Zhuang Tongtong fell in love with the tranquility of studying on the rooftop. She even gave the rooftop a name that made her feel at ease - Pure Land.
Because only here could she get a moment of peace and imagine that she was still clean.
Sometimes she can meet Xia Tian on the rooftop.
Xia Tian is very quiet. He always sits in a wheelchair and looks at the sky in the distance quietly, not knowing what he is thinking.
Xia Tian was missing a leg, and Zhuang Tongtong saw that one of Xia Tian's trousers was empty.
There have been rumors in the class that Xia Tian's whole family is mentally ill and his mother chopped off his leg with a knife.
But Xia Tian's academic performance is very good. He has already entered junior high school when he was only ten years old. It is said that he will soon jump to the third grade of junior high school.
Seeing that his academic performance was good, the school provided him with three free meals and a scholarship. The condition was that his grades should continue to be good, he should be the first in his grade in every exam, and he would be the top scorer in the high school entrance examination and the top scorer in the college entrance examination in the future.
In this way, the school will always give him rewards.
Originally, these words were not something that a child could understand, but Xia Tian, who had been dragging a disabled leg since he was a child, obviously knew what he needed.
Everyone is afraid of Xia Tian. Every time they hear the sound of the wheelchair turning, they frown in disgust.
Xia Tian's family is all insane, and they might kill someone with a knife at any time.
There were even students' parents who protested to the school, but the school wanted someone to save its reputation so much that it forced Xia Tian to stay.
However, they put Xia Tian alone in a corner near the front door so that they could observe Xia Tian's movements and even subdue Xia Tian.
Every week, a psychological teacher provides psychological intervention to Xia Tian through chatting.
On weekdays, students are not allowed close to Xia Tian.
Xia Tian is also very sensible and never spends time alone with the students when there is no teacher. Every time he has a self-study class or a physical education class, he will wheel his wheelchair and take the elevator to the rooftop alone, staring at the scenery in the distance in a daze.
The teacher was very satisfied with Xia Tian's knowledge. Anyway, Xia Tian, a cripple, couldn't climb over the safety guardrail of the rooftop.
What they want is Xia Tian's good grades, not Xia Tian's coming to school to make friends.
So this situation is just right now.
In this way, Zhuang Tongtong and Xia Tian took separate sides on the balcony and became tacit "friends".
But in fact, except for the time when Zhuang Tongtong was about to jump off the building, the two of them had never spoken.
Zhuang Tongtong knew that Xia Tian's family situation was not good, so she once saw Xia Tian secretly turning his wheelchair to pick up soda bottles at the school gate after everyone was out of school.
In order not to hurt her friend's self-esteem, Zhuang Tongtong took the initiative to clean up every day, and then gathered the remaining soda bottles from her classmates and divided them into two pockets and threw them out, so that her "friend" could save some energy.
The two of them spent a semester without announcing their new recruitment.
Although he will still encounter the most unbearable things after returning home, Zhuang Tongtong will always find a little flame of hope in his life.
When Zhuang Tongtong was in the first year of junior high school, Xia Tian was also in the first year of junior high school.
But when Xia Tian skipped to the third grade of junior high school next semester, Zhuang Tongtong was still in the first grade of junior high school.
There are two campuses, the junior high school and the high school. Knowing that Xia Tian would soon take the high school entrance examination and jump to the first grade of high school, Zhuang Tongtong also summoned up the courage to ask Xia Tian if he wanted to be friends with her.
But before she could ask, she discovered that she was pregnant again.
Xu Ran was almost driven crazy by her second pregnancy and took her to the hospital again.
This incident made Zhuang Tongtong see clearly the gap between herself and Xia Tian. Xia Tian was such a clean person, but she was already deep in the quagmire.
From that day on, Zhuang Tongtong never went to the rooftop again.
She did not give up on herself, but secretly vowed in her heart that she must become strong and leave the terrible hell as soon as possible.
But Xia Tian, she was ashamed to see him again.
After the summer vacation, Xia Tian went to the high school, while Zhuang Tongtong continued to stay in the junior high school.
But Zhuang Tongtong still maintains a habit, which is to clean up the class every day, pack the soda bottles, and send the soda bottles across the campus to the trash can at the high school.
Although she couldn't say it out loud, in Zhuang Tongtong's heart, Xia Tian was her only friend and the only pure land in her heart.
After two years like this, Fang Zhenyu announced that he would send 15-year-old Fang Xinru to study in high school abroad.
Xu Ran was very happy about this. She didn't know what was wrong with her body. She had been married to Fang Zhenyu for thirteen years, but she had never been able to conceive a child.
Zhuang Tongtong has aborted six children in succession over the years, making her a laughing stock in the eyes of all insiders.
Except for Fang Xinru, everyone in the house knew about Zhuang Tongtong and Fang Jianyu. Everyone in the house tacitly kept silent just to save their own jobs.
This also made Zhuang Tongtong mistakenly believe that only she, Fang Jianyu and Xu Ran knew about her being bullied.
After learning that Fang Xinru was going abroad, Zhuang Tongtong was also very happy. She was Fang Xinru's follower. If Fang Xinru went abroad, she could move to the school dormitory openly.
In this way, no one will find out what happened to him, and those terrible things will become a nightmare.
In the past two years, she has been deliberately failing in exams. As long as she can perform normally in this exam, she will be able to pass into an ordinary high school.
At that time, she can leave this hell openly.
This realization made Zhuang Tongtong live full of energy every day.
But just the day before the high school entrance examination, the scandal about Zhuang Tongtong was spread everywhere. He was a scumbag, stole while cleaning, had a miscarriage, and one heavy hammer hit Zhuang Tongtong on the head one after another.
Everyone avoided her like the plague, as if she had some disgusting virus.
One hammer after another hit Zhuang Tongtong on the head. Finally, overwhelmed, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building...
After her death, her soul flew out and wandered aimlessly in the world, and also saw everything that happened next.
After she committed suicide, Xu Ranlai collected the body and took her directly to the crematorium. A few hours later, her body turned into a pile of ashes, which was scattered into the sea by Xu Ran.
The school compensated Xu Ran a large amount of money. Xu Ran took the money to the mall and spent it all in just one day.
Zhuang Tongtong had a strange feeling in her heart. Her daughter didn't seem so useless. At least her mother was very happy.
In the days that followed, Zhuang Tongtong didn't know what she was looking for. She just wandered around the world aimlessly.
It has been more than ten years since this happened, and it seems that everyone has their own happy ending except for herself, but she has not left a single memory in anyone's heart.
It's also possible that people are afraid of dirtying their mouths by mentioning her.
Just when Zhuang Tongtong was feeling bored and was about to disband on the spot, Xia Tian came back.
