Perhaps it was the shock on her face that frightened Song Shijing. Without any hesitation, Song Shijing tightened his arms and hugged her hard.
The overwhelming breath surged up, and the sound of Song Shijing's powerful heartbeat entered his ears. Only then did Ruan Youning feel that the fear that penetrated his bones had lessened a bit.
She couldn't help but wrap her hands tightly around Song Shijing, as if grasping a life-saving straw, so hard and so desperate.
The warmth and breath from Song Shijing's body were transmitted to her bit by bit. After a while, Ruan Youning felt that the fear and uneasiness in her heart slowly dissipated.
She slowly raised her head, and the face so close to her instantly overlapped with the face in her dream. Her heart skipped a beat, and she subconsciously pressed her hands against Song Shijing to distance herself.
And Song Shijing's expression was unpredictable, including confusion, surprise, and hurt...
She took a deep breath and tried to put the image out of her mind, trying not to think about this complete nightmare.
"Ajing...will you leave me?"
Song Shijing's eyes stared at her face without blinking, as if he wanted to read something from her face, and he still answered her words without hesitation, just as firmly as before.
"I won't."
"Ning Ning, I will never leave you. Even if you push me away, even if you stay away from me, I will still never leave you."
His words were resounding and fell on Ruan Youning's ears, bringing with him a stronger sense of security than before.
Her restless heart was finally soothed.
Ruan Youning leaned forward, and her soft lips fell without hesitation.
She kissed fiercely, fiercely, with rare strength, without any reservation, completely sacrificing her lips and teeth.
The same was true for Song Shijing. He pinched her waist with one hand and clasped the back of her head with the other hand. This intense move almost suffocated Ruan Youning, but she felt infinite pleasure from it.
She now needs a feeling that is intense to the extreme, a feeling that is sincere and unreserved.
The kiss started with her and ended with Song Shijing.
After the lips and teeth separated, Ruan Youning only felt that his lips were painful and numb. Just licking them lightly caused infinite pain.
hiss--
She couldn't help crying out in pain, but Song Shijing's breath was completely disrupted, and his lips and teeth were extremely red and swollen.
The ambiguous atmosphere in the car was about to explode. Ruan Youning could see the lust in Song Shijing's eyes, and she could clearly see the lust on her face from his eyes.
A lust that only belongs to the other person, a lust that only the other person can see.
"Ajing..."
She screamed unconsciously, her voice already too soft.
She didn't need to say anything, the man in front of her knew what she was thinking.
Think about it.
But Song Shijing pursed his lips restrainedly, and his voice was low and seductive: "Ning Ning, I will accept whatever you do unconditionally. But you have to tell me everything."
What does everything he says mean?
Is it Qin Yulan's threat or the vivid nightmare just now?
Ruan Youning didn't know that she was surprised by Song Shijing at this moment, and even more surprised by herself. At this point, he was still sober enough to ask her questions, and she was sober enough to think about his questions.
But, what should she say...
Should she tell him at this time that she would leave in a month, she would disappear, and she would never appear in Yancheng again.
She can't do it, she can't do anything.
She was afraid, she was afraid, she was afraid of what means Qin Yulan would use to deal with him, she did not dare to risk everything.
She was silent, and Song Shijing was even more silent than her.
The two people were obviously doing the most intimate actions a minute ago, but now they fell into infinite silence.
Although the heating in the car was full, she only felt a chill in her bones, and the ambiguity that had just been strong slowly dissipated.
After a while, Song Shijing was the first to speak. He apologized at a loss: "I'm sorry, Ning Ning, I won't ask anymore. I didn't respect you. I'm sorry, I overstepped and asked questions that I shouldn't have asked."
His apology only made Ruan Youning feel more uncomfortable. Her nasal cavity was sore and she couldn't help but want to shed tears.
"Don't be angry with me, okay, Ning Ning, don't be angry with me."
Song Shijing looked a little flustered, and the grip on Ruan Youning's waist tightened unconsciously.
The pain in Ruan Youning's chest became more and more severe. The more he acted like this, the more uncomfortable she felt.
It was obvious that she didn't dare to say anything, that she was afraid of everything, but it was Song Shijing who bowed his head.
There were really very few times when she lowered her head in front of Song Shijing.
Ruan Youning's eyes were sore, but she still spoke: "Ajing, I'm not angry with you, it's my own problem. I'll tell you everything tomorrow, okay?"
Her mood today is really not suitable for her to say anything else.
She needed rest, her brain needed rest, her heart needed rest.
After she said that, she lowered her head and refused to look at Song Shijing.
She didn't dare, she was afraid to see the disappointment in Song Shijing's eyes, and she was afraid to see Song Shijing's sadness.
After a long time, she heard a low voice from the side: "Okay, I promise you, I will pick you up at eight o'clock tomorrow, okay?"
"Well...I'm going back then." Ruan Youning forced a smile, got up and left slowly.
As soon as she got off the car, the tears she had been holding back for a long time fell. She bit her lip and restrained herself from crying.
After experiencing the nightmare just now, she was actually really afraid of sleeping alone. She was afraid of the feeling of waking up dripping in sweat with no one around her.
As soon as he catches up, she will tell him everything.
As long as he takes a step toward her now, she will tell him without reservation.
Even though her emotions at the moment have reached the extreme, as long as he takes a step forward, she will tell him at all costs.
She bit her lip as hard as she could, her steps became heavy and slow, and her heart beat violently and trembled in her chest, as if she was waiting for a sentence.
But there was no sound behind him.
Give up.
These three words came out of nowhere in her mind.
And the next second, her whole body was suddenly hugged by a strong force, and the person behind her almost used all his strength to hug her.
His strength was unreserved, almost melting into Ruan Youning's bones.
In this pain, Ruan Youning actually felt a little happy, but then, there was a warm breath next to her ears.
It was his low accusation, "You are so cruel."
The barely disguised toughness in Ruan Youning's heart was finally completely shattered.
It's enough, as long as he is willing to take a step forward, everything is enough.
She didn't know when she fell into bed with Song Shijing.
Like a long-awaited encounter, she had no reservations about him, and so did he.
She was so eager, so completely self-indulgent.
But Song Shijing just pressed her gently, with extreme restraint and caution.
"Ajing..."
Ruan Youning just called his name over and over again without saying anything else, but Song Shijing completely understood.
The winter night is so cold, yet so hot.
The hands of the clock on the wall moved regularly, and the long night had just begun.
Ruan Youning's whole body was ups and downs in lust, but in the end she couldn't resist the fatigue all over her body. She hummed softly and coquettishly: "Ajing, no more...sleep...ok..."
But Song Shijing just kissed her, licked her gently and then attacked the city.
"Well……"
Ruan Youning's chaotic brain barely managed to produce a trace of clarity to resist the man's kiss, but it only made the kiss penetrate deeper.
A very long, very strong, very suffocating, very possessive kiss.
The overwhelming looting lasted for a long time, and finally, she fell into a drowsy sleep.
-
During this sleep, Ruan Youning slept for a long time, as if she had left everything behind, and she slept soundly and peacefully.
Song Shijing didn't sleep all night, he just hugged her tightly and described everything about her over and over again.
The feeling of skin-to-skin contact was very uncomfortable, but he was unwilling to torment her anymore.
When Ruan Youning woke up in a daze, the first thing she felt was weakness and soreness all over her body, followed by the burning heat on her body, and then the warm breath on her neck. It was very itchy and ambiguous, and she couldn't help but dodge.
"Well... A Jing..." Her voice, which she had just woken up from, was still husky and charming, "Don't let your breath fall here. It's very... uncomfortable..."
The person holding her tightly did not obey her, but went even further.
Ruan Youning couldn't help but dodge, but her body was so weak that she begged for mercy just a few times: "Ajing, stop making trouble, I really can't stand this."
Seeing that Song Shijing still had no intention of stopping, she said hurriedly: "Do you still listen to what Qin Yulan said to me?"
When she said this, Song Shijing stopped making trouble.
"Listen." He answered her in a low voice.
"Then let's get up first, okay? Let's go to the sofa on the first floor and talk about this matter carefully, okay?"
Ruan Youning's words were a bit coaxing.
She has her own selfish motives for this. She was really afraid that Song Shijing would get sulky and bully her in return.
Song Shijing couldn't see her little thoughts, but he still cooperated with her.
"Okay, listen to Ning Ning."
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"That's what happened... Qin Yulan's meaning that night was very clear. She just wanted me to leave Yancheng cleanly and leave everything I have now... I don't care about money and rights. It will happen as time goes by. . But she asked me to leave you, and I was reluctant, but I was afraid of what methods she would use..."
Ruan Youning curled up on the sofa and told the story one by one in a low voice.
Song Shijing's expression changed again and again, and finally he sighed softly.
After a long while, he said: "Ning Ning, don't you believe me?" His voice was low and hoarse, and his eyes were filled with grievances that were rare.
Ruan Youning was shocked. She had never seen Song Shijing like this before. She hurriedly shook her head in denial: "No! I didn't! I... I just..." She didn't know what to say, and her voice gradually dropped.
The hurt in Song Shijing's eyes was almost visible, and he pursed his lips again and again: "Then why didn't you tell me, why did you hide it from me."
"I didn't... I just don't know how to tell you. Qin Yulan is right, and I have enjoyed so many things that do not belong to me and have enjoyed life for so many years. I really should return them to their original owners. We should really give back everything we have now." She hurriedly grabbed Song Shijing's sleeve and explained eagerly.
Song Shijing's eyes stared at her: "What about me? Ningning, am I also considered a part of your 'returning things to their place'?"
"No! It's not..." Ruan Youning denied hastily, "I agreed to all Qin Yulan's conditions, but I didn't agree to her breaking up with you. I never thought about breaking up with you."
"I'm just afraid..."
"Ning Ning, what are you afraid of?"
Ruan Youning hesitated for a moment, then slowly told everything in the dream.
"I knew it was a dream, but I just felt inexplicably panicked. The dream was obviously a dream, and I was me, but that emotion kept disturbing me. I was afraid..."
She felt inexplicable fear when she thought about herself who had become vicious, twisted and dark, when she thought about the bright red and death falling on the ground, when she thought about everything that was painful but unable to be undone.
As she said this, there was a hint of fear on her face that she was not even aware of, and the next second, her hand was tightly grasped by Song Shijing.
His strength was a little strong, a little heavy, and even a little painful.
