Chapter 17 "What belongs to you is right here."

Style: Girl Author: Lin ZhiranccWords: 3653Update Time: 24/01/12 03:26:39
The vehicle drove slowly home and arrived at the door of Ruan Youning's villa.

All the light and shadow illuminated by the street lamps are intertwined, and it is very quiet.

Ruan Youning hesitated, but slowly told Qin Yulan that he might not be able to get his household registration book.

There was obvious annoyance and frustration in her tone: "How could she... give me her household registration booklet willingly?"

Qin Yulan's hostility towards her has lasted for more than a day or two, and she promised to change her surname as soon as she finished her work. This matter is still being delayed until now. She didn't know what she was delaying, and she didn't know when she would be able to finish this matter.

After all, she wanted something from Qin Yulan now, and Qin Yulan was not in a hurry.

Ruan Youning couldn't help but let out a sigh, but Song Shijing held her cheek up. She followed his force and turned her face to the side, meeting his eyes.

The tenderness and sincerity in Song Shijing's eyes did not change at all. He just repeated: "It's okay, Ning Ning, wait until these things are dealt with, and then we can slowly deal with our affairs. Our being together is more important than anything else. "

His words undoubtedly made Ruan Youning both moved and guilty.

"Ajing, I'm sorry...I broke my promise, I didn't do a good job..." Her tone was dull.

But Song Shijing just kissed her forehead: "Ning Ning, never say sorry, never apologize, never feel sorry for me. As long as we are together, it will be fine."

Even though he has said this many times, he is as doting and tolerant as always every time.

Although his kiss fell on Ruan Youning's forehead, Ruan Youning felt as if it fell deep in his heart.

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, her body leaned forward slightly, her eyes closed and her soft lips pressed against hers.

Completely as expected, his lips were also very gentle and soft, and the breath between his lips and teeth was light and extremely eager.

The kiss was long and lingering, but it didn't contain any lust.

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Song Shijing didn't stay in the end. He left after answering Song Wencheng's call.

Ruan Youning entered the living room, turned on the night light in the entrance and changed her shoes. Her mind was filled with the kiss just now.

His firm words, the tenderness between his brows and eyes, his soft kiss...

Inexplicably, Ruan Youning felt a little lost, indescribable sadness and loss.

She was so lost in thought that she didn't notice anyone sitting on the sofa in the living room.

The man was hidden in the darkness, looking at her quietly through the orange lamp without saying a word.

Ruan Youning had no idea. She quickly changed her shoes and turned on the headlights.

The soft light instantly illuminated the huge living room. Ruan Youning could clearly see the person sitting on the sofa at a glance. Her eyes suddenly widened as if she had been struck by lightning.

Why is she here?

More than a meter away, Song Yulan was sitting on the sofa. She was not surprised at all by Ruan Youning's expression. She just raised her eyes with sharp eyes and said with a cold face: "Let's talk."

Ruan Youning could probably guess what Qin Yulan meant by 'talk', but when Qin Yulan actually brought it up, she was still a little at a loss.

Qin Yulan only made two requests: first, change her name and break up with Song Shijing; second, return to the place that originally belonged to her and never appear in Yancheng again.

Her expression was indifferent, and her words were rational and objective: "You Ning, you don't belong here to begin with. Whether it's the Ruan family or the Song family, these people are not of the same class as you. In the twenty-fourth life, you You have enjoyed a lot and gained a lot, and you should be content.”

Ruan Youning was stunned. Qin Yulan's words of 'break up with Song Shijing' were turning over and over in her mind. She subconsciously resisted and shook her head.

She could accept other conditions, but she couldn't accept this.

Qin Yulan clicked on the thick documents on the table and said with a hint of impatience: "Go back to your original position, recognize your destiny, and treat all these years of life as a dream. It does not belong to you. You can’t take away a cent of what belongs to you. What belongs to you is right here.”

Ruan Youning glanced at the thick document subconsciously, and his heart was gripped by an inexplicable fear.

Although she didn't know what the contents of the file were, she instinctively felt that there must be something bad in it, something she resisted.

And Qin Yulan quickly said: "This contains all the information about your biological parents. I will only give you one month to complete what you need to do now. This is not a discussion, this is a notice."

When Qin Yulan thought of the information about Jiang Pan'er investigated by the private detective, she couldn't help but hate it.

That couple were simply dressed as beasts and unworthy of being parents.

How much hatred is there? Vent your unsatisfactory life to your children?

She really couldn't imagine what a young girl who was supposed to be studying carefree would go through in society.

Beauty without the ability to protect itself is the original sin in the lower class society.

And at the same time, at the same age, what was she doing?

She was carefully protecting Ruan Youning, and she still felt indebted even though she held it in her hands. When she loved Ruan Youning the most, her biological daughter was suffering from the cruelty of her original family.

She still can't imagine Jiang Pan'er, a fifteen-year-old child, being devastated when she was told that she could no longer hold a paintbrush with her hands.

The more she saw Ruan Youning's brilliance, the more she hated him.

Everything Ruan Youning has, including smooth sailing, childhood sweethearts, a little fame, and talent for painting, should have belonged to Jiang Paner! Belongs to her biological daughter!

She couldn't bear that Ruan Youning lived a carefree life in Yancheng, couldn't bear that Ruan Youning had enjoyed a good life for so many years and would continue to live a good life with the help of Song Shijing.

Ruan Youning must leave, must leave all the good things behind and leave.

She just wants Ruan Youning to return to that dilapidated home, to that selfish couple, and to the bottom life of darkness and never-ending prospects.

The more Qin Yulan thought about it, the more he hated him, and his eyes became a bit vicious, "As a human being, you must understand your position. I don't want to hurt you, nor do I want to ruin everything about you. This will not be good for the reputation of the Ruan family. , which is not good for Pan'er's life. But you have to understand yourself and don't try to have any thoughts that you shouldn't have, so that you can take care of yourself."

There was so much meaning in her words that Ruan Youning couldn't understand.

Qin Yulan just wants her to leave when the time comes, without struggling or resisting. As long as she leaves, everything will return to the original path of life.

Ruan Youning had no idea how to respond or what to say.

She just stared blankly at the document on the table, which contained her real life, the life that belonged to Ruan Youning.

She admitted that she was afraid, she was afraid of this unknown fear.

When Qin Yulan left, she didn't leave the document behind. She just said that she would tell her everything when the time came.

The feeling of putting a knife on his neck and clearly telling him the date of his death was very uncomfortable. From that night on, Ruan Youning fell into a strange withdrawal.

She went to get off work and off work step by step the next day, deliberately avoiding Song Shijing and reducing her meetings and contact with Song Shijing.

"Ajing, why don't we eat together at noon? I'm a little tired."

Faced with Song Shijing's information, she quickly rejected it almost subconsciously.

She couldn't see Song Shijing's expression through the screen, but she could imagine his disappointment after being rejected.

She admitted that she was running away.

She felt that she was completely sick. She should not have treated Song Shijing with such a negative attitude, nor should she have been so cold-blooded. But her brain was always filled with rejection.

There is a difference between what one thinks and what one says. Ruan Youning suddenly felt that didn't this word refer to her?

Intellectually and emotionally, they all liked Song Shijing, but their chaotic brains avoided everything about Song Shijing.

What does she want?

Ruan Youning was powerless, only feeling that she obeyed her heart, but failed; she did not obey her heart, but felt pain.

Song Shijing noticed her evasion only once.

His heart sank, and he instinctively felt that something had happened to Ruan Youning after he left last night, but what kind of thing could make her stay away from him?

Song Shijing stared at the sunflowers on the car with a heavy gaze.

He was undoubtedly very smart and thought of everything quickly. Except for Qin Yulan, who did not show up that night, everyone else showed up.

I'm afraid that after he left, Qin Yulan would wait for her at home, waiting for her to be alone and do something to hurt her.

"Ning Ning, let's have dinner together tonight. I'll wait for you downstairs."

As soon as the hands hit five o'clock, Song Shijing's message came. He didn't ask, but made a decision directly.

Ruan Youning bit her lip, hesitating whether to wait and leave directly through the back door.

And soon another message was sent in the dialog box: "In a few hours, it will be my birthday. Don't reject me, okay, Ningning."

Ruan Youning suddenly remembered what she said a few days ago. She was sad that she could not fulfill her promise, but Song Shijing just said: "Ningning, on your birthday, can I go to your studio to accompany you?"

His words were infinitely accommodating to her, and even to this day, even though she rejected him without any reason, he still made gentle requests that could no longer be simple.

Thinking of this, Ruan Youning felt guilty. She put on her woolen coat, got on her bag, and walked downstairs.

When she walked out of the studio door, she saw Song Shijing at a glance. His tall and slender figure was set off by his black coat. His whole person was cold and dignified, which made people who came and went look at him.

And he was holding a cup of steaming hot drink in his hand, staring at the door intently, not caring about the eyes of others.

Suddenly, some of the past flooded into Ruan Youning's mind.

Song Shijing was always like this, no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, he was always waiting for her by the car. In the hot summer and cold winter, he would always hold a drink in his hand and hand it to her immediately.

She laughed at him for being stupid, why he was always waiting outside instead of coming indoors.

But Song Shijing said that these were not in the way. He was afraid that she wouldn't be able to find him, so he waited in the brightest place so that she could see him first.

Ruan Youning felt sour in her heart, and she couldn't help but stop one meter away from him.

From a distance of more than one meter, her expression was extremely serious, and she looked at the person in front of her bit by bit. She could clearly see that the coldness in Song Shijing's eyes completely melted away at the first sight of her.

"Ning Ning." He called her gently with crooked eyebrows.

He has always been who he is.

This thought suddenly came to Ruan Youning's mind, and some of the emotions in her heart could no longer be suppressed. She stepped forward and buried her whole body in Song Shijing's chest, feeling a very familiar sense of security.

"Ajing, I'm sorry, I neglected you today." Her voice was muffled, and she apologized first.

Then she heard his somewhat helpless words coming from above her head: "Apologise, I'm sorry again, Ning Ning, you are really not allowed to say such things again."

I should have apologized...

Ruan Youning thought so in her heart, but still responded obediently. She greedily smelled the scent of Song Shijing's body, and unconsciously wrapped her hands around his waist.

After a long while, she reluctantly let go.

She raised her head and said, "Ajing, let's go eat."

After all, this is a public place, and it would be too inappropriate to talk about love here.

Song Shijing touched Ruan Youning's hand inadvertently, concealed his depression, and said with a smile: "Okay."