Thank you letter! Happy Children's Day in advance!

Thanks to [Worst Wine] brother for the 9,000 coin reward over the past month, and thank you to [ReKnight] [National Girl] for the reward.

Thanks to [The Drunkard's intention is not to drink] [Pain Mask Dominator] [Rscream] [Book Friends 20200421130527471] [Huihui Weng] [wonderD] [Baili Yingcai] [Forever DE Black] [∣ Delusion] [Professor Ozpin] [Hao Lei] [Ancient Style and Flowing Water] [Money and Violence Make People Gentle] [Listening to Books Demon] [AI Yan Yan] [Feng Ye] [Tang Xie Yuan] [Little Beidou and I] [Midnight Cultivation 12131] [Love Sweet Tooth Little Red Riding Hood] [Now listening to the rain under the monk's house] [ReKninght] [akb9999] [Leather | Pikachu] [The worst wine] [Africa's first warrior] [The idiot party bows down] [Book friend 100615234923739] [Hai (+ )【Yogurt is going to break the sky】【Feng Xiaoran】【Kilin looking up at the starry sky】【Helium Neon Argon Krypton Fairy】【Book Friends 20190925174006338】【Amobi】【Maria's Sky】【Rscream】【Hearing the song without knowing the sound】 [Book friend 20180714021518144] [Book friend 20170728025413103] [Locksmith JerryLi] [Eludecia] [This virgin bitch was fooled] [Chapter after chapter] [Shab_Nicholas] [Legal Director] [Book friend 201770314181717645] [ Storm Laogao] [Jun Tian Qiu Hao] [Nian 5430] [Dark Master] [Heavenly Wind] [My Wife is a Little Fairy] [auto888888] [Seaside Deadwood] [Book Friends 150705211229363] [Zhuang Zhou o Mengdie 】【Lord of Feihong】【=Hickey_ZY】【Dadali】【Knowing Heroes with a Wisdom Eye】【Book Friends 150705211229363】【Book Friends 20180405191741795】【Yueyingxingmeow】【Book Friends 20190925174006338】【Zhuge Pengcheng】【sildern】【 Su, Xiaodi] [*天jealousingxing] [Yiren is pitiful] [Shanzhai Liangpi] [It is beneficial to turn over the book] [Sunset Yan Xi] [Eternal Day] [YeatsLover] [Book Friends 20191106213950835] [Silence of the Lambs] [Dream Fengyun] [] [Suddenly forgot the name that came to mind] [Book Friends 100615234923739] [mogoodness] [Feng Yushang] [Cang Yuan Vitality] [Calm and Super Crazy] monthly pass.

There are also everyone who voted for recommendation, whose names I remember all the time, because there are too many to list them all here.

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In the past month, I have been sleeping a little less, and there are all kinds of things at home. In addition, there are some problems with my state. It is really difficult to ensure that the updates are not interrupted this month.

I would like to apologize to all my friends who are following me.

There are not many updates every day, and I am really embarrassed to receive your support... Lao Sui is a bit thin-skinned, and he knows that what he does is not good enough, so this whole month, Lao Sui has not been embarrassed to leave a message asking for monthly tickets and recommendation votes. .

In terms of status... This feeling is very strange. I always feel that I am not satisfied with anything I write, and everything I write is garbage. I am also worried that everyone will be dissatisfied with the updated content.

This puts you in a weird circle, you want to write, but you feel you can't write well, plus you constantly put pressure on yourself, which makes you feel very helpless... Generally speaking, it feels like you have suddenly lost your code. Confidence, ego psychology hints to yourself that your writing is not good, your writing is not good...

During this period of time, I didn’t even dare to read book reviews... As this book has sold over 700 orders, more and more negative reviews have made me want to cry... Those who have been chasing books know that I I read almost every book review on Sleeping, and I am happy to accept everyone's opinions. However, the increasing number of mindless trolls is really frustrating... Sometimes a negative review can make the original few coders impulsive. Disappeared again.

Most of the time this month, I couldn't write a single word while sitting in front of the computer for two or three hours.

So...it won't work if you don't adjust your state. Lao Sui said that he is not someone who can't look away, and he has been working hard to adjust.

A friend left a message and said that the biggest problem with Laosue now is the update speed. I admit this...the update volume of 4,000 words cannot sustain the plot of the content in a day, which will make many friends who follow the reading feel unsatisfied. There is also a sense of suspense and expectation that remains unmet.

Really, because I have the support of so many friends, I have the motivation not to give up. Without you, I might really be unable to hold on...

You are really the motivation to support me. Several friends left messages on the latest chapter: "Go and code!" "Hurry up!" "Urge for updates!" and other words, Lao Sui looked at them after reading them. The computer had a smile on its lips, but tears fell uncontrollably.

Really touched!

This may be the only comfort a person can have.

Fortunately for you!

Fortunately...as the whole of May comes to an end, this kind of negative emotion that is difficult to explain is fading away, and I still feel that my state is recovering rapidly. In the last few days, I have not only sorted out the outline of the following, but also feel relaxed every day. Completed the task loosely.

In June, let’s see how it performs! ! !

Will definitely work hard!