge Liang couldn't explain how he felt. He just knew that maybe he was crazy. He just wanted to see Yueying again no matter what, and ask her personally.
When he first met Zhuge Liang, Huang Chengyan was also shocked.
You must know that Jiangxia City has now fallen into the control of Jiangdong Army. If Zhuge Liang's identity is known, the trouble will not be explained in a few words.
Zhuge Liang wanted to see Yueying. Although Huang Chengyan was a little embarrassed, he still agreed to Zhuge Liang.
Because the Huang family is ashamed of the Zhuge family, and Huang Yueying is also ashamed of Zhuge Liang, this matter should be settled.
The figure entangled in the dream stood in front of him, but Zhuge Liang's eyes were a little wandering for a moment.
The last time they met was when they were picking up a bride in Jiangxia, Gan Ning held a knife to his neck. Yueying stepped out of the sedan and happily followed a man named "Ji Shu".
When we met again after two years, she was already married.
"He, is he okay with you?"
"Well, Ziyuan is very good to me!"
Yueying nodded bewilderedly.
There seemed to be a wall between the two of them. He was smart and calculated millions of people, but he didn't know how to convey his voice to her heart.
Why is this happening?
What is the anger in your heart? Not willing? Still reluctant to give up?
Can't find the answer.
There was silence for a long time, the air became heavier and heavier, and even the brain became blank.
Zhuge Liang gritted his teeth and squeezed out a sentence.
"How am I inferior to him?"
Yes, this is what Zhuge Liang really wants to ask.
What did I do wrong? How good is his Ji Shu? Obviously I got to know you first! Obviously we already have an engagement! Countless questions and countless worries all converge into this sentence.
When the two met for the first time, Zhuge Liang didn't think much about it. He was just very happy to have a little junior sister!
After being classmates for six years, this little junior sister was obsessed with the art of mechanics, making her face greasy and black all day long. She and her fellow juniors would also argue for a whole day over a dispute, citing classics and never giving in.
There's nothing feminine about her at all.
But this attracted Zhuge Liang more than those gentle, virtuous, well-educated ladies, and he vowed to marry this woman.
In order to achieve this goal, it really took Zhuge Liang a lot of effort to gain recognition from Huang Chengyan, who spread the word all over the world that his daughter was ugly and wished that his daughter would never get married.
However, his efforts were finally in vain. With the recognition of both families, he and Yueying will become husband and wife. Zhuge couldn't help being happy.
But Yueying eloped with that bastard named "Ji Shu"!
Just walked in front of him.
When he heard the news that Yueying was getting married in Jiangdong, Zhuge Liang couldn't control himself anymore. He ignored his teacher's dissuasion and went to Jingzhou to serve as an official. He wanted to prove himself to Yueying!
Prove yourself better! Stronger! Even better!
Is this to make her regret or to change her mind?
Giving up thinking, Zhuge Liang just wanted to prove himself! However······
"Zi Yuan's talent and learning are not as good as those of elder brother Zhuge."
Yueying looked away, no need to prove, she already knew it.
"Then why did you go with him?"
In an instant, all his emotions were mixed together into a mess, and Zhuge Liang couldn't help but scream loudly.
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After the initial surprise, Yueying also walked into the study and sat down. It would be too rude to run away in front of Zhuge Liang who risked his life to see her.
She was a smart woman and quickly understood what her father meant.
It's time to give Brother Zhuge an explanation.
But she didn't know what kind of expression to use when facing Zhuge Liang.
The surroundings were quiet. She thought her father had already sent away the servants near the study, but she also knew that her father might be hiding somewhere and peeking. She was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.
"How am I inferior to him?"
Yueying knew who this "he" was talking about. To be honest, although Zi Yuan is a bit crooked in talent, based on her understanding of the two of them, Zi Yuan is still a little behind Brother Zhuge.
"Zi Yuan's talent and learning are not as good as those of elder brother Zhuge."
Yueying said truthfully.
"Then why did you go with him?"
This roar startled Yueying. She raised her head and saw Zhuge Liang's face that was angry but wanted to cry.
Weiwei clenched her fists, and Yueying answered very seriously.
"Because I like him!"
This sentence alone was worth a thousand words. Zhuge Liang gritted his teeth, pursed his lips, shook his head slightly in pain, and sat down again dejectedly.
Yueying sighed slightly, feeling a little enlightened.
"I once thought that I would obey my father's arrangements to get married and take good care of my husband and children."
"I don't think there's anything wrong with it. Many women live like this all their lives. There's nothing wrong with living such an ordinary life."
"But unexpectedly, I met him."
Yueying snickered sweetly.
"When we first met, I disguised myself as a man, and that fool thought I was spying on his sister."
"The six arts of a gentleman are etiquette, music, archery, charioteering, calligraphy, and arithmetic. These are the foundation for a scholar to settle down, manage a country, and manage a family. He can't do half of them! He only has some quick wits that make me slightly curious."
"But even if he was just a weak scholar, he would take action when it was time to keep his sister safe. We later became friends."
"But I started to like him probably when General Sun Jian was defeated. In order to save the villagers, he begged everyone to stay and die with him."
Looking at Yueying's bright smile, Zhuge Liang's heart seemed to be tightened in half.
"I can do this too!"
"You can't do it!"
Yueying looked directly into Zhuge Liang's eyes and said firmly.
"Brother Zhuge, if it were you, you would definitely come up with a clever plan to allow the villagers to escape as much as possible. But you will not risk your life for the villagers."
"You will value the people and advocate benevolent government. Whether it is politics or military, you know the most correct and effective methods, and then use them, that's all. You are superior, you are unique!"
"And Ziyuan is just a fool, and it's this stupidity that fascinates me."
Zhuge Liang was speechless, but Yueying stared at him and asked.
"I obviously have someone I like, but my father arranged for me to be my husband. Do you know how I felt at that time?"
As if returning to the past, Yueying and her senior brothers were arguing about a certain point without any scruples. Her eyes were so bright that Zhuge Liang was stunned unconsciously.
"Is it really okay to obey my father's arrangements and leave everything in my life to others to decide?"
"It's so strange. Ever since I fell in love with Ziyuan, my life seems to have been ignited. Everything I once took for granted has become false!"
"When he came to see me and wanted to take me away, I was destined to never marry you in this life."
"I want to be with him! This idea is the only reality burning in my heart."
"I made my choice."
"Even if he is really just a mediocre and bitter scholar, no one agrees with us being together. Even if he will be a heartless man in the future, he will regret it later!"
"At this moment, the love in my heart is not false at all. Only by grasping the truth can I feel alive."
"There is no magnificent love between us, nor is there any vow of eternal love, just a lovesickness that I dare not even express. Even so, I made up my mind to bet everything on me."
gorgeous!
When the woman he loved openly declared her love for another person in front of him, Zhuge Liang confirmed his love again.
It is she who is so obsessed with mechanism art regardless of other people's eyes.
She is the one who does not succumb to the world and only does what she wants to do.
She doesn't care about any interests, vanity, status, or rules.
Zhuge Liang was deeply fascinated.
It is impossible to find another woman like this in this world!
Zhuge Liang believed so firmly.
He likes Yueying like this, but the person he likes has a different heart. Is this a common thing in the world?
Zhuge Liang didn't know, he only knew that he only had her in his eyes. For her, he can do anything!
His heart ached and suffered, and he hated the man named "Ji Shu".
Zhuge Liang suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Yueying's shoulders and asked.
"If you failed that day and you were left behind, would you still marry me?"
Yueying hurriedly broke away from Zhuge Liang's hand and took a cautious step back.
"That's just going to die with him."
Ah~~~
Lost.
Even if he didn't care that she was married, even if he finally defeated Ji Shu and forced her to stay by his side, everything was in vain. Zhuge Liang suddenly felt that he had lost his dream.
