The woman paused when she heard this, and her hands holding the child tightened.
He spoke in a hoarse voice: "It's my fault, it's me who failed to give birth to a son. How can a woman without a son have the confidence to live well?
But I am too miserable...
I can't stand it anymore. "
As soon as the words fell, the woman seemed to have lost all her strength. She knelt down on the ground with a plop, holding the child in her arms and crying loudly.
The child in her arms looked to be only three or four years old. When he saw his mother crying so hard, his lifeless face was immediately full of panic, and he immediately hugged his mother to comfort him.
"Mom, don't cry~
It's not your fault, it's all because Zhaodi took up the younger brother's spot. The younger brother didn't squeeze through Zhaodi, so he couldn't come to our house.
It's all Zhaodi's fault, not my mother's.
Mom, don’t cry. Zhao Di has taken away my younger brother’s spot. It’s the right thing for dad and grandma to fight each other. Zhao Di doesn’t feel any pain at all.
Mom, stop crying! "
Unexpectedly, the woman cried even more sadly after hearing her words.
The woman thought of the long scar on her daughter's face and hugged the child tightly, wishing to squeeze out all the air between them, leaving no gap.
She cried heartbreakingly: "It's not Zhao Di's fault, it's my mother's fault. My mother should not have brought Zhao Di into such a painful world.
Zhaodi, mother, please take you away, okay? Don’t be born in your mother’s belly again in your next life, so that you will never meet your father and your milk again! "
When the little girl saw her mother so sad, she hugged her mother's neck tightly and cried together.
"Mom~ Wuwuwu~ I don't blame mom, it was Zhaodi who failed to recruit her younger brother, and that's why mom was beaten.
It's all Zhaodi's fault, mother, please don't let Zhaodi go, Zhaodi can't live without mother! !
Wuwuwuwuwu..."
Xia Li:......
Just listening to the conversation between the mother and daughter, she could basically restore the story, and the expressions on their faces were so difficult to describe in words.
Although she had seen a lot of darkness in the apocalypse, women's minds were already very "enlightened" when the apocalypse broke out.
She has never seen such a woman who "scorns herself and takes all the responsibilities on herself".
After all, in the apocalypse, this kind of character basically feeds zombies for the sake of his son, husband, father, and husband, and cannot survive in the safe zone.
"Have you never thought that if something like this happens, it's your man and your mother-in-law who deserve to die, not you two?"
Hearing this, the woman looked at Xia Li in horror, as if she was looking at some Monkey King who "broke the rules of heaven", and advised in a serious voice: "Xia Zhiqing, I know you are a good person, but you must not say this anywhere else. Say, otherwise how can you find a man in this life?
How can I live the rest of my life without a man to rely on? "
Xia Li could tell that this woman was sincerely advising her and sincerely "doing it for her own good".
This attitude made Xia Li even more toothache.
"Do you think I'm having a bad time now?"
"ah?"
The woman didn't react, and her bruised face and confused expression looked particularly funny.
Xia Li asked again, "Do you think I'm having a bad time now?
There is a man, does he support me, or do I support him? "
When the woman heard her words, she looked surprised at first, then confused, and then fell into a long silence.
He tilted his head slightly, feeling ashamed all over his body, and his eyes were so averted that he didn't dare to look at Xia Li.
He said in a hoarse voice: "Xia Zhiqing is a capable person, and she is always different from other women."
Xia Li didn't have much reaction when he heard her words. After all, it is extremely difficult for a person with deep-rooted thoughts to accept another kind of thinking.
This is the same as asking normal people to take a bath and the more they take a bath, the dirtier they get.
But when the little girl in the woman's arms heard this, her eyes instantly burst into a scalp-numbing light.
He twisted his body, squeezed out of the woman's arms quickly, and stumbled towards Xia Li as if grabbing a life-saving straw.
Her voice was full of enthusiasm, "Sister, can you teach me how to be different from ordinary women?
I also want to be able to live without a man! "
The double buffs of "Human Pounce" and "Child" made Xia Li subconsciously take two steps back.
The little girl was born in that kind of native family, so she was naturally good at watching. When she saw Xia Li hiding back, she immediately stopped.
He held his chest and lowered his head, his eyes moved up quietly, and he peeked at Xia Li from the corner of his eyes, wringing his fingers timidly, so hard that his knuckles turned white.
Xiao whispered, "I...I..."
