Although!
I also know in my heart that in our line of work, you have to hang your head on your belt, and you may die at any time.
But it’s still hard for me to accept the death of so many people at once.
I felt uncomfortable and sat on the ground a little depressed. It was really cold in the Western Regions at night, but the coldness seemed to have been inexplicably ignored by me. It seemed that I couldn't feel the biting cold.
But Coffin Yang can't stand it!
He is over fifty years old and is a bad old man.
Coffin Yang was shivering from the cold and walked to my side: "Disciple, let's not think about life from here. Get up quickly and leave."
I was urged to stand up by Coffin Yang. The moonlight was bright tonight, and I could see the road clearly even without a flashlight.
The three of us walked under the bright moonlight.
It was actually not that far away from our camp, but the tomb passage was winding and winding. It seemed that we had walked a short distance, but in fact, it was only a straight mile.
The one-mile journey was extremely easy for us, and we returned to the campground in a short while.
Coffin Yang asked us to pack up the tent and erase all traces of our visit. Chen Jing'er drove out a modified RV and loaded Coffin Yang's off-road vehicle into it.
The RV is not small, it looks much bigger than the shuttle bus.
My eyes were completely opened tonight. Not only did I see Fei Zhan, I also saw this huge RV.
When the car door opened, I couldn't stand the cold anymore.
It's one thing to find it difficult to accept in your heart, but when you come back to your senses, it's really cold!
No matter what, my teammates are dead. This is an unchangeable fact. No matter how depressed I feel, it is useless!
You can't just act like a fool and stand outside, catching yourself from cold and fever, right?
I sat on the sofa in the RV and adjusted my mentality, but this matter seemed like a knot in my heart, and it was difficult to figure it out at the moment.
This dead end is actually the same as Grandma Xiong. She cannot rely on external forces and can only think on her own.
Sometimes I may wonder whether those who suffer from depression are like me. There is one thing that they can't figure out, which makes them unable to get out.
Once you figure it out, you will step out and everything will be fine.
But if you can't figure it out, you will get stuck deeper and deeper, and eventually... which path will you take?
Maybe...that's it!
In fact, the so-called "coming out" means that it is indeed your fault at first, but when you realize it later, it will be over.
And there are some things that you are not wrong about, and the so-called stepping out is just an excuse you made in order to believe this excuse.
You are deceiving yourself, find a reason!
Coffin Yang took out a paper cup, poured himself a glass of water, and poured me another glass.
I thanked him, then picked up the cup of hot water and drank it slowly. My body gradually warmed up, and the cold air seemed to be driven away.
"Drink more, Master has added something to it."
Coffin Yang saw me finish drinking and poured me another glass.
When I heard this, my body immediately trembled, and I quickly asked: "Master, are you adding that kind of thing again?"
Coffin Yang waited for me and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? Your master has nothing to do? I added medicine to this pot of water to increase Yang Qi. Although we wear thick clothes underneath, the Yin Qi will still be absorbed in the body." It is inevitable to be eroded by it. Drink it quickly to avoid causing any disease. I am still waiting to have my grandson!"
While talking, Coffin Yang also handed a cup to Chen Jing'er who was driving in front.
Listening to Coffin Yang's words, I felt warm again in my heart.
Although my master is usually a bit fierce, he really didn't tell me that it might be because he has no children.
And I grew up next to him, I was already close to him, and he was his disciple, so he naturally regarded me as no different from his own son.
And I don't have any objections. I am an orphan to begin with. In fact, for so many years, I have always treated Coffin Yang as my father.
My mood at the moment is still pretty bad, except that I can't accept the death of my teammates.
Another thing that really bothers me is strength.
Today I have seen what Fei Zhan is.
I feel that in the world, there are not a few zombies of this level, and there are also not a few ghosts.
And my strength is still too small. I must work hard to practice when I go back.
I set a resolution for myself again in my heart.
The car has started, and we have left Jiulian Tomb, driving in the vast desert.
"Boss, where are we going?"
"Let's go back to the town where we lived before!"
Coffin Yang let out a long sigh.
"Master, please stop sighing. We are unlucky this time. If the Dragon Pill is gone, it will be gone. As long as we are alive, there is still hope..."
When I talked about the back, I no longer dared to say anything. Coffin Yang glanced ahead with a murderous look.
Chen Jing'er, who was driving, immediately scolded me: "You little bastard, didn't I tell you not to say anything? It's a good thing you just turned around and sold me out."
"I-didn't I let something slip?"
I scratched my head, embarrassed.
Above the moving car, a figure suddenly appeared under the moonlight. Her eyes glowed red, and there were two small fangs exposed at the corners of her mouth.
The figure floated in mid-air, staring at the car driving in the desert, unable to take his eyes away for a long time.
"Is it you? But the personality is not the same, but I did feel his aura on your body. Am I wrong, or...are you him?"
………………
By the time we arrived at the small town, it was already past one in the morning.
The night is not like the day. Driving in the desert is extremely dangerous. We are not afraid of the low temperature in the desert at night, but we are afraid of the quicksand.
If the car gets stuck in quicksand, although we can escape from the car, in the vast desert, it is impossible for us to walk out on two legs.
It is certain death.
This is why it took so long to reach the town.
However, we should still be thankful that we did not encounter any quicksand, and we would be satisfied if we came back safely.
The car stopped in front of a hotel where Coffin Yang had brought us.
Coffin Yang dug out a few sets of clothes from the RV and asked us to change into them. After all, the clothes we were wearing were really dirty. Even if we were wearing clothes underneath, they would have been wet with cold sweat. Wearing them made them sticky. Muzzy and very uncomfortable.
After we changed our clothes, we entered the hotel and booked three rooms, but I didn't go looking for Lin Xueling.
The main reason is that it is already dark now, and she must have gone to bed long ago, so it is best not to disturb her rest.
I got to the room, went to the bed, turned on my cell phone, and saw a dozen calls, all from Lin Xueling.
I thought about calling her back, but the phone was turned off.
Maybe he's sleeping!
I didn't think too much, and just wanted to go to sleep, but there was a knock on the door.
I stood up a little bored, I was very tired today, and I didn't know who came to disturb my leisure time.
But after opening the door, I saw Chen Jing'er standing at the door. When she saw me opening the door, she violently broke in.
"Little brother, come on, let's do it again... the last time..."
