I looked at it carefully and asked, "Did Zhi'an have an accident?"
*** Wu thought to himself: "To be precise, it was an accident that brought out the disease."
*** said that one night seven years ago, a group of people came to Zhi'an. They didn't know what they said during the meeting. Zhi'an immediately followed him and ran out. He just brought his personal Taoist boy with him and left everything behind. , didn’t even say anything.
At that time, no one knew what was going on. Only when the little Taoist boy came back later did they know what happened.
It is said that that night, Zhi'an followed a group of people to the baby's grave, saying they were looking for someone.
As a result, I got anxious and fell into the water on the road. After struggling for a while, I managed to climb ashore.
Zhi'an's Qinggong was so good that it was not a big deal if he fell into the water and got cold. However, after being out in the cold wind all night, he lay down when he came back.
Until this time, no one thought anything big would happen.
Who hasn't had a cold?
But this cold only lasted for a month. Even an ordinary person would have recovered early, let alone someone like Zhi'an who practiced qigong all year round.
This group of people was belatedly aware of the problem, and only then invited an old Chinese medicine doctor from outside.
As soon as this man felt his pulse, he immediately came to the conclusion that he would not live longer than five days at most, so he should quickly explain his funeral arrangements.
Since Baiyun Palace had just recovered at that time, there were not many Taoist priests, let alone any alchemists, so we could only continue to hire doctors from outside.
Everyone came to the same conclusion. It was not a big deal that Zhi'an fell into the water, but the problem was that he had something on his mind.
Traditional Chinese medicine emphasizes that the five elements are aligned with the five internal organs, and fire is directed at the heart. If the fire in the heart cannot be discharged, it will remain in the liver.
Logically speaking, this kind of thing is not a terminal illness.
According to the old royal rules, find an empty house with no one around, lock the door outside, and let him live a day of hunger and cold. When he gets angry, he will curse in the house. When he curses, he will let out the anger in his heart.
This method sounds unreliable, but it actually works really well.
At that time, these people already knew that Zhi'an could be saved, but they did not expect that the cold air they received invaded the body, and the internal heat and the internal heat repel each other in the body.
When the cold air is trapped outside and the heat cannot escape, it is a real stagnation that becomes irreversible.
After much trouble, Zhi'an no longer allowed the doctor to come. He just asked someone to write down his last words. In order to ensure the authenticity of this thing, he specially signed it.
Hearing this, I burst into tears.
Who else could they go to to find a baby's grave?
Of course it is me!
Because of my incident, Liu Zi lost his hat, Zhi'an passed away, and I don't know what will happen in the future...
At this time, there were only two words in my mind: sinner.
That's right, I am the one who sinned unforgivably!
Many years ago, I had thoughts of committing suicide, but as time went by, the thoughts faded.
Years later, this idea came to my mind again.
Regardless of suffering or suffering, I can accept these.
The only thing I can't bear is the debt of conscience I carry in my heart.
It's terrible, it's terrible!
I looked at Baiyun Palace in silence for a long time, and suddenly felt that this shouldn't be the case.
Even if I die, I have to resolve the matter in front of me first.
Although the woman in front of me was very frank and couldn't find anything wrong with her words, from the bottom of my heart I didn't want to believe that Zhi'an was gone.
I cleared my throat and whispered, "I want to see Zhi'an's suicide note. Is it convenient?"
"Are you really his friend?"
"The person he was looking for at the baby's grave was me."
After a pause, I added: "If I'm right, there were men and women who came to see him that night. The man was very thin, the woman was very tall, and there was also a young boy."
