Jiang Fan's emotions became complicated for a moment.
They had to face separation just after they met. In total, the time they spent together was less than a month. Although she could understand the difficulty of his work, she also had selfish motives.
She wanted to be with him, not to be separated, not to not see him for more than a month.
No matter how good the relationship is, it will collapse if there is no contact, not to mention that they have only been together for a short time.
Shen Huaixu noticed her emotions and apologized gently: "I'm sorry, I haven't been able to take time to spend time with you since I was with you, and I haven't been able to fulfill my responsibilities as a husband."
Although he has never dated anyone, he still knows how lovers should get along.
They never had a serious date, and he failed to give her the happiness that a girl experiences in love. Instead, he often left her alone.
Jiang Fan shrugged, pretending to be relaxed and comforting him: "It's okay, it doesn't matter. You are going to work, not to play. Besides, I am also very busy at work, which is understandable."
How could Shen Huaixu not understand her? He was always trying to be strong even though he was unhappy.
But he didn't touch the tight red thread in her heart. Instead, he followed her words and said, "Is it the party you mentioned to me before?"
Jiang Fan nodded, "Yeah."
It has been two years in a row. She has been invited to the Spring Festival Gala for two consecutive years. As a young female guzheng player in the new era, she has the responsibility and obligation to let more people understand the guzheng instrument and let the world hear it. This is a voice unique to this country.
"Mrs. Shen is very good." Shen Huaixu gently rubbed her fingertips against her lips, "What reward do you want?"
Jiang Fan was still a little depressed, "I don't want it, I don't lack anything."
She just wanted to be with him and wanted nothing else.
Jiang Fan was like this. When he was depressed, his appetite would decrease a lot. After only a few bites, he said he was full and went upstairs.
When she was depressed, she didn't want to see anyone in this bad state, for fear that if she continued to stay with Shen Huaixu, she would feel like crying.
Jiang Fan took a suitcase and squatted in the cloakroom to pack his clothes.
Obviously he is not such a crybaby and knows that he is going to work, but why can't his nose be sore? It seems to be like this every time, every time I pretend not to care and act very generous and considerate, but every time I can't help but cry secretly.
I felt inexplicably depressed and depressed, like a dark cloud swirling in my heart.
The clothes in my hand were folded again and again, but they still couldn't be folded properly.
Unknowingly, looking at the mess of clothes in front of her that had been ruined by her, tears accidentally blurred her eyes.
Shen Huaixu followed immediately, opened the door of the cloakroom, and saw her squatting with his clothes in her hand.
Afraid that she would still be unhappy because of what happened just now, Shen Huaixu had no choice but to say to her in a relaxed tone: "Why don't you come up and help me pack my luggage after I haven't eaten a few bites? You don't need to pack it for me. I'll just do it myself later."
Jiang Fan bit his lower lip, not wanting him to hear his cry, and answered the question to himself: "Do you want to bring a sweater? Bring it. There is a big temperature difference between day and night over there. What if you catch a cold?"
Shen Huaixu looked at Jiang Fan, who had her back turned to him, and listened carefully to her voice, which was still a little choked.
He frowned and walked over, suppressing the urge to hold her in his arms, and squatted down beside her, kneeling on the ground with one knee, "Are you crying?"
Jiang Fan turned his face away, not wanting him to see the tears filling his eyes.
Originally, the tears were just stored in her eyes, but now it was better. As soon as he spoke, her tears could no longer be hidden.
"No." She wiped it randomly.
"Look at it even if you don't cry."
The man's voice was still gentle, but Jiang Fan still felt a sense of oppression.
"Really not..."
Before she could say the next words, she was hugged.
Shen Huaixu hugged her waist, rested his chin on the top of her hair, pursed his healthy and natural lips slightly, and sighed softly: "How can I go to work with peace of mind when you are like this? Why do you have to show off when you obviously can't bear to do it? "
Hearing this, Jiang Fan shed more tears, like a broken pearl.
She buried her face into the man's chest and kept sobbing in a muffled voice, her voice buzzing: "I...I just can't bear to...and...separate from you. I want you to stay with me, But…but I can’t do it.”
The entire crew was waiting for him and needed him, she couldn't be so selfish and completely possess him.
Seeing her crying and out of breath, Shen Huaixu couldn't help but feel his heart tightening and was completely confused.
He stretched out his hand and patted her back gently, saying softly: "I know, I know everything."
After crying for a long time, Jiang Fan's crying stopped slightly.
However, less than half of Shen Huaixu's chest was soaked with tears.
After watching her gradually calm down, Shen Huaixu picked her up by the waist, walked to the bedroom outside and sat down on the small sofa.
However, he did not put Jiang Fan down because of this, but continued to hold her in his arms like a baby.
Jiang Fan just sat across his lap, her whole body nestled in his arms, her jade-like arms tightly wrapped around his waist, and her face pressed against his.
Shen Huaixu reached out and took out a few tissues on the table beside him. He lowered his head slightly and gently cried out to her, "Why can you cry so much? I cried so much that my heart panicked."
Jiang Fan obediently raised his head and wiped it for him.
Her eyelashes were thick and long. They were wet after crying, and some of them were stuck together. Her clear eyes were misty, and the ends of her eyes were still scarlet.
No wonder Shen Huaixu often said that she was a pitiful little girl.
Anyone who looks at this aggrieved look will think so.
