"I said you are really...sigh" Ning Xia didn't know what to say.
This guy has such a big heart. Even though he almost lost his life several times, he could still maintain this peaceful face. He seemed to have no trouble at all, just like a fake.
At least you should be more considerate of yourself.
Seeing Ning Xia's disapproving look, Gu Huai knew that the other party had something to say, but he also didn't know how to face it. He only looked sideways slightly, trying to avoid talking about the topic.
But obviously Ningxia didn't intend to let him go so easily this time. Because next was the main topic she wanted to talk about, the topic that had been brewing for so long.
"Fellow Taoist Gu, I think you are a little tired and have no business?" Ning Xia asked bluntly.
In fact, these are not Ningxia's original words, but the doctor's words, words filled with anger and rebuke. Doctors have a parental heart, and what they dislike most is people who despise their own lives. How can you not reprimand them when they see this kind of behavior?
At that time, only a "family member" in Ningxia could only listen, but the person who really needed to listen was unconscious and unconscious.
Now I have finally brought these words to the real person involved.
It's not that Ning Xia is saying too much, she really feels that this young man who looks very tough actually has a strong self-destructive tendency deep inside.
Maybe the other person's life is indeed very bad, and the environment is unimaginably bad to her, causing his life to be filled with gloom and lifelessness. But in fact, he didn't realize it himself. He had been deliberately indulging this emotion, and it was always him who exposed himself to the miserable wind and rain and repeatedly tortured him.
Doesn't he want to live anymore?
Gu Huai was in a daze. Not really, he just felt that there was no need for him to live so hard, because it seemed that no matter how hard he worked, it would be in vain. This world seemed to have a grudge against him and kept denying the meaning of his existence.
"I shouldn't have said this. It's an overstep. However, the matter has come to this, so I mustn't say a few words. If I offend you, please forgive me."
Indeed, regardless of emotion or reason, Ningxia should not be the reasoner. Although the two of them have shared difficulties together several times, it can be said that they are still in the internship period, and she is younger and the other person is older than her, so it is not her place to say anything.
The doctor was right. If the other person's relatives were around, it would be best to find his family and send him there for treatment. Gu Huai's problem is not only physical, but also psychological. He has a deep knot in his heart.
These are not things that a young monk in Ningxia can take care of in such a weird city.
Ningxia was not the kind of healing big sister, so she spoke directly. Let's talk about it and find out what the problem is. After all, no matter how bad the other party's condition is, it shouldn't be worse than before.
Fortunately, the other party is not the kind of person who cares about trivial details. He did not care about any offense or anything like that, and shook his head honestly.
Even if I had the thought of risking my life before, I only gave up on myself because I was fighting to survive. Now along the way, Gu Huai knows how much he has sacrificed himself and how much others have lost for him. He will never waste his life wantonly if he can survive.
Under the spiritual fluid, what Ning Xia saw was that he really couldn't survive. Because if he wants to live, others will have to fall into greater danger, and Gu Huai doesn't want to always be the one who drags others down.
So now, how could he want to die if he could live?
It was better not to seek death, and Ningxia was half relieved. What is the most fearful thing about treating a disease? The patient himself has no confidence and even wants to die. If he can't pull the nine cows back, what else can be cured? It's good to be able to cooperate.
Very good. He seems to be emotionally stable. It's time to ask about his physical condition. It's not that Ningxia meant to pry into other people's privacy, she just wanted to make sure that the other person was aware of her current tattered body.
Does Gu Huai know? Of course he knows, he can't even know better. He knew in his heart that his body had been completely ruined, but there was nothing he could do about it. There was a strong enemy outside and a weakness inside, and he had no choice.
He knew everything that Ning Xia repeated from the doctor, and he had to put in a lot of effort to nurse him back to health every year when he was in the Gu family. My grandfather had many quarrels with his uncle and the others over this matter, and there was always no peace.
As the most unsettling factor in that family, Gu Huai often didn't know how to deal with himself. He could not care about his cousins, but he could not turn a blind eye to Zhenjun Lingxu's heart.
The flesh and blood are so indifferent to each other... Grandfather must also be heartbroken.
True Lord Lingxu put a lot of effort into him, and even Gu Huai didn't dare to give up on this. But he had already had enough of being caught in the middle every day, becoming some evil obstacle that poked at the heart of True Lord Lingxu.
And as he grew older, his defects further worsened, and Gu Huai understood that there was no room for him to live in this family anymore.
Even if there is, it was forcibly built by Lord Lingxu through compromise and sacrifice. That was the love a grandfather felt for his children, but it was not something he, a grandson, should repay in return.
So Gu Huai came out and left the sect and family that had protected him since childhood to give each other some time and space.
The doctor was indeed right. His shabby body would have been destroyed if it had not been carefully nursed back to health by Lord Lingxu. When he ran out like this, he might not have thought of resigning himself to fate, or he might have thought that he could also find a way to survive.
But he never expected that his blood relatives would not even wait for this, and Gu Huai was speechless even after using various means. He was afraid that he didn't have the life to wait until he came out.
After listening, Gu Huai was silent for a long time. Ningxia thought that he didn't know that his physical condition was so bad, so he didn't rush him and gave him time to digest.
"The doctor said that your foundation is too poor. To cure the disease, just having the Pure Spirit Flower is not enough. You also need a lot of precious spiritual materials and work hard to regulate the body. Otherwise, wasting the Pure Spirit Flower in vain will actually cause defects in the spiritual roots. Not fully effective."
"I'm afraid it will take a while for you to have the spiritual root to heal your defects," Ning Xia reminded.
"Even if I want to cure it, I have to have the Pure Spirit Flower..." Gu Huai murmured. Pure Spirit Flower, Pure Spirit Flower! If he really has this thing, why is he doing this?
Suddenly, a touch of warmth fell softly on his shoulders. Gu Huai seemed to have just recovered from some kind of crazy emotion, and his body was still trembling slightly.
"Don't be afraid, I have the Pure Spirit Flower here."
Ning Xia actually wanted to say don't worry, but when she touched his panicked eyes, she inexplicably said "don't be afraid".
Why do I always feel a little weird, like a scene from some soap opera, making me feel inexplicably uncomfortable.
