When I looked back and saw the first year of junior high school, I felt calmer: "Why did you follow me here?"
"This is my home, why can't I come?"
I looked around and asked suspiciously, "Your home?"
"Yes, home is where you are."
I was startled, then waved my hands with a wry smile: "Forget it, I am no longer me, you'd better leave as soon as possible."
"In my heart, you will always be you."
I deliberately stared: "Are you here again?"
"You know that I can't speak to you, but you choke me with your words every time?"
Chuyi smiled slightly: "Your Majesty, I love you."
"Go, go." I waved my hand impatiently: "Stop making excuses here and leave quickly."
"You can leave, but you have to give me a reason."
I discovered a long time ago that she is more difficult to deal with than Ji Canghai and Xiaobai.
After all, she was also a daughter of a wealthy family during her lifetime. Her vision and knowledge must be higher than ours, and she is even three points better at arguing.
I hesitated for a moment and chose to compromise.
"If I tell you, will you leave?"
"Well, you go ahead."
I had nothing to hide from her, I told her everything.
Chuyi listened quietly and asked, "What next?"
"What happens next?" I couldn't help but raise my voice a lot: "Stop pretending to be stupid with me."
Chu Yi took a few steps forward, but I quickly stopped him: "Aren't you afraid of me? Stay away from me!"
"Yes, I'm afraid of you." Chu Yi kept walking: "But I'm even more afraid of you leaving."
"Your Majesty."
Chu Yi's expression became serious: "I understand, if I hadn't been kidnapped, there would be no entry into the Sangmen Star Lord, and nothing else would have happened."
"I just want to ask you one thing." She said word by word: "Is it worth it for you to do this?"
I asked myself this question.
Today, I have beat up defenseless old neighbors, and used charlatanism to deceive Liu Haigang out of 20,000 yuan.
Everything I do now is contrary to my original intention.
"I went to hell to save you, so I can only become an evil ghost."
After a few seconds of deathly silence, I spoke softly again: "You don't have to ask me if it's worth it. I can only tell you that a person's life needs a mission after all."
"Well said!" Chu Yi nodded vigorously.
"But I believe that even if a death row prisoner is behind bars, his dream as a child was definitely not to be a bad person."
I could feel the sharpness in her eyes, a gaze comparable to the tip of a knife.
"What about your original intention?"
I suddenly felt a kind of judgment.
If my original intention was to become a Taoist priest dedicated to doing good, then I am irredeemable now.
Uncle Ya said before that evil people in the world will definitely find a particularly honorable reason for themselves before doing bad things.
It's not to establish a character, it's mainly to be able to look directly at myself.
At this time, I had no judgment about what I had done before, and I didn’t know how to characterize it.
After a while, I calmed down and said softly: "I can't persuade you, so you don't have to persuade me."
"I didn't intend to persuade you at all."
Chu Yi responded seriously: "I want to tell you that no matter you are in hell or heaven, I am the arm you can rely on."
"You don't have to remember your childhood dreams, it doesn't matter, I will protect them for you."
My eyes turned red and I almost cried.
Now that I have betrayed all my relatives, now that I can hear such a sentence, I just feel like my heart is shocked.
"Well, you have your reasons, I won't stop you."
"Hmm..." I hesitated for a moment: "You can be my spy. At least, I need absolute safety."
Chu Yi smiled calmly: "I will definitely live up to my trust."
In fact, this is just my last resort.
The more people care about me, the more I should protect them instead of letting them live apart from me.
At this moment, a dexterous figure jumped in from the window.
The one who was more panicked than me was the first grader.
