However, he couldn't help but feel a sense of frustration in his heart.
For God's sake, who among us is the real relationship expert?
Is this logic reversed?
"We are not in love, the love period has long passed. In fact, before I met him, I had already thought about the scene when we are both old in the future. He calls me old woman, I call him old man, and the two of us are walking on the beach. Chatting about trivial household matters and growing old together."
Zuo Xue sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Zhang Chuxue, and a trace of longing appeared in her eyes. She recalled the scene of their first meeting in her mind and whispered: "Many times, when I think about it, I feel more romantic and interesting. I can't help but think about it." laugh."
Peaceful words, some yearning, some smiles.
"..."
Zhang Chuxue was in a daze, looking at Zuo Xue who suddenly changed her temperament and appearance, not knowing what to say.
Before I saw him, I was thinking about how he would grow old in the future.
Old woman?
Old man?
I feel like there is a generation gap between us.
A particularly big one.
Wait, no, it’s the feeling of gap.
"This meeting was barely a surprise for me. I hadn't seen him for a long time, but when I saw him suddenly, I was really shocked. You have to know that he suddenly stood at the school gate in a very far away place. What a sense of surprise. , it was a bit unbelievable, I felt very happy, but also very complicated. I felt wronged and wanted to cry, but luckily I held it all in, gurgling, don’t laugh at me.”
Zuo Xue was calm, with a leisurely expression. The corners of his mouth showed a graceful arc, and the tiredness in his body had dissipated by a third. After slowly speaking, he recalled the scene of the previous meeting, and his words were much gentler:
"Before meeting this guy, it was like online dating, um, maybe letter love? - In short, I was looking forward to it before meeting, just like everyone described meeting online friends before. After meeting, although it was not as unreal and romantic as described in the letter, But I felt solid and safe. This guy gave me another little surprise, but he was a little nervous, at a loss, and stupid. He was worse than me, so I had to speak first to save him. In terms of personality, compared to Lively and sunny, this time he is not as calm and sophisticated as he was in high school, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel that this should be his nature, a nature that he is willing to show me."
nature.
Being willing to open up and reveal your true nature speaks to unlimited trust.
Since she first became curious and interested in Zhou Hai in high school, Zuo Xue, who became more and more curious as time went by, began to understand Zhou Hai in depth. When she learned about Zhou Hai's ideals and family background, she was deeply shocked.
After his parents passed away, he was the only one left in the family. The pressure of life all fell on this boy's shoulders. He not only had to study, but also worked hard to make money to support himself. Under the pressure of the external environment, he had to be calm and sophisticated.
Since high school, feelings have been planted like seeds and have continued to grow.
After meeting for more than a year, Zhou Hai gave Zuo Xue a feeling that he was not as calm and sophisticated as he was in high school. He became a little cheerful, a little lively and a little nervous. It felt as if his original nature had been released and he was like a real person. A big boy in the sense of the word.
Of course, the real identity of this big boy was a 20-year-old active pilot in the major camp. Not only did she not disappoint her who had been waiting for a long time, but it also gave Zuo Xue deep surprise and emotion.
However, all these feelings were not expressed at that time.
There are some things that you can’t tell when you see through them.
Some words should not be too straightforward.
Just know it in your heart, no need to talk about it.
"Then, what happened next?"
Zhang Chuxue, who had transformed into a listener, was in a daze, her eyes fixed on Zuo Xue, feeling a lot in her heart without any intention of making fun of him.
It is normal to feel aggrieved and want to cry when you are happy.
Because this is military love.
Long-distance relationships are inherently miserable, and those of soldiers are even more miserable. As a girl, not only do you have to be frightened, but you also have to endure the loneliness of being alone. Only when you get along can you be released.
"Later, when I held hands for the first time, I felt very warm and natural. I was a little shy and didn't show it. Then, I started to use various new-age flirting techniques you taught me. However, at that time, my heart was very confused, happy, There were all kinds of expectations, fears, and grievances, but the result was a bit awkward, inconsistent, and a mess."
Zuo Xue's bright smile revealed happiness and interest, and she smoothed her hair with her right hand, which had a slight scar on it:
"I feel like laughing now when I think about it. My flirting skills are too new and I have no experience. I didn't handle the small details well. It was really a mess. These are one of the things I didn't handle well in the details during the first meeting."
The techniques of sultry in the new era originate from Zhang Chuxue’s words and deeds.
However, since the first time I used it, I felt like a new recruit on the battlefield with no experience, stiff and a little embarrassing.
Zhang Chuxue listened with interest and was a little curious: "Well, your little man didn't flirt with you?"
There is no ridicule in the heart, who can master a girl's first flirtation with a guy?
Regarding Zuo Xue's experience, she had basically predicted that the details of the first meeting were not handled well, but within the many predictions, there was no harm in failing to seduce him.
But, what about the little man who makes his iceberg goddess obsessed with him?
For more than a year, Zhang Chuxue only knew that Zuo Xue had a boyfriend, who was also a soldier. He had not seen her for more than a year. He was a boy in high school, but the specific information and identity were completely unknown. He kept it tightly covered, and even his name was unknown. have no idea.
"He? He was very nervous. Not only did he not buy me roses, he spoke stiffly and felt that I was like a monster that wanted to eat people. Later he realized my identity and had to work hard to create romance."
Zuo Xue picked up the warm paper cup and took a sip. She recalled how Zhou Hai was at a loss when they met five days ago. She shook her head in response and sighed softly. There was something hidden in the corners of her gracefully curved smile. A faint and imperceptible feeling of joy.
Happy.
Yes, happy.
He was nervous, forgot to buy roses, spoke stiffly, and lacked proficient flirting skills and sweet words. Although it had an impact on the first meeting, it showed one thing - that guy Zhou Hai had never hooked up with other girls.
It doesn't matter if we don't have any experience in real life dating, we can learn from each other and work together, just like kissing.
However, there is no room for betrayal.
Feelings also have a bottom line.
"Two inexperienced people, no, one is completely inexperienced, and the other is not fully educated. Well, I can already imagine part of the content of this meeting. It is indeed quite awkward."
Zhang Chuxue held her forehead, slightly helpless, thinking about it, realized something, and said bluntly: "By the way, you guys are holding hands so soon?"
"Shouldn't we hold hands?" Zuo Xue was a little confused.
"..."
Zhang Chuxue was silent, taking a deep breath and preparing to explain her point of view.
