The author’s random thoughts and questions about updates.

Every time I write, I am thinking about a question.

Am I writing about Mao?

Does this photo really look good?

Writing about daily life is not water.

In short, I doubt myself, write and delete, and the more I write, the worse I get.

Then, I went to watch a very interesting one.

The main character is a cat.

The book review section is very interesting.

Book review by Passerby A: What does it mean to remain an adult?

Book review by Passerby B: What does it mean to become a human?

Book review from Passerby C: Can you stop being so routine and move forward faster?

Passerby D’s book review: Write more about daily life, we are not here to read your main story.

At that moment, I realized.

I am not RMB and cannot satisfy everyone.

The outline and concept are still based on what I have decided before, so that I will not lose myself and doubt my life.

If I can hear you, I will definitely listen; if I don’t want to hear, I will pretend I didn’t hear it.

Also, about updates.

Why is this book so stupid?

A very important reason is lack of money.

Because I stopped updating for a while, I couldn't get any full attendance and incentive benefits.

Judging from the current subscription, 1,000 words will cost me about 10 yuan.

It takes me about 1-1.5 hours to write 1,000 words.

Might as well go to McDonald's for French fries.

I have no motivation to write and feel depressed.

So I want to start a new book, and this one is updated to maintain the bottom line of not being a douche.

I distributed all the royalties for this book as red envelopes among the readers. In addition to some CSGO accessories from ROLL, I should have written with money. The main thing is companionship.

But there are always limits to using love to generate electricity.

After quitting my job and getting seriously ill, I deeply realized that I was very poor.

Once I go to the hospital, it will cost tens of thousands.

Until the re-examination in January, I still had to ask my family to pay for X-rays.

So I want to open a new book in order to make money.

There is naturally less time left for old books.

In addition, I was not in good health after getting sick (to use a group friend’s words, this author has a serious illness.

Therefore, only 2,000 updates can be guaranteed per day.

Forgive me.

I support everyone watching a certain fun pavilion, but I don’t have the money anyway (laughs)

If you support me, you can join the group and chat.

If it’s a new book, I’d probably change the number.

Well, there seems to be nothing more to say.

I'm sorry for you.

What about books.

At least until after the Paris Major.

apEX, ZywOo, God A...

The only thing I can guarantee is that this book has a happy ending.

Love your pigeons.

Why is the shengxiao silent?