Chapter 20 I will never be him.

Style: Girl Author: Lin ZhiranccWords: 3738Update Time: 24/01/12 03:26:39
His eyes were dark and unclear, with many emotions hidden in them. Ruan Youning couldn't understand them, but he vaguely felt that his eyes were a bit scary.

Shouldn't he tell him everything in the dream?

Ruan Youning felt a little regretful. How could she be afraid of reality because of a dream?

She couldn't help but wanted to say something, "Ajing..." Before she could finish her words, Song Shijing hugged her into his arms with great force. Her neck, waist, and everything were held by him so forcefully. .

The strength of this hug was stronger than before, as if her whole body was embedded in his arms.

The heartbeats overlapped violently, and the skin was warm and close. Inexplicably, Ruan Youning felt that this hug was like a lost one.

She was slightly stunned, and his low and hoarse voice reached her ears, "Ning Ning, that was just a dream, don't be afraid. I will never be him."

This him naturally refers to the 'him' in the dream.

Ruan Youning was a little confused, but he still responded obediently.

She thought Song Shijing would continue to say something, but he suddenly fell silent.

This hug lasted for half a minute, and Ruan Youning was out of breath. She felt that the air in her chest was getting thinner and thinner. She couldn't help but raise her neck to make herself more comfortable.

Even though her movement was very subtle, Song Shijing still noticed it.

He relaxed his strength and changed his posture.

As soon as this position was changed, Ruan Youning lay in his arms. He still held her waist tightly, unwilling to let go for a moment.

Ruan Youning obeyed his actions obediently and couldn't help but look at Song Shijing.

Song Shijing is really a very good-looking person. Looking at him from this tricky angle, his face is still impeccable.

Her gaze was too naked. Song Shijing leaned down slightly, and his hot breath came over and fell on her face inch by inch.

His lips stayed next to hers, as if he was swearing: "Ning Ning, I will always be by your side."

No matter which world, no matter which dream, no matter which space, I will always be by your side, without reservation.

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Song Shijing still didn't celebrate his birthday today. He worked tirelessly and eagerly to give everything he had to Ruan Youning.

Ruan Youning no longer had any worries in her heart and responded to him with the same enthusiasm.

Until eight o'clock in the evening, Ruan Youning felt dizzy and suddenly remembered this matter.

She pushed the man who was hugging her tightly: "Ajing, let's go out."

"Um?"

Ruan Youning explained in a soft voice: "Today is also your birthday after all, how could you just let it go like this? Let's go out and celebrate a little bit, okay?"

Song Shijing just chuckled, his breath falling on her ears: "Having you is the best celebration."

Ruan Youning's face turned red instantly. These words sounded a bit like driving... What is 'she is the best celebration'...

Song Shijing knew from the look on her face that she was shy again. Even though she had experienced many intimate relationships, she still couldn't stand the slightest bit of teasing.

There was an infinite softness in her heart, and his kiss fell on her forehead, gradually reaching her lips, sucking, licking, and finally penetrating straight in.

Ruan Youning's newly adjusted breath was disrupted again. She obeyed and obediently allowed their lips and teeth to mingle, but she couldn't help but mutter in her heart: Song Shijing seemed to like kissing her like this recently, and he insisted on taking everything away from her. He kissed her so hard that she almost suffocated, and she refused to stop until she couldn't bear it.

She was never used to such a sincere and intense kiss, but gradually turned into enjoying it.

After the kiss ended, Song Shijing stood up.

"Take care of it." He said without thinking.

"Ah?" Ruan Youning's brain was so dizzy that before she could react, when she heard these words, she looked at Song Shijing a little stupidly.

And the corners of Song Shijing's mouth raised with a very gentle smile, "Go out to celebrate, you idiot."

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The two quickly packed up and went out.

Song Shijing's car was not going very fast. When he drove to the door of Song's house, he seemed to remember something and suddenly unbuckled his seat belt.

"Ning Ning, wait for me." He warned, then hurriedly got out of the car and walked to the door of his house.

Seeing Song Shijing enter the door, Ruan Youning quickly took out her phone. She was not prepared at all!

She quickly scrolled through her phone, but it was difficult to do so quickly.

It's a celebration, but it shouldn't be too casual.

Many high-end restaurants were still open at this time, but they basically required reservations in advance. She was so random that it was almost impossible to book a restaurant.

Then... how about going to the amusement park? There is a very famous and very large amusement park in the new urban area of ​​Yancheng. It shouldn't be too bad to celebrate your birthday there. However, isn’t this a bit too insincere?

She bit her lip unconsciously and struggled, secretly blaming herself for not being prepared in advance.

As long as I am a little prepared, I won't be so embarrassed now.

After much deliberation, she managed to see a very good restaurant. She was just about to call the restaurant when her sharp eyes saw Song Shijing coming over with a medium-sized backpack.

Um?

What is this doing? Ruan Youning was surprised.

Song Shijing just put his backpack in the back of the car and sat in the driver's seat.

"Ajing, what is this?" she asked.

Song Shijing's eyebrows relaxed, and there was obvious joy in his voice: "Keep it a secret first."

When he said this, Ruan Youning became curious.

When did Song Shijing have a secret for her, and he kept it secret first?

But since Song Shijing had already said that he wanted to keep it secret, he might as well just listen to him.

Ruan Youning really stopped asking, but thought about what happened just now. No matter what, she would always treat him to a meal.

She opened the map and showed him the content on the screen: "Ajing, can you go to this place?"

Song Shijing took one look and knew what Ruan Youning was thinking. He chuckled, shook his head and said something else, "Ningning, we won't go to this place. Just listen to my arrangements today, okay?"

Although Song Shijing made most of the decisions when the two of them were together, it was his birthday after all, so there was no way he could let the birthday boy make his own arrangements.

Ruan Youning was a little embarrassed and couldn't help but mutter in her heart.

Song Shijing's big hand touched her head, and his tone was doting and helpless: "Don't think about things that are not there, just have a sleep, and you'll be there after a good sleep."

The heating in the car was turned on fully, and Ruan Youning was still a little tired. With Song Shijing's comfort, she actually fell asleep.

When she opened her eyes again, all she could see was darkness. For a moment, she thought she hadn't woken up yet.

Close your eyes, then open them.

Close your eyes, then open them.

Ruan Youning finally knew that he had just woken up, but the lights in the car were not turned on.

Maybe A Jing turned off the light because he was afraid of disturbing her sleep.

She thought secretly and fumbled for the night light next to the car window.

The small orange light came on, and Ruan Youning realized that she was the only one in the car, and Song Shijing was missing from the driver's seat.

She belatedly noticed something strange. She was the only one breathing in the car... Song Shijing seemed to have never been by her side.

Inexplicably, a panic surged up.

She suppressed her uneasiness and eagerly opened the car door.

The feeling of the shoes on the ground was a bit strange. With the help of a night light, Ruan Youning saw that the ground under his feet was actually slightly moist soil.

Where is this place?

She was confused and looked up at the land. When she raised her head, she was shocked by the scene in front of her.

It's obviously already November, it's obviously the cold winter, it's obviously the season when flowers are sleeping, but here it seems as if the cold has left it out, the fragrant and delicate tulips are rising and falling, and you can't even see the end at a glance.

The stars in the night sky, the faint but extremely bright lights everywhere, a kind of beauty that does not belong to winter, is very strange but very harmonious.

Ruan Youning held her breath unconsciously and couldn't help but take a few steps forward. A small intestine trail came into view.

Should we move forward? still……

Ruan Youning hesitated for a moment, then immediately took steps without hesitation.

Instinctively, she felt that she could see Song Shijing at the end of this road.

The small lamp illuminated the road very brightly, like daylight, and her steps were brisk and longing, with infinite hope and expectation.

The late night wind quietly rose, bringing with it the boundless fragrance of flowers, and finally brought Ruan Youning to the end of the trail.

At the end, there is a simple, low-key and large RV, and two or three young girls are decorating things in the open space beside it. The sweetness of the desserts and the aroma of the food are very attractive.

this……

Ruan Youning was puzzled, and vaguely felt that he had gone to the wrong place, or that he had misunderstood something.

She shifted her gaze and couldn't help but look around, but there was no one she wanted to see.

Song Shijing is not here. Maybe this was just a romantic dinner for a few girls, and she'd better not disturb them.

Ruan Youning's chest felt stuffy for no reason, and she turned around to leave.

What she didn't know was that as soon as she turned around, the people behind her became anxious.

Ruan Youning's steps were very fast. She lowered her head and didn't even bother to look at the beautiful scenery along the way.

The result of her absent-mindedness was that she bumped into the person in front of her.

Before she could raise her head in surprise, she was hugged into someone's arms, and a voice of grievance could be heard.

"Ning Ning, you just left without asking anyone else."

It's Song Dynasty.

The familiar breath, the familiar sense of security, the familiar him completely covered her previous emotions.

After Ruan Youning was stunned for a few seconds, endless joy suddenly filled his heart, and his hands couldn't help but wrap around Song Shijing's waist.

"I……"

Ruan Youning was about to say something, but Song Shijing lowered his head.

At that moment, Ruan Youning felt that the stars in the sky were not as good as his eyes. Those extremely beautiful eyes came closer to her little by little, and the breath between his lips and teeth was on her lips. His low words contained grievance and willfulness: "Don't say those words, I don't want to hear them."

Ruan Youning made a soft sound, and her lips inevitably touched his.

This was a kiss that was barely tasted.

When the two returned to the RV, everything had been arranged. There were small happy birthday flags hanging on the RV. A small birthday cake was placed on the small table set up. On the other table, a casserole was sizzling. Steaming. And the girls just now were missing.

Ruan Youning felt sour and sweet at the same time. It was obviously Song Shijing's birthday today, and she should be the one to arrange everything today. It was obvious that she didn't do anything well, and even got angry with him.

As she thought about it, she felt that she was really selfish. She just took one step toward him, but he took the remaining ninety-nine steps.

The expression on her face and the thoughts in her heart were beyond Song Shijing's imagination.

His Ning Ning started to have random thoughts again. What a fool, he never needed her to do anything, she just had to be there.

After sighing softly in his heart, he held her face in his hands, and his words were extremely sincere: "Ning Ning, don't have any thoughts. Everything is done willingly."

For you, in any world, in any time and space, thousands of times, I am willing.

This is the only time I have you completely.

The sky was filled with stars, and the beauty was by his side, but his body and mind had fallen into despair countless times.