Not at night, more during the day.

Not at night, more during the day. (Page 1/1)

First of all, I'd like to apologize. There won't be any more at night. I'll try to update more during the day.

Now I feel very sad and uncomfortable. I can't sleep all night. I can't calm down and can't write words. I want to smoke, but I remember the doctor's instructions.

Today, no, or rather yesterday, at four o'clock in the afternoon, my golden retriever was lost in front of my house. Yes, it was lost. I don't know how it got lost. I just didn't pay attention to it for more than ten minutes, and then it seemed like it had never arrived. Just like my world, it suddenly disappeared.

After I got the news from my aunt, I rode my bicycle all over the town from 4pm to 8pm, asked the sanitation workers, called the police to investigate and monitor, called friends, posted about it, and even talked about it with book friends. Weibo help, four hours, like crazy, tried every means, but still no trace of it.

It disappears.

It suddenly disappeared.

After realizing this, I sat on the edge of the bed in a daze all night, until now.

My golden retriever is called Tomato. I have had it for more than a year. I have had it since my father passed away. I have had it longer than the time I spent writing this book. Every day, I will wait for me to wake up by my bedside and wait for me to wake up. I go to eat, like to roll on the floor, and like to cling to people. For me, it is a spiritual sustenance, which can make me feel at ease and make me feel less lonely. The girl I got to spend dinner with the day before yesterday is not as important as it.

But starting from today, the tomatoes waiting for me to wake up are gone, and a family member has disappeared.

This feeling was just like the one I had after my father passed away. I couldn't write or meditate. I was very irritable, dull, and cold.

I am a person who coexists with sensibility and rationality. Most of the time, I am used to thinking rationally and logically. I try to be as rigorous as possible. I am also used to smiling and being optimistic. However, at certain times, emotions can also occupy my brain. .

Sorry, I'm really sorry. I have to go to the police station tomorrow morning and make copies of the dog search notice. I will spend time continuing to search. The update will probably be around the afternoon, or it may be delayed.

The only good thing is that I didn't stop updating.

Good night today, all you little bosses.

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