She admitted that she was more afraid of the unknown tomorrow than the bullying.
She only hopes that she will grow up quickly, make money quickly, and escape from this abyss quickly.
The day when she ran away from her adoptive parents actually came earlier than Jiang Pan'er expected.
It was a winter after her evening self-study. It was very cold and the rented house was very cold.
As soon as her adoptive father saw her coming back, he cursed and asked her to get foot-washing water.
Jiang Pan'er lowered her eyebrows and quickly brought the foot-washing water. As soon as her adoptive father's feet touched the water, he cursed and kicked over the basin of water in anger.
Jiang Pan'er's face was numb, and she knelt on the floor and wiped the floor clean piece by piece with a rag.
She wiped it carefully, trying not to burn her hands.
She didn't know that her scene would be extremely dazzling in her adoptive father's eyes.
The next second, her adoptive father's shoe stepped over, rubbing and grinding the back of her hand hard.
The boundless pain made Jiang Pan'er cry loudly. She cried miserably for help, but she only received a cold look from her adoptive mother.
Her brain was almost dulled by the pain, but she could still hear her adoptive mother's words very clearly.
The adoptive mother's words were perfunctory, "Pan'er, your dad is in a bad mood. Don't make him angry."
I didn't make dad angry! I don't!
Jiang Pan'er screamed in her heart, but her bloodless lips were trembling and she couldn't say a single word.
After the shoes were taken away from her hands, Jiang Pan'er's eyes were filled with tears. All she could see was that her hands were bloody and bloody, with bones almost visible, and she had no feeling at all.
"Mom, my hand, please take me to the hospital to see my hand." She begged, but she only got ten dollars thrown over her.
"Go and see for yourself."
What can you see for ten dollars? Even the registration fee is not enough.
After Jiang Pan'er was briefly stunned, she became extremely desperate.
But her adoptive father snorted coldly and tore up her book in front of her: "Isn't it too little? Then just don't read it! You won't die anyway! What's the use of drawing meaningless paintings every day?" !”
That night, the pain in her hands kept Jiang Pan'er from feeling sleepy. The cold winter weather was far less than the coldness in her heart.
She watched helplessly as the blood on her hands grew cold and dried up, and the reluctance in her heart finally ended.
Because she owed money, most of her adoptive mother's salary was in cash, so Jiang Pan'er got it easily.
She took the three thousand yuan and her ID card and ran away overnight.
In that cold night, she was sweating profusely while running, and her heart almost jumped out of her chest, but she felt extremely happy.
Her new life has begun.
Why did you run to Yancheng?
Jiang Paner instinctively felt that if Yancheng was located next to the Imperial City, the public security would be very good. In this city, she would be safe and feel at ease.
The first thing she did when she ran to Yancheng was to go to the hospital.
After a long and tedious registration process, Jiang Paner finally met the doctor.
The doctor quickly performed a simple bandage and medicine, and told her that the surgery would cost 10,000 yuan. After paying the fee, you can have surgery immediately.
For fifteen-year-old Jiang Paner, ten thousand yuan is undoubtedly an astronomical figure.
She could only leave the doctor and work hard to make money.
But what can an underage and extremely beautiful girl do?
She went to an electronics factory that had no big age restrictions and worked hard to save money. She didn't get much kindness. On the contrary, she had to work twice as hard to get the same reward.
Being beautiful doesn't make her move less stuff or do less things.
Jiang Paner worked overtime almost day and night. Three months later, she saved up enough for the surgery, but it was too late.
Jiang Pan'er still remembers the regret in the doctor's words: "It's a pity. If I had come a month earlier, at least your hands wouldn't shake when holding a paintbrush."
At that moment, Jiang Pan'er was about to collapse, but she still didn't give up.
She endured the tremendous pain caused by her hands and used all her rest time to practice painting and writing over and over again.
Day and night, endlessly.
In an environment like an electronics factory, she is undoubtedly the most out of place.
It had been three years since Jiang Pan'er left the electronics factory. That year, she was eighteen years old and had a huge sum of money. The first thing she did after leaving the electronics factory was to find a school to study.
Because I don’t have a student registration or household registration, I naturally can’t go to a public school.
I went to learn painting, but was almost defrauded of all my savings.
What's even more frightening is that Jiang Pan'er found that she couldn't draw anything anymore. The paintings she once could draw easily and casually, but she couldn't draw anything anymore when she picked up the pen.
From then on, Jiang Paner gave up.
She works hard to make money. Sufficient finance is the most practical and practical thing.
It wasn't until she had enough money that she started painting again.
She will never be able to draw in the style of a teenager in her life, but her new style of painting has become a hit.
The new life bursting out from death is dangerous and fascinating. Even though people know it is an abyss, they will still jump down desperately.
No one knows that Variety, who is famous online, is actually Jiang Paner.
A month ago, she also received an email in her mailbox.
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The cold wind blew in from the window, and Jiang Pan'er slowly returned to reality.
Jiang Pan'er withdrew her thoughts and stared at the painting in the center of the wall without blinking.
The little princess in a tutu skirt cheered for joy, what a pure and flawless painting.
There was a hint of coldness in the corner of her mouth, but when she turned around, her face showed an extremely well-behaved expression: "If mom wants to make it up to me, please ask the best teacher to teach me how to draw."
Qin Yulan was shocked by Jiang Pan'er's request.
She thought Jiang Pan'er would ask for a house or a car, but Jiang Pan'er's answer was unexpected.
She nodded hurriedly, "Okay! I will definitely hire the best teacher and make you the most famous painter in Yancheng."
Qin Yulan felt a little resentful. If it weren't for Ruan Youning, why would her biological daughter have to learn painting now?
How can the paintings hanging on the wall now be Ruan Youning's paintings?
"Pan'er, if you find it an eyesore, I'll ask someone to dismantle these and throw them away later." As if venting his hatred, Qin Yulan said something flattering.
Jiang Pan'er shook her head and looked around. Suddenly, her gaze was fixed on a certain place, but she quickly moved her gaze quietly.
She whispered softly: "Mom, don't let it go. It's a pity." This sentence was true. She really felt that it would be a pity to throw away these paintings.
Qin Yulan snorted disdainfully: "What's a pity? It's not a pity at all!"
"Forget it, Mom. Don't do this." Jiang Pan'er repeated again with a serious look on her face.
Seeing Jiang Pan'er's persistence, Qin Yulan stopped arguing. As long as she could make up for Jiang Pan'er, she would agree to anything!
The two said and left the room.
Until the surroundings fell into silence, Ruan Youning opened the bathroom door and slowly came to the room.
She heard Qin Yulan and Jiang Pan'er's words clearly and didn't miss a word.
Looking at the paintings on the entire wall, she suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart.
She didn't know where this feeling of powerlessness came from, but she knew that whether intentionally or unintentionally, she had taken over Jiang Pan'er's life and everything about Jiang Pan'er.
After a long silence, she walked towards the door.
Ruan Youning lowered his head. As soon as he opened the door, his eyes first saw a pair of shoes.
this……
Ruan Youning looked up at the shoes in surprise.
And Jiang Pan'er seemed to be waiting for her here specially, the eyes that looked at her were extremely calm.
"You..." Ruan Youning opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
Being caught eavesdropping is more embarrassing than bumping into you!
Jiang Pan'er remained silent, with a smile on her face, "Shouldn't you thank me?"
Thank her?
Ruan Youning was stunned for a second, and soon realized what the thank you in her mouth was.
If Jiang Pan'er hadn't insisted, Qin Yulan would have thrown her things away with her temperament.
She opened her mouth and thanked her sincerely: "Thank you."
Jiang Paner smiled half-heartedly and did not answer her words.
Ruan Youning instinctively felt that this atmosphere was a bit strange. She didn't know what was wrong, but she felt that she and Jiang Pan'er should not be in such a harmonious picture.
Shouldn't Jiang Pan'er be angry and resentful?
She took over Jiang Pan'er's glorious life. Why was Jiang Pan'er so calm towards her?
Her confusion was almost written on her face.
Jiang Pan'er didn't say anything else, turned around and walked downstairs.
Ruan Youning followed two steps unconsciously, but was stopped by Ruan Langping.
dad?
Ruan Youning turned around, a little surprised as to why Ruan Langping was standing at the door of the study.
Didn't everyone just have dinner together downstairs? Why did it end so quickly?
Of course Ruan Youning didn't know that the meal ended quickly after she put down the bowl and chopsticks.
Ruan Langping saw the scene just now and couldn't help but sigh in his heart. He called out again: "You Ning, come to the study."
Ruan Youning could hear the heaviness in his words. She followed Ruan Langping's footsteps without saying anything.
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study.
Ruan Langping looked obviously tired. He sat on the sofa with complicated eyes. He didn't speak for a long time.
Seeing this, Ruan Youning took the lead and spoke: "Dad... I want to use the Ruan family's household registration book."
"Ajing and I have decided to go get the certificate on the 22nd."
"I'll accept it if I change my surname or name. I just want to use the Ruan family's household registration book temporarily."
Her tone was neither urgent nor slow, but there was a bit of nervousness on her face.
She didn't know if Ruan Langping would give her the household registration book...
Ruan Langping didn't know what Ruan Youning was thinking. He loved his daughter more than anything else. Not only did Qin Yulan devote all his love to her, but so did he.
Although his biological daughter was found, he still liked Ruan Youning more.
After all, he personally took care of the children who grew up. His feelings for Ruan Youning are deeper.
He admitted that he was partial to Ruan Youning and his adopted daughter.
If possible, he would agree to Ruan Youning's request without hesitation.
only……
Ruan Langping's face darkened a bit, and he said in a helpless tone: "You Ning, the household registration book is not with me now. Your mother... took away the household registration book early on the pretext of registering Pan'er's household registration."
"Needless to say, you and Shi Jing's childhood sweethearts have a romantic relationship. I totally agree with you two being together."
"It's just that your mother...she..."
Ruan Langping was helpless about Qin Yulan's behavior, but he had no way to persuade him.
In the final analysis, the root of everything was caused by him.
If he hadn't done something like adoption in a moment of confusion, there wouldn't be such an embarrassing scene now.
"At the beginning of the month, the Song family called and said they wanted to discuss the marriage. The household registration book... we should mention it when we discuss the marriage."
Ruan Langping's words were carefully considered, and he had no better way.
