Shen Shi'an extra.
Shen Shi'an watched helplessly as his father was beaten to death by his nominal mother.
Before he died, my father reached out to cover his eyes, but unfortunately he was kicked into the corner by the woman, and the two of them were too far away.
My father once said that the woman loved him very much, could talk sweet words to her, and was always there regardless of the weather. Even if she was beaten, she would go to the building to see him and give her snacks from outside.
But what he saw was different. The woman would drink when business was not going well, and then come back to beat the father and son.
Later, when he grew up, the woman dressed him in nice clothes and took him to meet his business friends with a smile.
Only then did he realize that the woman could also smile, speak nicely, and call out to him gently: An'er.
If there is no sentence: "Come and have a drink with this sister."
Then he will think that she has gotten better...
All he could think of was threatening suicide to those disgusting women, which thankfully worked.
Later, the woman's business failed and she sold him to the door of the flower house, took the money and ran away.
He hit the stone pillar hard. Even if he died, he would not accept serving a woman!
But one girl was different. The girl he saw for the first time when he woke up was covered in blood, and he fainted from fright.
Later, the woman took a man to strip off his clothes, and he was extremely frightened.
He, a weak man, couldn't resist at all, so he could only make an agreement with the girl to treat her as a guest.
The girl was very kind to her husband, and her husband also thought of her as his wife.
Something bad happened to that husband. If it had been another woman, he would have been beaten to death long ago.
But the girl comforted her husband softly and didn't mind at all.
At that moment, he was shaken in his heart. Maybe not all girls were like his nominal grandmother and those disgusting women in business.
He was afraid that the girl would suddenly change one day, get tired of him, and drive him away.
He tried his best to stay and stay longer, so he used a straightforward and clumsy method for the first time.
He even took off his clothes, but the girl was unmoved and kept talking about whether he loved him or not.
Did his mother love his father? He didn't know.
But his father loved him.
But he doesn't understand and doesn't believe in the love between a woman and a man.
When the girl left the door, he felt not only disappointed but also a little sad.
The sourness got worse as the girl stopped talking to him warmly, and finally he was so sore at night that he couldn't sleep.
He thought that he must be sick.
Later, the bad woman came to cause trouble again. He would not let such a good girl get hurt, and Xing Geer was also very kind to him. They should live a happy life.
He knew that there would be guards to protect his safety when he went back, but he didn't want to go back.
This bad woman is a piece of shit, why should she disturb Miss Lin's life because of him.
As for what would happen to him, he didn't think about it. Maybe it would be better to die.
But in the end, Miss Lin came to save him and almost got hurt because of him.
He began to panic and become delusional. He thought that Miss Lin would treat him the same way she treated Xing Geer.
Fortunately, the ending was good, and Miss Lin accepted him.
At that time, he didn't know whether he loved his wife or not.
He only knows that he loves his wife very much now.
A clear child's voice sounded: "But I still don't understand the love my father is talking about. It's too difficult to understand~"
Shen Shi'an came to his senses and nodded the little carrot head in front of him.
"Didn't you want to hear the story about me and your mother? Now you are making trouble because you don't understand, and you are asking for a beating."
The little carrot head flattened his mouth and ran to Lin Shu: "Mom, my father is not gentle at all as you said, he is so fierce now!"
Lin Shu smiled and picked up the child, "You can't say that about your father. Your father is a very gentle man and a very gentle father."
Shen Shi'an glared lightly, "My wife, you always dote on him, you don't act like a boy."
Lin Shu sat next to Shen Shi'an, "What does it mean to be boyish? No one dictates what a person should be."
“It’s best for the people in my family to live their own happy lives.”
"Just like you, you are becoming more and more straightforward now, and you don't mince words when you speak. I like it very much."
Shen Shi'an put down the embroidery frame he had just picked up, and his eyes became gentle.
"Does the wife like me as I am now or as I was before?"
"I like it no matter what it looks like."
The child in his arms twisted his buttocks and said, "I don't understand, I don't understand."
Lin Shu put the child on the ground, "You will understand when you grow up. Some things cannot be described clearly in words. You can only understand if you feel it with your heart."
"I don't understand, I want to go play with my eldest sister~"
The little kid ran out of the yard in a hurry. Lin Shu and Shen Shi'an looked at each other and smiled.
There was an indescribable tenderness and tenderness in his eyes.
