Ningxia's half-raised hand froze. what 's wrong? How could the other party not see her?
Brother, she subconsciously looked down at herself, only to find that she still maintained her original figure. That is to say, her age does not correspond to her brother's. At this time...she has not yet come to this world.
Ning Xia's steps seemed to be nailed, and the corners of her mouth were a little heavy. At this time, the original body was still alive... She had never understood her origin so clearly before. She was a visitor from outside the world and did not belong to this family at the beginning.
All of this originally belonged to the girl named Ningxia who died young.
This mentality was still deeply buried in her heart after she obtained the approval of Heaven. She felt guilty and overwhelmed with gratitude for the soul that died young.
Naturally, she really likes this family and truly regards herself as a member of the Ning family. Even because of his identity as an orphan, he cherishes this fate that came from heaven even more.
In fact, Tiandao had already recognized her identity, and it could even be said that he had given her the aboriginal identity certificate. In other words, her identity in this world is Ningxia, a peasant girl, and she will only have this identity even if she achieves enlightenment in the future.
But sometimes she also wonders, what would it be like if the original person were still alive? Did she leave cleanly? What should she do if a corner of her soul is still shrunk somewhere in her body?
Kill or let go? None of Ningxia seems to be able to do it. The real fatal proposition is a possibility that Ningxia cannot even think of. If she really had to face this choice, it would probably not be easier than killing herself.
Because in the end, no matter which one she chooses... she will probably kill her truest self.
So even though two years have passed, Ning Xia's cultivation career has passed without any danger, and there has never been a moment when Ning Xia discovered some clues about the original owner's survival. But after dreaming back at midnight, she would occasionally feel panic for no reason, as if her current life was on credit.
Ning Xia pursed her lips and pondered for a moment before being startled by the noise outside.
Get outside. Sure enough, it was Daniu Village. The same faces were walking on the road, but they looked much younger. Those aunts and aunts who often chatted at the edge of the village were now just newlyweds, shyly following with baskets. Behind the husband.
Ningxia looked around but didn't see the person she wanted to see.
"Dad, remember to bring some miso when you come back." A voice that had been full of energy for ten years blasted in his ears, and Ningxia's ears were shocked to the point of pain.
Only then did she realize that Ning's mother was standing not far behind her, apparently running out of the kitchen in the corner.
Although my mother-in-law has a gentle temperament and is kind to others, she has an unusually loud voice. Coupled with the slightly high-pitched voice, it is simply a disaster to listen to her nearby.
Ning Xia was now a virtual soul and had no visible form. She was caught off guard by Ning's mother's loud voice, and her ears were buzzing and hurting.
Ningxia:……
Sure enough, the two of them had been an old married couple a long time ago. Also, the eldest child is already a teenager, so how can there be any tenderness and sweetness?
Moreover, what A Niang said before about her being gentle when she was young was indeed false. She even said that she was angry because of her. This was too much. Isn't this bullying her into not being able to remember her original identity? Make her believe it is true...
Ning Xia secretly criticized A Niang's ability to tell nonsense when she saw a familiar voice not far away.
A group of boys, dirty as if they had just rolled in the mud, some of them were holding slingshots. Ningxia's brother was also among them, but he seemed a little reserved and rarely participated in the activities of these monkeys.
Ning Dengrong was a good writer. Although his family was not well-off, he was also very studious. Even when he was playing, he liked to play with the quiet ones and rarely hung out with these noisy ones.
The reason why we got together today is naturally because of something.
Ningxia is six years old. She can go to the mountains with the children's team to pick mushrooms. This is her first experience. It is also a tradition in Daniu Village. It is intended to follow the will of the ancestors to rely on the mountains and eat the mountains. Children starting from the age of six gradually start to follow.
The picking site is on the edge of the mountain forest. In fact, it is not even inside the mountain. It is very safe. There are people nearby, and you can hear any movement immediately.
Such children's teams are usually led by experienced boys who love to play. Although these little kids are skinny, they are also smart and can handle various events flexibly.
So every time this time comes, it's the little boys who show off their skills. This has become a routine thing in the village.
But now there is someone who wants to break this rule. Ning Dengrong, Ning Xia’s elder brother.
The good brother is worried about the little sister's first "adventure". After thinking about it, she is still worried. Moreover, this trip was not his, and no one was willing to change with him, because mushrooms were the most abundant this season, and no one wanted to miss this opportunity.
So the good brother turned his attention to the leading boy. It is said that this guy is very competitive and often competes with others to win trophies.
And this guy is the best at keeping his promises. As long as you have the ability to defeat him, he will keep his promises. The premise is that you can beat him, but this guy is the most playful person in this ten-mile radius, so what else can beat him?
Ning Dengrong naturally knew that he was just trying hard. As an elder brother, you have to work hard. Looking at his sister who was watching with wide eyes, Ning Dengrong gritted his teeth and went into battle.
Compared with the slingshot, it failed as expected, and lost miserably. The young man had a very good face. Ning Xia's eyes turned red when he looked at him, and he was about to cry, but he suppressed it in the end.
Brother, he really loves "me" very much.
Ning Xia looked at the younger Ning Dengrong and young Ning Xia not far away with a complicated expression.
She could tell right away that it wasn't her.
When did this probably happen? Ning Xia carefully searched for the memory buried deep in the depths, but still couldn't remember it. Could it be that this is also a forged memory.
So how will it end this time? Ning Xia sighed and followed the two siblings home leisurely.
Ning Dengrong failed to get the position of team leader in the end. Challenge failed.
But it was not without gain, if the little sister's adoring eyes and soft comfort could be considered a reward.
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"Brother, don't be sad. It's Brother Okura's slingshot that's great. Of course, you are also very powerful... No, I mean..." Xiao Ningxia obviously wanted to comfort her frustrated brother, but after saying a few words, she realized that she It seemed that I had said the wrong thing, so I added a few more words in a hurry.
Seeing her so anxious that the tip of her nose was sweating, Ning Dengrong's frustrated self-esteem and worries dissipated a lot, and he laughed loudly: "You are such a fool at a young age. Brother, how can I be such a stingy person? I am not as good as me in the first place. Man, I won’t be angry. And I didn’t challenge it just to show off, but...Oh, I won’t say it anymore.”