Thoughts on right and wrong

I have been feeling very mixed these days, as I have witnessed with my own eyes the existence and disappearance of some of the most precious things for human beings.

I was doubting myself these days until I met some elderly people. They talked a little too much, but when I wanted to find an excuse to "escape", the old man said: "What you young people have done is great and glorious."

Hearing these words made me very ashamed and felt that I was too small and naive. I think what I did was really just making excuses for my own selfishness. I don’t really want to be that kind of person.

Of course, I am very lucky that people from that era are not far behind yet.

I don’t want to hear any way to live in the world, even if it is correct; but I just don’t want to hear it.

I also know that the world is not black and white, but I just cannot understand the occurrence of certain events, cannot extricate myself, and even become passive and world-weary.

For people like me, I think living alone in the future is the right answer.

I have always found it difficult to get along with a person who is extremely emotionally unstable.

No matter what anyone but me thinks, I always feel like I don’t deserve these things. Because time has fully proven that every good thing that happens to me, I will destroy it with my own hands; now looking back, it turns out that I did this many years ago.

Is it really right? It’s really wrong, but I really want to continue to be wrong, at least until society tames me, I will continue to move forward.

I used to feel that many people had no faith, but I suddenly discovered that I was the one with the least faith. How could a truly religious person think about the meaning of life every day? The answer is obvious, I just don't want to admit it.

I think the only thing I have in common with everyone else is that we all end up dying. This is the only thing I have in common with everyone else.