The tea in the town is very simple, just green tea produced in the surrounding mountains and fields. Not long after the three of them sat down, a pot of scalding tea and three large ceramic bowls were brought up by the waiter.
These three large bowls are used as tea bowls. There are several gaps on the rim of the bowls, which is not elegant. Most of the people who come to this teahouse are thirsty on the road, so they don’t have to pay much attention to it, as long as it can quench their thirst.
Bai Xiaoyu first poured himself a small half bowl, blew the hot air of the tea soup with his mouth, and took a sip.
Xu Huaigu also poured tea into his own bowl, and poured a bowl for Jiang Chengcuo at the same time. After drinking the hot tea, Bai Xiaoyu said, "Tell me your story. What happened between Zhuang Yeyun and you?" Xu Huaigu felt ashamed and stopped hiding. He told everything, including Zhuang Yeyun. Those two nights with him in the attic.
Bai Xiaoyu frowned when he heard it, but Jiang Chengcuo seemed to be listening to a story. The more he listened, the more interesting he became. After Xu Huaigu said this, he quickly blushed and said: "I know what I did was indeed wrong, so I want to win back this breath for her even more." Bai Xiaoyu shook his head and said: "You didn't do anything wrong. What?" Xu Huaigu was confused and said, "I have become a Taoist couple with Yu Qin, but I have a physical relationship with Zhuang Yeyun outside. Isn't this wrong?" Bai Xiaoyu frowned and stared at him, and asked seriously: " Do you really like Yu Qin?" Xu Huaigu said confused: "Of course I like her, otherwise why would I become a Taoist couple with her?"
"When I hear your story, I always feel that the relationship between Yu Qin and you is a bit strange. I really like her. It should be that every time I see her, I feel like I am seeing the most beautiful scenery in the world. That kind of pure happiness And the feeling of heartbeat, have you ever had feelings for her?" Xu Huaigu thought about it carefully and said nothing.
"The relationship between you two is mixed with too many external things, such as Yu An's life-saving grace for you, and Yu Qin's obedience and concern for you."
"Real love should be when you are willing to continue with her despite the other person's kindness to you. Every time you see her wandering around, you want to leave this world for her. I just want to spend the rest of my life with her." Bai Xiaoyu asked him, "Have you ever had these feelings?" Xu Huaigu was speechless.
After a long while, he felt ashamed and said, "It's true that it has never happened before. Last time I wanted to send her to the Fuyao Sect to practice, I only wanted to give her a good future. As for the pain of parting, there really wasn't much pain." Bai Xiaoyu asked: "Then by becoming a Taoist couple with her, are you pitying her and then moving yourself?" Xu Huaigu's face changed drastically, and he frowned, savoring Bai Xiaoyu's words carefully.
Bai Xiaoyu said with some melancholy: "You may not believe it, but I think that may be the case, but you don't want to admit it in your heart. There is no doubt that both Yu Qin and Liu Waner like you, but your concern for them, It is based on their concern for you. You have to understand that this is not like liking. But your relationship with Zhuang Yeyun is different. It happens to be an equal attitude. You kind of like Zhuang Yeyun in your heart. It's just that morality tells you that you shouldn't like her, so you deny it from the bottom of your heart that you like her, without even realizing it yourself. It wasn't until Zhuang Yeyun died at the hands of Fan Xuan that this feeling finally broke out. Come out." Xu Huaigu didn't know how to answer Bai Xiaoyu, he just kept sighing.
She continued: "Did you know? Nine out of ten monks in the world have inner demons. And those monks who don't have inner demons are not the great monks in the nine and ten realms, but the small wild cultivators in the first and second realms. . A great monk has lived for at least eighty or ninety years, and has gone through the vicissitudes of the world. Has he never fallen in love with any woman, and has he never been separated from his friends or relatives? After being soaked in the wine of the world for a long time, he will more or less bring it with him. A little taste of the secular world. But the reason why they can continue to practice all the way is not to kill the inner demons, but to suppress them."
"Once the inner demon breeds, it will be engraved in the heart like a brand. There is no way to remove it, only to suppress it. Just like Zuo Qiuxun who went north with you, do you know that her true identity is Su Wei, the natural sword fetus of Feiyu Island? ?" Xu Huaigu nodded and said, "I have heard this name from many people. She was very famous before." Bai Xiaoyu continued: "I have heard some stories about her over the years. Feiyuzhou There is a small sect named New Rain Sect. It is not even a third-rate sect in Feiyuzhou. You can imagine how bad this sect is. But one day, a member of the New Rain Sect The disciple, Su Wei, discovered when he broke through the three realms that the heart lake had not been born, but a flying sword, which shocked the child who had just entered the practice. After she consulted the sect leader, the new The leader of the Yu Sect was shocked, knowing that this was a one-of-a-kind natural sword fetus, so he hurriedly hid her in the snow, carefully cared for her as the new Yu Sect's treasure, and taught her swordsmanship personally."
"Su Wei grew up rapidly in Xinyu Sect. It was in this sect that she met the man she liked. The two soon became Taoist couples in private and made a vow to each other to accompany each other on their journey. Life is a lifetime. But things in the world are unpredictable, and there is no airtight wall under the sky. I don’t know who spread the news that Su Wei was born with a sword, and the entire Feiyu Island cultivation world was shocked. Because of the New Rain Sect It was a small sect, and some powerful sects began to interfere with the New Rain Sect, competing secretly, trying every possible means to win over Su Wei, and naturally, the man who became a Taoist companion with Su Wei became this A pawn in the game."
"The chess pieces will not have a good fate. Under the competition between the great monks, the man became a victim and died. But I don't know exactly how he died. Only a few participants in that matter. I know. After this incident, Su Wei was furious and left Feiyu Island angrily. She disappeared for many years and no one knew where she was. To this day, once the news of the Zixia Sect Taoist Association is spread, the world will know that Su Wei It’s in East Fuyao Island.”
"After this incident, the man's death became Su Wei's inner demon. When she left Feiyuzhou, she once said that one day, when she returns to Feiyuzhou, she will ask Jian about all the sects that participated in the game back then. Do you know what that means? One person can fight against a continent. Only eleventh-level monks can do it. That is her goal." Xu Huaigu was stunned after hearing this. After a long time, he said: "No wonder, it turns out that this is Zuoqiu. She has never told us about Xun's past." Bai Xiaoyu asked: "Do you know what kind of self-cultivation she has done along the way?" Xu Huaigu said without thinking: "She has a pipa, which she always carries with her. Whenever she encounters a beautiful landscape, she will play it. I think it sounds good." Bai Xiaoyu nodded and said, "That's it. This is one of her ways to suppress her inner demons. That pipa must be meaningful to her. It's very meaningful, that's why we attach so much importance to it." When Xu Huaigu thought of this, he realized that Zuo Qiuxun had not played a pipa seriously for a long time.
Since she went to Qingfeng Valley, she has been practicing swordplay day and night. She seems to be possessed by a demon. Could it be that her inner demon is almost unstoppable?
Xu Huaigu wrote down the incident and prepared to go back and ask Zuo Qiuxun. He asked Bai Xiaoyu: "Sister Bai, how should I suppress my inner demons?" Bai Xiaoyu said: "There are many ways, just see which one suits you. Let me ask you, did Zhuang Yeyun like it very much during his lifetime? What are you doing?" Xu Huaigu frowned and pondered.
He had met Zhuang Yeyun not long ago, and he didn't actually know her very well. He only had a deep memory of the scene where she had her own way in the restaurant.
Could it be that she likes to socialize? No, she once told herself at night that it was just a way for her to go to Middle-earth, not a liking.
So what exactly does she like? Xu Huaigu suddenly realized that the Middle-earth she had been pursuing, didn't it just represent life?
Xu Huaigu said excitedly: "She likes to live. The reason why she wants to go to Middle-earth is because she knows that the demon clan will invade East Fuyao Continent. What she wants most is to live!" Bai Xiaoyu also smiled: "Then Do you know what to do?" Xu Huaigu shook his head in confusion.
Bai Xiaoyu said: "Inherit her legacy and let her continue to live in you. Don't you think this is wonderful? See the shadow of another person in one person and let that person live in your heart."
"Xu Huaigu, you have to know how precious your life is. Not only because you are one of the rare born swordsmen in the world, but also because there are so many people in the world who care about you and love you, you should live well. Yu Qin, Zuo Qiuxun, Liu Waner, Xie Qingyun, me, and the deceased Zhuang Yeyun all hope that you can live well. So you must not let the people who love you let down their goodwill. "Xu Huaigu pursed his lips in confusion, and some tears seemed to be shining in the corners of his eyes.
Bai Xiaoyu smiled and picked up the slightly cold tea bowl, and said: "No more words, let's drink tea." Xu Huaigu took a big sip, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and said to Bai Xiaoyu: "Then according to what you said, Sister Bai "Have I never been sincere to anyone? Have I never really liked anyone?" Bai Xiaoyu said, "I'm just expressing my opinion. It depends on how you feel in your heart." But if you meet what I said in the future, you must not miss the woman you love."
"What should Yu Qin and Liu Waner do if they meet one day?" Bai Xiaoyu shook his head and said, "It's up to you to decide." Xu Huaigu drank the tea in one gulp and poured another bowl.
Over there, Jiang Chengcuo was listening to the conversation between the two with great interest. With a smile on his face, he had already asked for a plate of peanuts from the store and was eating them.
Xu Huaigu drank the tea in the bowl again and asked Bai Xiaoyu curiously: "Sister Bai, you said that nine out of ten monks in the world have inner demons, so do you have inner demons?" Bai Xiaoyu was drinking tea, and his throat was stuck unconsciously.
Immediately, without stopping, she drank the bowl of tea and said to Jiang Chengcuo: "Junior brother Jiang, ask the shopkeeper for a few more sesame cakes. After paying the bill, we will leave." Jiang Chengcuo said with a grimace. Said: "Sister Bai, why am I the one paying the bill again?" Bai Xiaoyu glared at him and said angrily: "Since you asked for an extra plate of peanuts, it's your turn to pay the bill." When Jiang Chengcuo encountered this absurdity, he naturally I had nothing to say, so I hurriedly ran to the front desk to pay the bill, and actually got a few sesame seed cakes.
Bai Xiaoyu turned around and left the teahouse, walking at the front without answering Xu Huaigu's question. She didn't want Xu Huaigu to know that her inner demon was her original intention to join the Demon Sect.
That is, Xu Huaigu and Li Zi.
