Dr. Lin is worthy of being a psychiatrist and is well-informed. Hearing such an explosive incident, he was just stunned for a second before his expression returned to calmness.
He lowered his head and thought for a moment, then raised his head again, picked up the tea cup on the coffee table, took a sip and said: "Freud said in "The Interpretation of Dreams" that dreams are not accidental associations, but repressed desires. I I believe that there is no such thing as a slip of the tongue in this world, and that any slip of the tongue is the true thought in the subconscious mind, just like some homosexual patients who say they hate homosexuals, but their bodies will react honestly."
"From the moment you asked me whether you were born gay to the time you said you would dream about a man repeatedly, I think your purpose of coming to me this time is to doubt your own sexual orientation."
Dr. Lin put down his tea cup and looked directly at Li Yunzheng sitting opposite: "Really?"
Li Yunzheng said nothing.
Dr. Lin knew that he had guessed correctly.
Although modern society is highly tolerant, people still view homosexuality in a strange light.
He cleared his throat and said: "Whether it is same-sex feelings, opposite-sex feelings, or bi-sex feelings, as long as these feelings are pure, there is no shame."
Li Yunzheng shook his head: "I'm not gay, I know that for sure, but I do have dreams about having intimate sex with the same man."
Dr. Lin pondered for a moment and then said, "We can do an experiment."
Li Yunzheng looked at him and motioned for him to continue.
"An experiment to see if you're gay."
Li Yunzheng instantly felt as if he had eaten a fly, "I told you, I'm not gay."
Dr. Lin chuckled and said, "True knowledge comes from practice. I'm just giving you a suggestion. The decision is up to you whether you want to do an experiment or not."
Li Yunzheng wanted to reject it, but when he thought about the dream that had troubled him for several days, he gritted his teeth and said, "How to do the experiment?"
"It's very simple. I'll let you wear a device that detects your heartbeat and pulse, show you some sexy photos of men, and observe whether your mood changes."
Sexy male photos?
Make a hammer.
I am a straight man!
Li Yunzheng was so disgusted that he slammed the door and left.
Dr. Lin: "..."
This bad temper is still the same as when he was a child. When he encounters something annoying, he doesn't want to stay for a second longer.
Dr. Lin shook his head and packed his things to get off work.
In the middle of cleaning up, the door of the office was pushed open, and someone came back again, with an uncontrollable irritation in his expression: "Come on, do it now."
Fifteen minutes later, Li Yunzheng put on the testing equipment.
Dr. Lin turned off the lights and dimmed the lights and asked him to lie down on Freud's couch.
He selected a variety of photos of men with different looks and figures, including Asian men, European men, strong and powerful men, and thin and graceful men. They were all relatively sexy photos and let him look at them one by one.
If he sees the type he likes, his body will react accordingly, then he likes men.
No matter whether he admits it or not.
But Li Yunzheng only looked at two pictures before closing his eyes, his face showing nausea and vomiting.
Dr. Lin looked at the numbers on the tester and looked calm and unruffled.
Judging from his reaction, he not only dislikes men, but also hates them.
Dr. Lin suddenly had an idea and said, "Okay, you don't have to open your eyes and continue to lie down. The scene just now will be deleted from your mind."
"Now, think about it, why did you come to me? It's because of the dreams that bother you, and you want to figure out the reason, right? Then I need you to enter your dream again."
"You don't need to tell me what you did in the dream, just recall the moments when you got along with the person in the dream..."
The numbers on the detector gradually changed.
His heart beat significantly faster.
The pulse also beats fast.
Dr. Lin probably has some confidence.
After it was over, Dr. Lin pushed up his glasses on the bridge of his nose: "Xiao Zheng, you probably like the person in your dream, and his gender happens to be male."
**
After leaving Dr. Lin's office, Li Yunzheng sat in the car and smoked two more cigarettes before starting the car and leaving.
He originally wanted to go back to Li's house, but when he thought that he might see Gu Mingyan when he went back, he turned around and drove towards his apartment.
The apartment is located in the second ring road of the city center. It is quiet in the bustle. Li Yunzheng will come to stay for two days every once in a while.
After entering the password to enter the house, Li Yunzheng sat on the sofa in a daze.
Does he like Gu Mingyan?
Nonsense.
At first, his attitude towards Gu Mingyan was neither disgusting nor liking.
Every time Gu Mingyan and her uncle came to ask for money, Li Minglang would always complain to him that the family was vampires.
As time passed, he no longer had a good impression of Gu Mingyan and her uncle.
But it can't be said to be disgusting.
It takes energy to hate someone.
Most people are not worth his time and energy.
In the beginning, this was his attitude towards Gu Mingyan.
Later, when Gu Mingyan moved into Li's house, he could see that Gu Mingyan was full of vigilance and wariness towards him, and there was unconcealable hatred in his eyes.
Li Yunzheng had been slightly interested in her and was curious about where her vigilance and hatred came from.
She even knows her own preferences.
I know he likes fish soup and hates onions.
She knew all the little details that even Li's family didn't know.
He admitted that he had paid attention to her, but it was entirely due to suspicion, and it was not to the point of liking her.
It wasn't until he later learned that she had saved him that Li Yunzheng was shocked and surprised, and his attitude towards her also changed.
She pulled him back from death.
When his life was hanging by a thread, she didn't give up on him.
He was grateful to her and treated her as one of his own.
But that's just it, it's far from the point where I like it.
Now he did a bullshit test and said he likes Gu Mingyan?
Do you still like a man?
Li Yunzheng thought it was simply ridiculous.
With a cold face, he got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.
It was just some messy dreams. It was just that he had some intimate behaviors with her in the container, which led to his confused thinking and those troubled dreams.
He believed that such dreams would soon stop.
At night, everything falls asleep.
Li Yunzheng closed his eyes and frowned.
He was dreaming again.
This time the dream changed to a different place, not the room in Li's house, but the apartment where he lived now.
The characters haven't been changed yet.
It was still him and Gu Mingyan.
But he did some not-so-good things to Gu Mingyan.
He locked Gu Mingyan in the apartment and tied a long chain around her feet.
The chain was long, thin, and light so she could move around anywhere in the apartment.
But cannot leave this home.
He was in the apartment like a ghost and saw Li Yunzheng in his dream holding Gu Mingyan in his arms, saying the gentlest words and doing the cruelest actions.
"It's very light, not heavy, and it won't hurt. You can move freely even if it's tied to your feet. You can go to any room you want. I also added a bell to the chain, so it will jingle when you walk. It sounds great, and I can know which room you are in immediately."
