The typo was later corrected] "I have lived too long!"
Peg Evelin’s voice became sharp:
"I have lived for too long, experienced too many years, seen too many people, and seen too many things, but...I am increasingly unable to forget those embarrassing things that have happened!"
"I once...when I was in school, on a birthday, I had a dinner with my close classmates..."
"At that time, we were all in boarding school and didn't have much pocket money in our hands. I... I hadn't awakened my contract ability at that time, and I didn't have much money in our hands... Our A group of friends pooled together money to celebrate each friend's birthday. In order to save money, I... I pretended to have changed the wrong money when raising funds, and gave that friend twenty copper dollars less, just because... .....You can save yourself twenty copper dollars."
"As if he was concerned about his friend's face, the friend I overcharged didn't...didn't expose my greed for taking advantage, and just took the change I gave him with a smile... ....”
"I knew at that time that he must have discovered my little thoughts, but...he just didn't say anything, didn't say anything...just smiled and patted my shoulder."
"Friendship will grow as time goes by. This trivial matter of only twenty copper dollars becomes more and more clear like a brand..."
"Time is like water, passing by in a hurry, but I can never undo this matter, and I can never undo the annoyance of taking advantage of me back then. Even...even if I become a contractor, I can make time better to a certain extent. Going back in time, but...but I can never change the fact that I was at the beginning - I am a person who takes advantage of others and cheats my friends!"
Moon Shadow Peg Evelin’s voice seemed to become sharper:
"Although it's just a trivial thing, it makes me uncontrollably painful every time I recall it. My... annoyance is getting worse, and my pain is getting worse. As I recall this incident more and more times, the small annoyance caused by this small incident seems to spread, making me unable to face it anymore..."
"I'm ashamed of myself..."
"Can you understand?"
"Understood!" Mo Zhi tried his best to keep his tone calm and replied slowly.
Peg Evelin smiled a little miserably, showing a few remaining teeth:
"Who could have known that a trivial matter of just twenty copper dollars would make me so upset that I couldn't face myself like this in the years to come!"
"Can you understand? No, you don't understand. You will only think that I am a madman who is struggling for only twenty copper dollars, a..."
Unpredictable waved his hand to interrupt her subsequent words, and expressed his understanding: "Although it is only twenty copper dollars, it has made you lose your character. Every time you think about it, you will feel regretful for your original mistake."
"What makes you even more painful is that although you have the ability to turn back time, you are unable to correct your original mistakes. This little bit of annoyance has gradually turned into an inner demon that you cannot face."
"Yes, it can't be changed, it can't be changed..." Peg Evelin's voice became a little sharper, and her eyes seemed a little bloodshot:
"Why, why did I do such a thing in the first place and leave such a shameful regret?"
Regret... Mobi feels that he truly understands Peg Evelin's emotional obsession at this moment. The point of regret is not the size of the matter, but the inability to change it.
A small mistake, a small regret, will gradually take root and form an inner demon that you cannot face.
This is a bit like... what Taoists say is that if you are tainted with cause and effect, you will continue to cut and the principles will remain chaotic.
Peg Evelyn's body gradually trembled:
"And...and...and...and..."
"When I was a girl, I was close to my neighbor's brother... We were childhood sweethearts."
"His family is well off, and he...has always liked me. Even his parents seem to be very satisfied with me and want to...let us be together in the future."
"Even later, his whole family moved to the city and we were no longer neighbors. His parents often took him back to their hometown to meet and have gatherings with my family... The parents on both sides got along like friends... ....”
"His parents also took good care of me. After I was admitted to college, when I came home during the winter vacation, because they lived in the city at the time, his parents drove me to their home and entertained me. Let us get along with each other for a few days, and then send me back to my hometown..."
"This is all...all human kindness..." Peg Evelin let out a long sigh in her throat, her hazy eyes penetrated the void, recalling the scene that year:
"But, I was ignorant back then... When he joked with me again and asked me if I would consider marrying him in the future, I... being ignorant and ignorant, I actually said it righteously, In front of him and his parents, he said he was too ugly... so ugly!"
"Even if I die, I don't want to marry you!"
Hearing this, Mu Zhi felt that his eyebrows wanted to jump in the state of nothingness.
"Now that I think about it, I am simply heartless..." Peg Evelin's tone rose again:
"I was so stupid that I couldn't look at myself! I rejected him so unsubtly and cruelly! And it was in front of his parents!"
"I...I could have used a softer approach. Even if I didn't want to, I could have said it more tactfully. But, I don't know why, I only had this one-minded thing in my mind at that time and chose the last option. Bad way!”
"Actually... I was really too young at that time, and I wasn't sure... whether I liked him... In fact, he wasn't ugly at all, he was tall and thin... He has a good family background, and... his feelings for me."
"If I could understand the so-called love earlier, if I could be more mature and truly understand whether I have him in my heart, maybe... I mean maybe, I would agree to him, really yes Might be his bride!”
"I don't even know what I rejected because of a stupid reply... Until many years later, until now, I still think about the original, possible alternative, if I really marry If you give it to him, he should be very happy."
"Maybe I will live a peaceful and happy life, or even be too peaceful to awaken and become a contractor, and just live a full and beautiful life like this."
"Unpredictable, can you understand?"
Unpredictable nodded slightly.
"This is also a small thing... But to this day, one hundred and fifty years later, whenever I think of my stupid reply at that time, I still feel regretful." Peg Evelyn Use your skinny arms to support the ground and struggle to stand up from the ground:
"I hurt him, hurt his family, and ended a potentially beautiful love in such a cruel way!"
"Just because of that sentence! A sentence that makes me feel extremely stupid even now. I...even in the rest of my life, I don't dare to recall the original embarrassment, and I don't dare to think of him again."
"I'm full of guilt for him. Obviously...it's obvious that he is so kind and his parents are so kind to me, but I...well, it's irreversible, it's also irreversible, even if I have the ability to turn back time, but I can’t change the original facts!”
Peg Evelin seemed to be in high spirits, and her whole body was shaking violently:
"It's the little things like this, the little things that make me regretful, that make me...form into situations that I can't face, and make my regrets magnified. This is my emotional obsession. read......"
"I have lived for too long, and the regrets and stupidities of the past hurt me deeply, making me increasingly unable to face, control, and face it."
"Iron God! He gave me the ability to turn back time, but it made me never be able to go back to the beginning, unable to change my stupidity, unable to...make up for the wrong things I did!"
The bone-breaking talisman suddenly spread from Peg Evelin's body, with a faint tendency to explode.
In the entire space of consciousness, countless scenes of light and shadow playback appeared again, and the content inside was played as fast as fast forward.
These are the memories of Peg Evelyn, one by one...similar to the "little things" she just talked about. These little regrets seem to be gradually becoming more and more painful as time goes by. It stung Peg Evelyn's heart and intensified her madness.
Mo Zhi understands that this is the critical point where emotional obsession breaks out.
Moon Shadow Peg Evelyn has the contract ability to control time, but she cannot change the regretful facts.
Emotional obsession...the strange connection with the contract ability, I feel like I have a glimmer of understanding, but I can't think much about it.
Because the Peg Evelin in front of her is going crazy!
He has seen the patriarch of the Megan family go crazy and die in front of him, but now, it is completely different from that time - Yueying is a Qing level!
After the crazy explosion, the entire Huanhe Temple will definitely be razed to the ground.
what to do?
Unpredictable strives to calm himself and manipulate the few sources of symbols in his consciousness...
Yueying's emotional obsession is ultimately "regret", regret for the stupid things she has done in the past!
Who would have thought that seemingly trivial things can actually create permanent psychological trauma in people, so that the wounds get bigger and bigger, until they are finally unable to face it!
Unpredictable wanted to try his own way of controlling memory, using his contract ability to delete those regretful images that Peg Evelin didn't want to recall.
However, he quickly rejected this idea because... there were too many memories!
There is simply no way to delete them all right now! Even if it can be deleted, it is impossible for the green-level boss to completely forget these embarrassing memories. After all, the suppression of the level exists, and his ability cannot produce the best deletion effect.
In front of her eyes, Peg Evelin's body seemed to be expanding, and the talisman in her consciousness gradually propped up her originally thin skin, causing her to roar.
"Ah~~~~"
"Ah~~~ah~~~ah~~~"
She worked hard to adjust her body posture, keeping her blood-red eyes focused on the incomprehensible.
"You...escape..."
Escape from der! How to escape? Mo Zhi wanted to curse angrily, but he still controlled himself from swearing. Who knows whether this would bring about an impending crazy explosion in advance?
etc......
At this moment, Mo Zhi's heart suddenly moved.
Let me escape...
Does this mean that Moon Shadow Peg Evelin still has normal thinking and consciousness?
Is it just because of crazy obsession that is overturning the original reason?
Is this how emotional obsession works?
Is this... The unpredictable consciousness swallowed a mouthful of saliva that did not exist, and thought rapidly in his brain.
Yes! This is similar to... to put it simply, the mentality is broken!
This is a psychological problem!
And I... the nightmare is the representative of manipulating people's hearts.
Yueying...The two little things Peg Evelyn told about, which made her annoyed, made her regretful, and made her unable to face the psychological trauma, were actually...also because she had a normal and rational mind afterwards. thinking, and thus feel unbearable for the original stupidity.
Mozhi took a deep breath.
Just now, in the conversation just now, Yueying seemed to have regained his senses and regained control of his mentality for a short period of time, even when he said that he had many "regrets".
It should be empathy... It makes her feel that I also have those regrets, those experiences that I can't face, so that my psychology can temporarily regain balance.
A dead horse is treated as a live doctor! Just have to give it a try!
Unpredictable suddenly raised his head and shouted to Peg Evelin, whose body had begun to swell:
"nobody is perfect!"
"nobody is perfect!"
"..."
These three sounds enveloped the symbol source and resounded throughout the entire consciousness space.
Three times in a row, ensuring that Peg Evelyn, who still retained the last bit of sanity, could hear it.
Sure enough, Peg Evelin seemed to hear the unpredictable shouting, and there was a trace of hesitation in her blood-red eyes.
Unpredictability strikes while the iron is hot:
"No one is perfect! Everyone... everyone has times when they are childish and ridiculous, and they all have immature personalities. This is the price of growth!"
"No one...has wise thinking and a sound personality since birth, let alone...has a flawless experience without any regrets!"
"Lord Yueying, do you understand?"
These few words made Peg Evelin's swelling body come to a standstill.
Her blood-red eyes only stared at the unknown, but the focus seemed to be no longer there, as if she was trapped in some kind of cycle of self-doubt.
Seeing that it was effective, he quickly organized the language. At the same time, he looked for the way his sister Luo Sheng was doing psychological counseling for clients, and imitated a more approachable but calm voice:
"People always have regrets... All people will have such and such regrets. This is something we cannot avoid, let alone avoid."
“Some people regret for the rest of their lives because they have lost important relatives, some people deeply blame themselves for missing opportunities, and some people are ashamed and upset because they feel ashamed of others, but... these are part of life! "
"It is precisely because of these regrets that our existence is more meaningful! We can recall these regrets and make the future more perfect..."
"If a person's experience is perfect without any regrets, Lord Yueying, don't you think this is terrible?"
"A perfect person...what is the meaning of his existence? Looking back on the flawless experiences in the past, what kind of future can he imagine?"
"Those things you regret are the precious assets of you, Moon Shadow Priest Peg Evelyn. Since you can't change the facts of the past, why not learn from them... By the way, you, Lord Moon Shadow , you have realized the stupidities in the past that were difficult for you to face up to. Doesn’t this mean that you are more rational and mature than you were then?”
Peg Evelin's blood-red eyes seemed to have regained a trace of clarity. She no longer stared at the unpredictable, but was thinking in a trance.
At the same time, the swollen symbol source on her body was dissipating...
She murmured to herself:
"Everyone has regrets..."
"Everyone has an unforgettable experience..."
"Everyone...is stupid sometimes..."
"Imperfection... is..."
"What is the meaning of existence?"
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