I seemed to have been wandering in the dark for a long time.
I heard many people talking and discussing.
I also heard alarms that sounded like hospital equipment, and I could even detect someone constantly playing with my body...
In fact, I didn't hear most of what they said.
The clearest words are; death...miracle...unimaginable...
The consciousness is sometimes blurred and sometimes clear.
What I think about most is Xu Shiyu’s safety and grandma’s safety...
Finally, when I was able to control my own body, I couldn't wait, but it was extremely difficult to open my eyes.
The moment he opened his eyes, there was a white light, which was slightly dazzling.
It was as if my sense of smell was restored when I opened my eyes, and I smelled the pungent smell of the medicine.
I opened my eyes a little, and then I saw countless bouquets of flowers, fruit gifts, and a figure with his back to me placed at the head of my bed.
The figure was unusually thin, yet extremely familiar. Although the waist-length hair had lost its luster, it was neatly managed.
There was a man next to the figure. They were having a conversation. I could roughly hear it. The man was telling her to be stronger. Luo Shiliu was the hardest person he had ever seen. The hospital's medical records recorded this year. The number of times I have been to the hospital since then, this injury is not serious, it just has many complications, but it will be fine soon.
The man's voice was slightly familiar, but I couldn't remember who he was.
The woman softly said "hmm", and I immediately recognized that she was Xu Shiyu...
My heart trembled suddenly, followed by self-blame, followed by joy and thankfulness. Various emotions were mixed together, and I had mixed feelings.
Under the control of this complex emotion, I seemed to be a little stronger, I opened my eyes more, opened my lips with difficulty, and said: "Poetry... Shishi..."
Suddenly, the room became quiet.
The silence was as if you could hear a needle drop.
"Wake up... wake up?!" The man's voice was full of surprise.
The thin woman's figure turned around quickly.
What caught my eyes was Xu Shiyu's haggard face. Fortunately, her face looked better than before, and her cheeks had the normal blush and blood color.
She trembled her lips, obviously wanting to speak, but before the words came out, her face was already filled with tears.
She opened her arms and wanted to throw herself into my arms, but then she paused again, closed her arms, and held my cheeks with trembling hands.
"I thought...you...were going to leave me." Her choked voice contained an uncontrollable tremor.
Xu Shiyu touched my face, and she carefully placed her face on my cheek.
She was crying with joy, but the sadness in her words was soaked in all the emotions, which immediately made my heart extremely sour and my eyes burning.
Only then did I realize that there was a lot of gauze wrapped around my left chest, as if it was a plaster. No wonder Xu Shiyu didn't dare to touch it.
Warm tears fell on my skin, and they quickly became cold, but more tears fell even faster, and the warmth continued.
I raised my hand with difficulty, the pain almost made my body convulse, but I still endured it and did not dare to make the slightest sound.
Raising my arms with difficulty, I tried my best to hug Xu Shiyu's back.
Her body trembled suddenly, and then she carefully leaned on the right side of my chest.
Her cheeks were separated, and some hair strands were stuck together, which she pulled away as she stood up.
She leaned against me for a long time, trembling slightly the whole time. Although she couldn't hear any crying, her tears almost soaked the clothes on my chest.
I patted her back gently, and under the touch, I could feel Xu Shiyu's thinness even more.
The joy in my heart was washed away, leaving only self-blame.
I choked and said: "I don't dare to leave you, and I don't dare to die. I have made you wait for a long time..."
"I'm sorry." My voice was extremely low.
From the corner of my eye, I saw clearly the appearance of the man next to him. Isn't this man Zou Weimin's boss, Xu Shiyu's superior, Luo Lin, whom I talked to at the door of the Public Security Bureau last time?
Luo Lin was also full of surprise at this moment, but he did not disturb Xu Shiyu and me. He just nodded slightly, stood up, and walked out of the ward.
Originally, Xu Shiyu's mood had eased a bit and her crying had almost stopped, but now she started trembling and sobbing again.
She cried for a long time before she raised her head tremblingly. At this time, her eyes were red, and her almond-shaped eyes, which were originally larger than ordinary people, looked even bigger due to weight loss, and were overflowing with tears, which made me feel even more pity and self-blame. .
"Soon, as long as you come, it won't be long..." Xu Shiyu pursed her lips and looked at me blankly.
We looked at each other like this for a long time.
I don't know where the strength came from, but I slowly raised an arm and lightly touched the back of Xu Shiyu's neck.
Opening my palms, I gently pushed Xu Shiyu down.
Her eyes suddenly showed panic again, but she didn't struggle, she just became more nervous.
She moved her head closer to me, and soon, her slightly cool lips were close to mine...
After a long time, their lips parted.
Xu Shiyu's face was already red. She wanted to get up, but she lowered her head and whispered that she would go find the doctor and come and take a look at me.
I smiled and coughed.
My coughing obviously startled Xu Shiyu again.
But I didn't let go of my hand and still held her.
I whispered to reassure her that I was okay.
Xu Shiyu didn't dare to struggle, she was obviously afraid of hurting me.
After a while, she gave up and leaned gently on my right chest again.
But she stopped talking and just leaned on her.
After calming down for a while, I finally calmed down.
I was about to speak.
But Xu Shiyu seemed to have a feeling.
She raised her head, pursed her lips, looked at me, and said softly: "Grandma is taking care of herself at Feng's house. She doesn't want to stay in the hospital. She said that the old ladies of her age in the hospital are all lifeless."
