Xun Jiao. "
Someone who had lowered his head stiffened for a moment. He had obviously heard it, but he kept his head lowered and did not dare to say anything.
"Xun Jiao." The other party shouted again.
Xun Jiao then cleared her throat and responded in a low voice.
Xun Jiao raised her head, looked along the shadow, and met someone's gaze.
"Zhenjun Ruifeng." She said in a low voice, with a shy look in her eyes, as if she didn't dare to face him.
Not only because of her loss just now, but also because of her weird behavior over the years, which must have caused a lot of trouble for the other party. The other party can endure it till now and never give up, which is really good to her——
"Maybe you can stand up?" The other party watched her struggle to get up, tremblingly, and stretched out her hands, as if she wanted to step forward to help.
"Disciple, you can do it yourself." Xun Jiao pursed her lips and struggled to try harder.
"Okay, stop working. Look, you're like this. What are you still doing? Take a rest." Zhenjun Ruifeng's tone was full of helplessness.
"True Lord." For some reason, Xun Jiao's nose suddenly felt sore, and she couldn't help but choke.
————Replace immediately. Replace immediately. Let’s take a look tomorrow?——
If you say you value her, then why not just take her under your wing? If she were given the status of a direct disciple, those who were still taunting her would shut up completely. How can I handle myself like this without embarrassment...
But it seems unreasonable to say that the other party doesn't care about her. After being scolded, Shu Zun condescended to pick someone up. What's going on with Riyuexing? What's going on with being protected by True Lord Ruifeng even though he's not a direct disciple? These behaviors cannot be explained without love and respect.
In short, in the eyes of others, the relationship between "master and apprentice" is really strange, as if they are in a tacit understanding, but no one is willing to say it, no one is willing to bow first...
However, most people felt that Zhenjun Ruifeng probably felt more guilty towards Xun Jiao. It is also because of guilt that I do so many unreasonable things... Many people have speculated about the favoritism of Zhenjun Ruifeng, and in the end they can only come to this seemingly reasonable conclusion.
Everyone felt that the reason why Zhenjun Ruifeng looked at Xun Jiao differently was because he pitied her, mixed with guilt, which was why she kept the name of that prospective disciple... There were different opinions.
This time, Xun Jiao was still defeated after using the move of Sun and Moon. When the news reaches the ears of Zhenjun Ruifeng, Xun Jiao's good days must be gone for a few more days. All the disciples think so.
However, the development of the matter completely escaped everyone's speculation.
True Lord Ruifeng came in person.
what happened? Many people looked at each other, this... this was not what they expected.
True Lord Ruifeng came here naturally for the sake of Xun Jiao.
To be honest, he actually knew more than the disciples thought. How the competition goes in the field, everyone wins, and the leaders or true kings can clearly see it through the water mirror.
Many people thought that he would be angry about this, and even speculated on how True Lord Ruifeng would deal with this shame in the future... But these people were wrong.
In fact, Zhenjun Ruifeng was not angry at all. He really doesn't have to be so narrow-minded...
Victory or defeat is a common thing for military strategists. For a monk, it's not like he has cultivated to a very powerful level. It's normal for him to lose. He doesn't blame the other party for this.
It was probably because of the stupid thing he committed on impulse a few years ago that he still gave people such a harsh impression.
This has also become an unspeakable pain for him and Xun Jiao. They often avoid this topic subconsciously.
However, not mentioning it does not mean that it does not exist. Some things are really deeply rooted in people's hearts. How can the scars on the body be easily faded by time?
Xun Jiao struggled hard for so many years, but she never completely got out of that nightmare. Her recovery was only superficial. In fact, her heart was already scarred.
Pulling together her own small team, although she is not used to this kind of nihilistic star-studded admiration at all. But he still had the patience to deal with these people with ulterior motives. Or practice the Sun and Moon Walk diligently, over and over again, forcing yourself to do better and be more worthy of this secret skill.
Or... stubbornly pursuing victory, even if it costs blood and overdrafts life, it refuses to give up.
This is because she is so strong, and it is not a microcosm of the injustice deep in her heart.
The word "waste" still hurt her.
She still remembered the feeling of hitting rock bottom, being hurt and used.
She doesn't want to be a so-called "waste".
So, you can only win.
In the past few years, she has been very competitive and lucky enough to rarely lose. Her fame gradually returned to the top.
However, she became increasingly unsteady.
Each victory could not bring her more confidence and confidence, instead it was an infinitely expanding emptiness.
She seemed to no longer look like herself.
The motto of Lord Ruifeng also confirms this. There was something wrong with her, and it was getting worse.
The other party advised her more than once, using language with unclear meanings that seemed full of warnings, all expressing his dissatisfaction.
The other party also asked her repeatedly what she wanted to do...but she didn't know what she wanted to do?
What does she want?
Decent? Dignified? right? strength?
neither.
If anything, she probably wanted to prove herself. Proving that she is not the trash others say she is, nor does she need to rely on other people's sympathy or guilt to survive...
It's a pity that today...she still lost.
I was so defeated that I could no longer find any excuses.
This time she probably should really let it go.
Xun Jiao suddenly felt that what she had been thinking before and the sadness that had no effect at all were essentially a waste of time and had no positive effect on her path at all, but instead hindered her development.
The words of Lord Ruifeng hit her mind again, causing a wave of turmoil.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Yeah, what the hell am I doing?
Am I not destroying myself foolishly?
Time and time again, you get into trouble, and you misunderstand and deceive yourself again and again, and what do you get in return? What is developing?
It may only take a moment to wake up.
Xun Jiao, who woke up in an instant, first thought was not that she had lost this fight, but that she wanted to beat herself to death for doing stupid things over the years.
What has she done these years? Memories flowed like a fountain, and bits and pieces and ridiculous thoughts from the past few years came flooding back, making it almost impossible to look straight at it.
Xun Jiao is about to cry.
She was so immersed in those memories that now seemed absurd and terrifying that she didn't notice someone walking slowly towards her, and soon he stood in front of her.
Xun Jiao then cleared her throat and responded in a low voice.
Xun Jiao raised her head, looked along the shadow, and met someone's gaze.
"Zhenjun Ruifeng." She said in a low voice, with a shy look in her eyes, as if she didn't dare to face him. transition
