It seems that all my encounters with the people on college campuses and those who had a particularly great impact on me were in a large classroom.
After studying and living for a period of time starting from the day I entered school, I felt it was time to add some fun to my college life. So I participated in many recruitment meetings.
At that time, I thought about it and decided to stay in the "comfort zone". So a chain reaction began, an invisible clue was born, and everything was traceable. Everything is changing, and people will change too. Looking at everything good and bad happening around me from another perspective can be regarded as a treasure.
Two self-introductions, one on stage and one off stage. From nervousness to excitement, different characters have different perceptions of emotions.
I have always been a "refined and self-interested" person! Compared with the acquisition of material foundation, I value the provision of emotional value more. Most of the people I voluntarily come into contact with are also people who can provide me with positive emotional value.
Most of these people made me extremely excited from the first time I met them. I clearly felt that "different" was allowed to exist among the crowd, but it also made me realize that I was the one who was least able to accept "different existence" among these people.
The insights gained from reading poetry classics have become more concrete in real life. Especially when the joy in teamwork is far greater than the dissatisfaction, I have a better understanding of the content of the half-column "The sea is open to all rivers and has tolerance." It is an intuitive and positive feeling.
When I used to face the complex world of people in real life, my first reaction was disgust and avoidance.
When I am emotionally unstable, I will most likely seek comfort from others and find someone to talk to. One time when I was extremely emotionally unstable, someone told me: "You still have to live and adapt to this society." Sometimes some things may become clearer if you think about it from another angle.
In fact, many times I feel that the influence of others on me is far greater than my influence on them.
But I don’t think anyone would be willing to condone this kind of “negative energy” over and over again. Therefore, with my current level and knowledge, I can only think of some bad ways to force myself away from the attention of the crowd. Of course, this is also because I want to learn to regulate my emotions and be able to digest most bad emotions on my own.
As the saying goes, the past is like smoke, and people should cherish the present and live in the present. But the existence of some things constantly reminds me that those beautiful or painful memories actually happened.
I must tell myself that there is no need to deny those things, cannot be denied, and absolutely cannot be denied!
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I suddenly discovered that I had to keep repeating the knowledge points in books so as not to forget them, but I remembered the little things in life very clearly and could almost never forget them.
Sometimes, when I'm in a bad mood, I try to look at the problem that triggered my bad mood from another perspective. I feel that if we start with multiple aspects of a problem, we may be able to find a solution quickly.
And when I really can’t help myself, or even feel passive and world-weary, it’s necessary to seek help from others. Especially since I am not very good at resolving my emotions, it is especially necessary for me to seek help from others. Many things may really be "confused by the authorities, but clear by those on the lookout." If you listen to other people's suggestions and opinions, you will most likely become enlightened.
I still have to admit my shortcomings and learn from others. It is said that learning from others can help you understand gains and losses. I think I still have a lot of room for improvement.
Delight in the existence of distant similarities and be excited by people's stark uniqueness. Looking back in the future, I think I will definitely gain something. In the days that follow, I will continue to walk with great interest with great expectations for the future.
"From the perspective of those who have changed, the world has never been able to change in an instant." I think that I am changeable, and this sentence written by Su Shi is the way I currently think of to comfort myself.
Emotions that are easy to recur have been proven by my practice to be difficult to control. I can only try my best to avoid things that easily cause me to be emotionally unstable. There is only so much I can do about emotional issues at the moment. The rest can only be left to time to decide.
Facing the ever-changing reality and self, all I can do is continue to search for a stable core, so that in the future I can respond to the ever-changing outside with an unchanging inner self.
I hope that in the future I can become pure and gradually grow into a person who is "aware of the world but not worldly". And the only thing that can completely knock me down on this road is complete death.
Some people say: The death of human beings proves the correctness of dialectics. After watching some classics, I suddenly wasn't so afraid of death.
Regarding life and death, Wang Xizhi wrote in the preface to the Lanting Collection: "Death and life are also great. Isn't it painful!" This is a quote from Confucius. Life and death have always been important matters, so I believe that we should treat life and death with the most basic respect.
Chinese people's traditional concept is that death is taboo, but I can understand the fear of death, because I am also afraid of death. But why be afraid to discuss death, a topic that everyone experiences?
I thought there was nothing terrible about death. What was terrible was losing the true respect for death!
In fact, I am more afraid of meaningless death than I am afraid of death.
I try my best to believe in the beauty of the world, but until now I still have some not-so-good guesses about the human heart, including myself.
I have my own ideas about my attitude towards life. There are too many people in this world, and it is absolutely impossible to have exactly the same life no matter what. The trajectory of life is different after all. I think I should be now Needless to say. I don’t think many people have believed those so-called “innocent lies”. Or maybe even if you believe it a little bit, you still don't care in the end. In the end, it may be regarded as just a trick played by immature people.
I know that what I wrote may arouse some resentment. At first, I was hesitant, but now I feel that the scholars in the pre-Qin period also wrote books and then lobbied everywhere?
So I feel that in addition to encouraging myself, what I write down will be particularly meaningful even if it can only affect one person.
