I have to say that Ningxia did meet a very good mentor.
True Lord Yuanheng saved her once again.
It's shameful to say, but it seems that the other party has always been worried about her affairs since a few years ago. But she walked up to the other party in an increasingly embarrassed manner.
After so many years, Ningxia is still so unsatisfied, and Ningxia almost wants to beat herself up.
However, the final result can be regarded as having gains and losses. I wonder if this is another kind of ruptured growth?
After experiencing this, Ningxia has a more subtle feeling about the path of cultivation.
In fact, it's not fear or anything, but a kind of awe and fear from the bottom of my heart. Yes, she walked on this road cautiously, but she also felt more and more the grandeur of the road here and... the danger hidden in it. This crisis is just an interlude for her to further understand the avenue. I believe this will not be the last time. She will face similar and even more severe tests in the long journey of cultivation in the future.
To be honest, since Ningxia entered the world of cultivation, he has been traveling around various venues more like a passer-by. Although he has barely integrated into the new world, he has experienced some things and participated in the joys and sorrows of others to a greater or lesser extent. However, to say how positive it is, I'm afraid even she herself doesn't believe it.
Her negativity stems from her inner self-perception and is based on the conflict between two ideologies. Compared with the local monks, she may always lack a sense of belonging. This is a shackles that she cannot get rid of no matter how she builds her mind. It has nothing to do with whether she integrates or not, because no matter where she is, she cannot wash away the traces left by those initial decades.
But how long can she remain unmoved? The future of cultivation civilization is often built on bones and blood, and everything is built in a legal and legal modern world. There is no need to elaborate on the difference between the two. What Ningxia has seen and heard on this bloody road over the years is enough to illustrate this point. Countless cruel facts told her how miserable her death would be if she just adhered to the rules.
Even in order to survive and see a brighter future, she must make some changes and completely hide herself in this completely different world.
To this end, Ningxia has indeed made changes, but as she said before, this change is negative. She trembles with fear, seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages, cautiously like a quail, avoiding all possible smoke bombs, in order to survive better in this world of cultivation.
Does she really want to live such a cautious life? Just kidding, who doesn’t want to live a carefree and unrestrained life if they have money? Then you have to have that capital.
Ningxia knew very well how much he weighed, so he sharpened his edge early. No, maybe it shouldn't be called edge, but "arrogance". The unreality of higher dimensions and the natural arrogance of a precog are deadly emotions.
It turned out that she did a good job and the results were good. She survived those bad days without any danger, and even walked a decent path.
Seems like this is the right path? Ning Xia originally thought so, until yesterday... between life and death, she suddenly doubted the meaning of her coming here.
What is her purpose in coming here? Why has she been working so hard these past few years? What did she get? What has been lost?
...it seems like everything is meaningless. She left no trace. Every memory is drifting. Her presence seemed blurry in everything. She is nothing and has done nothing.
What on earth is she doing?
…
These questions all came from her heart, like thunder exploding in her heart, becoming another force attacking her in this "disaster".
Now it seems that these thoughts seem to be the noise of some inner demons taking advantage of the opportunity, but in fact they are her true inner thoughts, which originate from the most intuitive desires and ambitions deep in her heart.
She was unwilling to give in.
Avoiding, hibernating, hiding...these operations she was most familiar with were also the most common states in the past few years. But can she really spend her days in the world of cultivation safely?
The answer is impossible. Peace and stability are simply impossible. It has been doomed since she was in the world of cultivation today. From the moment she detected her spiritual roots and introduced Qi into her body, she was already trapped in a situation from which she could not escape.
With all kinds of avoidance and all kinds of fears and worries every day, is her trouble really reduced? No, there are more.
She had already stepped in.
A whole night of "washing" of spiritual power broke down the barrier she had built for many years, and she was able to truly see her own heart.
This is why He Haigong feels that Ningxia has changed a lot. ————————————————————
"Zhenjun Yuanheng." Everyone who was still in full swing immediately fell silent and saluted the visitor.
"How come so many people are back today?" Zhenjun Yuanheng asked casually, followed by Zhenren Mingjing, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
At this time, Ningxia discovered that the people in the Formation Hall today were indeed quite neat.
"The world of cultivation has not been very stable recently. The sect has called us all back together, saying that we would avoid being taken advantage of by people with malicious intentions." He Haigong said helplessly.
It should be said that he was the only one among these people who was greatly affected by this. His talent is not as good as Jin Lin's, and his formation skills are even mediocre. He can only be said to be a little better than ordinary people.
But he himself is also aware of the gap between him and Ningxia. He has been working hard to cultivate, and usually improves his cultivation through experience. During the five years of Ningxia's seclusion, he went out frequently to practice.
The storm had a great impact on him. After all, he had just met a high-ranking monk a few days ago, and he had already been traveling with him for a few days, and he saw that the other person was somewhat favored by him.
I didn't want to go out and be called back within a few days, and my chance was gone. It's really more than ordinary.
But he was also cheerful. Apart from being a little depressed that day, he quickly returned to normal. I came to the Formation Hall a few days later and continued to listen to the lectures and practice mindlessly, as if the missed opportunity was not a big deal.
"Right now, demon traitors are being hunted everywhere, and it is said that quite a few have been found. No one would have thought that those demon cultivators would sit down so madly. It's chaotic outside, so it's a good idea for you little ones to go out less." Follow Zhenjun Yuanheng. The front and rear legs come in. It is difficult to conceal the worry in Ming Jing's words.
Isn't this over yet? ! Ningxia raised her eyebrows.
"You all, please be honest and don't think it's not a big deal. There's a big commotion outside now. I heard that many people have been arrested and many unjust, false and wrong cases have been uncovered. Only our sect is a little safer these days. .”
"Master, does our sect also have one?" Comrade Chen Siye couldn't help but ask.
"Yes, what's not?! They are all famous figures in the outer sect. You all should be more careful."