When rushing to the hospital, Shengzi was not in a hurry. He stood on the empty road in the early morning, silently waiting for a taxi that happened to pass by.
The Holy Son was not completely worried about Gu Xing's life and death, she was just involved in a torrent of memories about the past.
She thought of the jar of Genmai tea she handed out on the steps outside the basement of the Nara apartment, and of Chiyo Hasegawa, who almost died, and her standing at the door of D004, knocking on the door with red eyes.
She thought of the apartment she almost shared with someone, and of that intoxicating night where she and Hong Shit racked their brains and intrigued each other in a war in which no one won in the end.
She thought of the despair when Kumada Nobuhiko was about to eat her outside the Nara apartment, and of herself in the town of Samsara longing to be lost in the fog with that pink car.
He thought of the bloody chain on his chest, the empty desk opposite him in the Criminal Division of Jing'an Police Station, and the long sighs that Anda next door would make from time to time.
Thinking of the twenty-three electric shock reinforcements, fifteen drug reinforcements and seven radiation reinforcements she had received in the weird training class during this period, I remembered that she almost lost her fertility during a certain reinforcement, and I thought of supporting her. The spiritual support to get through these painful tortures.
It wasn't until the end that she thought of Gu Xing, his kindness and ruthlessness, his sudden appearance and his departure without saying goodbye.
She once thought that she had been infinitely close to the moment when Gu Xing and Gu Xing were in love with each other, but she finally discovered that the two people were actually walking on two parallel lines that were far apart.
She thought about the fact that the only man she had ever truly had a crush on in her life was about to die, and she also thought that one day in the future she would be involved in the training ground of the weird reincarnators and be doomed.
She suddenly felt that fate had arranged it so well - it gave her an absolutely sufficient reason to never be tempted by any suitor again.
When the taxi dropped her at the door of the hospital, she seemed to have lived again. Facing the dying man lying in the critical ward, she felt that she could already maintain a peaceful and calm attitude.
But when she actually walked into the hospital and got closer and closer to the ward, she realized how fragile the psychological dam she had built at the cost of rebirth was - every breath and heartbeat she took would break a hole in the dam. There was a big hole, and when she walked outside the ward, the embankment had collapsed without a trace.
She hinted that even if she is turbulent and turbulent on the inside, she must try to be calm and calm on the outside. When Anda came to her in extreme collapse, she even cheered up and comforted him: "Don't worry, nothing will happen to Gu Xingjun."
But in fact, just now, when she saw Gu Xing's charred body, she already knew that she should muster up all the courage, make all preparations, and say goodbye to Gu Xing properly.
So she silently came to a corner outside the ward, imagining where her life would go after Gu Xing passed away. She planned to stay sad for just one night, and when the sun rose tomorrow she would be free from worries.
Her eyes looked around every corner outside the ward, trying to understand what Gu Xing's friends were thinking at this moment.
She noticed that the answers from Dongdu and Ye Ying were very sad, that Zhenyi's mood had almost no fluctuations, and that almost everyone else was enveloped in negative emotions.
As a result, her sixth sense became extremely sharp, and she even briefly noticed that seven beings that she could not see with the naked eye were wandering around at this moment, trying to comfort people who were grieving for the dying.
Gu Chu
Soon, those invisible entities disappeared. She just thought that what she just saw was all her imagination.
She turned her attention to the other side of the ward. On a bench, Crow, whose chest was also pierced by a blood-colored chain like herself, had red eyes. There was a sadness, helplessness and confusion in his eyes that was as profound as hers. There is even a trace of nostalgia for the lover who is about to leave.
At this time, the Holy Son thought that she was in the same boat as her.
Suddenly, the Holy Son remembered the rumors about crows that had been circulated among the students in the weird training class - this investigator who always liked to wear a black slim-fitting suit and kept away from strangers had once lost the love of his life in exchange for Possessing grotesque abilities. If this reasoning goes on, could it be that Gu Xing was the price she paid?
Crow herself knew very well that at this moment she was just caught up in the unavoidable, concealed and transferred hatred towards a person she should have admired so much.
She admired and was grateful that Gu Xing could stand in front of her and save her from the fatal danger of being burnt to charcoal. She admired his ideals and persistence in letting the law rather than grotesques punish crimes. But when she learned about Gu Xing's When the grotesque clone turned out to be the Yamagata family, the cruel memories of this enemy who killed her whole family came flooding back.
Wu Wu also tried to separate Gu Xing in reality from the enemy in memory, but the more she worked in this direction, the more she realized that she couldn't do it at all.
Every time she saw Gu Xing, she seemed to always see him accompanied by a scarred man wearing a bamboo hat and a raincoat, looking at her with a sad expression on his face.
She was about to go crazy... At one moment, she had maliciously thought that if Gu Xing really died, would it mean that the Shanpu family as Gu Xing's weird clone would also disappear.
But soon, she came to her senses and realized that this extreme idea was undoubtedly a great betrayal and blasphemy to her savior. So throughout the night, she struggled back and forth between short-term evil thoughts and long-term self-blame. This is what the Holy Son saw.
As dawn was about to break in the early morning, the doctor in the critical ward still hadn't officially announced Gu Xing's death. Zheng Zheng, who had been out of contact for a long time, walked into the hospital at this time and came outside the ward.
Shockingly…
