"Are you sick from fear?" Zhou Hai couldn't help but joked after hearing Su Peng's words.
"Hey, that's not the case. I'm born with a big heart. I'm not afraid of danger. I'm a stable person."
Su Peng chuckled, with a look of contentment on his face, blinked his eyes, and began to boast without hesitation. After praising himself, he gave a thumbs up to Zhou Hai and praised: "You are also awesome, half a month later." I still remember what Dai Minmeng said in the last class, he was awesome."
"Okay, I'm back. You go back and have a good rest." Zhou Hai didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He ignored the Overlord guy and headed straight towards the single-room dormitory No. 8 with his backpack on his back.
Open the door and enter the room.
The room is clean and tidy, the items are neatly placed, the bed is brand new, and the light yellow tile floor is as smooth as a mirror, reflecting sunlight.
Zhou Hai closed the door smoothly, put his backpack on the desk, took off his regular clothes and hung them on the hangers, then picked up his personal toiletries, went to the bathroom, and took a simple hot shower.
After washing off the sweat smell from his body and feeling comfortable, Zhou Hai returned to the room, took out three photos from the inner pocket of his uniform, sat on the edge of the bed and lay back, in a state of lying down.
Inside the house, there was silence.
The faint scent of lavender permeates the air, refreshing the air inside the room.
It was approaching noon, and the already hot sunlight reflected on the windows of the room, with wisps of sunlight shining through the gaps in the curtains.
Lying comfortably on the bed, Zhou Hai breathed steadily, holding three photos that were extremely precious to him in his right hand. He looked at the girl from another family with a smile like a flower in the photo, the corners of his mouth curved a little, a smile appeared, and his eyes were full of soft colors. .
"I don't know how you are, girl." After looking at his future fiancée in the photo for a while, Zhou Hai murmured softly, his mind filled with smiles and images of other girls.
It is now late April, and comprehensive rescue training has been completed. Zhou Hai and other girls have suspended communication on the phone for 30 days.
After such a long time, Zhou Hai's longing for her became more and more intense, and his heart was filled with Zuo Xue.
Such a long time has passed. I wonder how Zuo Xue is doing, whether he successfully defended his thesis, and whether he is in good health.
"call……"
After some thought, he looked at the time and saw that twenty minutes had passed. Zhou Hai took a deep breath, closed his eyes, abandoned the thoughts in his mind, suppressed his thoughts about missing the girl, and tried to sleep and rest.
However, this time it was not successful. The brain seemed to be out of control, and the thoughts that had just been eliminated in the mind suddenly reappeared.
Zhou Hai closed his eyes and lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep and rest.
The old ways of resting are completely ineffective.
The whole person even became a little irritable.
"Write something." After a minute, Zhou Hai, who was lying on his side, suddenly opened his bright and energetic eyes and sat up.
Get up, get out of bed.
Zhou Hai came to the desk and sat down, opened the drawer and took out an unopened notebook and black pen.
After breaking the seal, he opened the notebook and turned to the first page. Zhou Hai sat at the table, holding a pen in his right hand, and started writing on the first page of the notebook.
"Zhou Hai's First Diary" - the title is written.
The words are in block letters, straight and beautiful.
This is the first time in my life that I have written a diary. I don’t know what to write. Maybe it’s not called a diary, but I suddenly want to write something.
Well, you can call it that I really want to write something about you.
Dear girl:
Today is the 30th day since we stopped calling. I miss you so much, I want to hear your voice, see your smile, hold you and chat, and sleep with you in my arms. There are many things I want to do with you. I feel like I miss you today more than ever.
Because every time I think about you, I can hold it back, but this time I really can’t hold it back. I can clearly feel my disobedient brain, the unmaintainable calm state, and the thought of you again and again. In the past few days, In those five minutes, I almost completely lost the qualities that a good pilot should have.
I can't keep calm, this is something I have never experienced before, not only what it feels like to be aware of my own weaknesses, but also what it feels like to miss you every moment.
You are my weakness.
This feeling is something I have never experienced before.
Comrade Zuo Xue, please allow me to call you Comrade Zuo Xue just as I did during the revolutionary love decades ago.
I think, I do fall in love with you.
This is the first time in my life that I have fallen in love with someone, and it will also be the last time. Now I think back to my high school days with you and the short three days when I went to Star City to see you. Every cell in my body seems to be cheering and shouting together. A signal that I'm almost addicted to.
Xu Zhimo said - I will look for my only soul mate in the vast sea of people.
Comrade Zuo Xue, I think you are my only soul mate in this world. I am very lucky to have found you, even though the love relationship between us is caused by your pursuit of me.
However, this does not hinder my love and affection for you.
In my twenty-year journey of life, I have met and been in contact with many girls, but I have never been tempted by you. Only you have made me unable to stay calm.
Most of the time, you are like an orchid growing in the valley, quietly blooming your own beauty, not competing for it, just being yourself.
Occasionally, you will become a plum blossom in winter, blooming proudly in the wind and snow, never giving in.
There are also times when you are like the sentence describing the lotus in "The Theory of Loving the Lotus" - it emerges from the mud but is not stained, washes the ripples without being evil, is straight from the middle to the outside, does not creep or branch, and the fragrance becomes clearer far away.
Comrade Zuo Xue, you are so outstanding and outstanding. Every time I think of you as my girlfriend, I smile subconsciously and feel a little unreal, yes, every time.
To be honest, I never thought you would become my girlfriend, and I never thought you would actively pursue me. My comrades often say that I am as good as a monster, but I know that you are the one. Truly excellent.
You may not be the most beautiful girl in the world, but you are definitely the most suitable girl for me in the world and the best girl in my heart.
Thank you, Comrade Zuo Xue, for becoming my girlfriend.
As I write this, I suddenly feel lucky that I have enough ability and strength to protect you at this age when most people are most powerless.
Honey, how are you, how are you doing?
After writing so many things that I have always wanted to say to you, my heart gradually calmed down, so I decided to write something else.
Bawang said that this modification training will take at least four months. I can only talk to you after four months. To be honest, according to my learning progress, it only takes half a month for me to reach the solo flight standard, but I There are also comrades, everyone must be at the same pace, take care of them, and take your time.
There is one more thing I almost forgot to mention. I will become the acting captain during this training. You may want to call me Comrade Captain in the future, hehe.
This temporary training was finally over, and I saw the powerful side of our motherland. In this new training, in view of my outstanding performance and good luck, the organization awarded our carrier-based aircraft modification unit a collective second-class merit. I experienced a lot in the new base, and even went to South Korea, where I had close contact with the U.S. Navy and felt how powerful and advanced the other side was.
Seeing that powerful aircraft carrier and the United States standing behind it, as a Chinese soldier and a party member, I must work harder and be stronger to protect our motherland and nation, and to protect you.
If one day I die, please don't be sad, don't cry, and live well.
If there is a chance, if I still have ashes, then please scatter my ashes in the vast galaxy.
My name is Zhou Hai, and the sea of stars is my destination.
To the world, you are one person; to me, you are my whole world.
Love you and miss you, my dear.
April 25, 2020 - Zhou Hai.
