My name is Liu Jianan, and I seem to be dead.
If everyone's life is a drama, then my life is a complete tragedy.
Today is my 19th birthday and also my death anniversary in my life.
But I am not willing to give in! Blood and water mixed with tears fell down from my dying body in embarrassment. I used the most ferocious and hateful eyes in my life to stare at the village chief who was digging out my heart, my father who had nothing to do with me, and the old people standing nearby watching the fun. Women.
I hate so much, I hate my ruthless father, I hate that sick man who wants to use my heart, I hate these old women, I hate them so much, they are all murderers!
My heart is about to burst with hatred.
If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have died at all, and neither would Sister Xueshen.
When I think of Sister Xueshen, I want to cry again.
Sister Xueshen is the only glory in my humble life.
On this remote island, there are more women than men. Everyone regards men as the supreme treasure. Women think that the island cannot survive without men, even though they do most of the farm work on the island.
These old women always swagger into the delivery room when someone is pregnant on the island, check the gender of the newborn, and pronounce the fate of the newborn like the supreme god.
Baby girls are - despicable and worthless.
The male baby is loved by the whole island.
And I, unfortunately, am a girl and the most despicable person on the island, anyone can step on me.
When I was just born, the eldest among the old women, a female village chief in her fifties, looked at me with a straight face and a hint of displeasure in her eyes, and pronounced my fate: "Useless girl. Name her Jia Nan, and let’s make do with her as a man first.”
"Yes, yes." My mother weakly leaned on the bed and responded submissively.
The village chief said to the woman who had just given birth in disgust: "Women from the city are pretentious. This is not how everyone comes here. I will give you a rest in the morning and go fishing in the afternoon. Otherwise, what will your husband eat today?"
After receiving the woman's affirmative answer, the village chief left with a large number of old women satisfied.
This is my mother, a trafficked woman. She has long been numb after being beaten repeatedly when she failed to escape. If her father hadn't been afraid that no one in the family would go fishing, she might have had her legs broken by the village chief.
Now she just numbly and mechanically obeys the instructions given to her by everyone on the island, without a soul. Of course she won't take care of me, and I don't hate her.
Because Sister Xueshen told me that her mother was also a poor person. She could have lived a better life in the city, but now she can only rot and sink on this isolated island.
Sister Xueshen is the only person on the island who has read a book. She accompanied her grandfather to the island for vacation this year. She saw me, a young girl doing heavy farm work in the fields, and talked to me out of curiosity.
Later, we gradually got to know each other, and I knew that Sister Xueshen loved drama very much. She often hummed opera by herself, and I would sit by and listen with my face held in my hands.
The songs sung by Sister Xueshen are so beautiful. They always purify me of my fatigue after working and being beaten by my father.
Sister Xueshen would also tell me about the beauty of the cities outside. She said that one day she would take me to a big city to see the world. Although this small island has beautiful scenery, its thinking is too backward.
I happily kept asking Sister Xueshen: "Can you really take me away?"
Sister Xueshen smiled and nodded, not bothering me, and kept giving me affirmative answers.
God, who can know how happy I am at this moment? I really like Sister Xueshen, and I want to be with Sister Xueshen forever!
I keep fantasizing about the days when I will leave the island with Sister Xueshen and go to live in a big city. Life is becoming more and more promising.
But - God seemed not to be able to see me being too happy, and soon gave me a heavy blow.
Liu Jun, who was born a year after me, had been in poor health since he was a child. His health has deteriorated again and he may not survive this year.
The village doctor said that if he wanted to revive Liu Jun, he should use the virgin's vitality as a medicine and supplement it with other medicinal materials to completely reverse the root cause of Liu Jun's disease.
The only virgins on the island are me and Sister Xueshen, but Sister Xueshen’s grandfather is highly respected and dignified, and no one would want to offend him.
But I'm different, I'm just a lowly, unloved fake man.
Now the real man needs my life and no one will pity me.
I panicked and hoped that my father would refuse the village chief's arrangement. After all, I was his biological child, not Liu Jun.
As long as my father rejects them, I will definitely survive.
But my father let me down. I secretly heard my father scolding the village chief at the top of his lungs, but it was not for my survival, but for profit.
"Jianan is my only child, you old guys just want to send me away with such a small amount of money? You have to pay more!"
The village chief said earnestly: "Junjun is the only boy on the island. We will all have to rely on him in the future. If you helped Junjun today, will he still remember your kindness? Jianan's heart is all about Junjun's body, and he is quite For half of your son. If you exchange a girl's movie for a son, what else are you dissatisfied with? You've made a lot of money."
The father's voice was a little loose, "Forget it, if you add some more money, you can take Jianan's heart."
I burst into tears when I heard this. Yes, what was I expecting from this cold and unfeeling father.
I cautiously left home and rushed towards Sister Xueshen's home.
Sister Xueshen is my only hope now. I don’t want to die. Please help! help me! Sister Xueshen!
But I never thought that my asking for help would kill Sister Xueshen. If I had known earlier, I would never have asked Sister Xueshen to save me. I would have accepted the fate of being dismembered and died quietly. .
But I don’t know, I don’t know anything.
After Sister Xueshen learned the news, she was very angry and wanted to take me away from the island immediately. My grandfather sighed and rejected Sister Xueshen and told her to leave the matter alone.
But how could Sister Xueshen give up so easily? My grandfather didn't care, so she secretly took the money and took me to the dock to leave by boat.
At this time, only Lezi's ship is there.
I saw that he was a little scared. The leper and the people on the island are all in the same group. He won't report us, right?
The leper chuckled, as if he guessed what I was thinking, and shrugged: "I'm too lazy to care about your troubles. As long as I have enough money, I will take you away immediately."
Sister Xueshen handed the money to Lezi and said, "Take us away quickly."
At this time, I had seen an old woman passing by and seemed to have seen us. I was scared and quickly urged: "Hurry up!"
Sister Xueshen was also anxious and urged.
The leper counted the money calmly, "Don't worry, I have to figure out whether the money is enough?"
When I looked over to the shore again, the old woman had disappeared, but I was even more uneasy. She must have gone to inform the village chief, "Hurry up!"
The leper was unhappy, and he didn’t care about the money. He raised his head and cursed at me: “Why are you urging me? If I don’t have enough money, I won’t sail the boat.”
At this time, the village chief had arrived with a large group of people. Sister Xueshen was so anxious that sweat broke out on her forehead. "The money is definitely enough. Please get on the boat and take us away."
The leper ignored him and continued to count the money one by one.
"Humph!" The village chief had already arrived at the pier, grabbed me, slapped me hard, and knocked me to the ground.
Sister Xueshen hurriedly came over to help me.
The village chief frowned and said majestically: "This bitch really wants to run away. Break her legs. Junjun's medicine can't cause anything to happen."
"No! You can't do this." Sister Xueshen stopped in front of me and said in a loud voice, "You are breaking the law!"
The village chief frowned and gave Lezi a look. At this time, Lezi stopped counting the money, rubbed his hands and pulled Sister Xueshen into the boat with a smile.
"No! What are you going to do?" I struggled violently. Sister Xueshen was my inverse scale and no one could touch it. I bit and grabbed my old lady like crazy and ran towards the side of the boat, trying to Rescue Sister Xueshen.
But no, my strength was too weak, and I was easily pushed to the ground by the old woman who had been working all year round.
She was hurt by my bite, so she slapped me hard and rubbed my face on the ground. The uneven stones on the ground instantly scratched my face and blood flowed out.
They really did what the village chief said, they picked up wooden sticks and broke my legs again and again until my leg bones were broken.
During this period, my father was watching coldly, with no emotion in his eyes.
Sister Xueshen's cry sounded in my ears. My body was destroyed and my spirit was about to collapse. I'm going crazy. I'm really going crazy.
What made me even more crazy was that Sister Xueshen died. The man walked out of the boat with a look of pity on his face and said with some fear, "This girl committed suicide." He looked at the top of the mountain, which was the home of Sister Xueshen's grandfather. "He will not……"
"Hmph -" the village chief snorted coldly: "This girl interfered in our affairs. Besides, she committed suicide. Mr. Liu can't say anything."
Sister Xueshen is dead.
Sister Xueshen is dead.
Sister Xueshen is dead! !
"Ahhhhhhhhhh-" I collapsed completely and screamed loudly. The village chief and other old women were all shocked by me.
"Is this girl crazy?" the old woman standing next to the village chief said in disgust.
My heart hurts so much, it hurts as if my heart is broken. Sister Xueshen, how could such a beautiful sister Xueshen die?
How could she die here? Die in this filthy place.
It is clear that she has a better future and she has lofty ideals.
My light went out.
And my life was extinguished. They were worried that my madness would affect the medicine, so they decided to cut my heart alive on the spot and give it to Liu Jun.
It hurts, it really hurts. My pain and shouting seemed to be heard by the gods.
A huge, twisted, indescribable god landed on the island, and all the creatures on the island died instantly.
Flowers and plants withered, and dead fish floated in dense masses.
With a tap of His thousands of fingers, my heart instantly returned to its original place. I touched my unscathed wound and fell to my knees without hesitation, praying to Him to save Sister Xueshen.
But God shook countless heads and told me that everything has a price. If I want to save Sister Xueshen, I must do things for Him and kill people for Him.
Of course I agreed. As long as I can save Sister Xueshen, let alone murder, I can do it even if it means destroying the world.
I prayed to God to keep the scar on my face. This is a mark I left for myself. I want to use it to always remember my promise.
Unfortunately, I seem to be dead now.
When my consciousness returned, I saw that my body was cut into pieces by the blue summer leaves in the main god space, and then swallowed cleanly by a black hole, leaving no trace.
I know that my powers are very useful and I will definitely be resurrected by the gods, but death is really painful. I don’t want to die anymore. I want to resurrect Sister Xueshen and I want to protect her.
This chapter is inspired by the movie "The Beginning and End of the Kim Funan Murder Case". It has been adapted to make the movie darker and more desperate.
