Chapter 111: There will always be regrets in life

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"So what if I'm here? It's a pity that I still haven't been able to see Taoist Master Banyun for the last time." Jiao Qiu'er was filled with emotion.

Mao Sandao squatted next to Jiao Qiu'er and comforted softly: "There are windy days, rainy nights, and there are people who have missed it. There will always be regrets in life, and everything will not be perfect."

"This is how life should be." Jiao Qiu'er looked at Banyun's grave and asked, "Did you let the goose go?"

"Huh?" Mao Sandao frowned slightly, "What?"

"I said you put this roast goose here, right?" Jiao Qiu'er pointed at the two roast geese on the grave that no longer looked attractive in color.

"Yes." Mao Sandao nodded lightly, "This is my last bit of kindness."

"I'm interested." Jiao Qiu'er placed the roasted goose and sighed, "I remember that the Taoist priest liked to eat roasted goose. I used to think about bringing him two when I was free one day, but it's a pity..."

Mao Sandao let out a long sigh and looked at Banyun's grave with a confused look, "Many things are like this. Once you react, it may be too late. Just like parents and family members, we always want to wait until we are done with our work and have time to spend time with you. Accompany them, but by the time we are really free and busy, it may be too late.”

"You are right." Jiao Qiu'er curled his lips and shook his head slightly, "No one is perfect, and there are also good and foolish people. It is impossible for everything to go smoothly."

"Just try your best, don't think too much." Mao Sandao patted Jiao Qiu'er on the shoulder and stood up, "It's getting late, let's go back."

There are some things that cannot be controlled. Mao Sandao feels that after trying his best in everything, everything will be left to chance. His hands are so big and there are too many things that he cannot hold. He must learn to reconcile with himself.

Even if you continue to struggle, it will only increase your worries. Instead of doing this, it is better to live in the present, not thinking about the past, not fearing the future, and living up to the rest of your life.

There is always one or two things in the world that fill my hundreds of dreams.

Jiao Qiu'er looked at the time: "Well, it's getting late."

He stood up with difficulty. If it weren't for Mao Sandao's support, he might not have been able to stand up.

After walking a few steps, Jiao Qiu'er suddenly stopped, turned around and stared at the curtain wind tomb not far away, and spat heavily on the ground:

"Bah, damn sure!"

Mao Sandao didn't say anything, just smiled bitterly.

Back to the city, it was earlier than 5 o'clock.

Mao Sandao took Jiao Qiu'er back to the countryside, took Mao Qiu'er with him and returned to the city to send Jiao Qiu'er back to his residence.

Afterwards, he drove Jiao Qiuer's car back to the bookstore again.

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"Why is Dr. Xu getting off work so late today?"

Xu Qinghe put on his own clothes and walked across the nurse's desk. Nurse Xiaowei stood up and said hello.

Xu Qinghe smiled: "There are too many things to do, so I was delayed."

With that said, he hurried to the stairs and pressed the elevator.

Looking at Dr. Xu's profile, Xiao Wei murmured in a low voice: "With such good medical skills and temperament, Dr. Xu's wife is really lucky."

After being envious, she seemed to think of her own big pig's hooves again, and shrugged in disgust: "Oh, this guy can't be compared."

Ding!

As the elevator went upstairs, Xu Qinghe smiled at Xiao Wei, nodded, and walked straight in.

Arrive at the parking lot, start the car, and drive home.

Zhang Ying rarely went downstairs, so she sat beside the flower bed downstairs in the community as if she had lost her soul.

The atmosphere at home made her feel really uncomfortable, and she wanted to come out and get some fresh air.

At least as of now, she doesn't dare to run anymore. She feels that no matter how far she runs, Xu Qinghe will definitely find her like a ghost.

And once she was found, she couldn't imagine what would happen next.

The psychological shadow was like a layer of thick black glue, so sticky that it was impossible to remove it.

Therefore, the only place she dares to go far now is probably the park downstairs.

"Hey, isn't this our beautiful Zhang Ying? She usually never leaves the house without taking a step forward. Why is it so strange today?"

Not long after she sat down, Aunt Wu saw her and walked over with her dog. While saying a few words, she also had an indescribable philistine expression between her eyebrows and eyes, which was annoying.

"Oh, it's...it's Aunt Wu." Zhang Ying came back to her senses and subconsciously turned her head to cover the injury on her face.

The wounds exposed on the outside of her hands were still clearly visible to Aunt Wu.

She tied the dog leash to a tree trunk, took Zhang Ying's hand away without hesitation, and came close to Zhang Ying, almost face to face, nose to nose, and looked at her carefully, grinning with a mouth full of big yellow teeth, and a sharp look on her face:

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, what's going on with your face? Why is it swollen like this?"

"I..." Zhang Ying turned around and deliberately avoided Aunt Wu's sight, "I accidentally fell it."

"Thrown?" Aunt Wu obviously didn't want to believe it. She straightened Zhang Ying's body and said, "It doesn't look like it was thrown. Did Dr. Xu hit you?"

Zhang Ying didn't dare to tell the truth and shook her head gently: "He...he didn't hit me, I just threw it myself."

Zhang Ying did not admit it, but after all, Aunt Wu had "read countless people" when she was young. She could still tell from Zhang Ying's tone and expression that what she said was not the truth.

She sat down next to Zhang Ying and shook her head: "It's just the two of us here. You don't need to hide and hug me. You must have been beaten by Dr. Xu. Falling is not like this."

"Aunt Wu, I threw this myself." Zhang Ying argued weakly.

Aunt Wu seemed to always believe in her opinion. She looked at Zhang Ying who seemed to be angry for her:

"Actually, I have not been interested in you or Dr. Xu for a long time. Tell me, how good-looking you are? You are not much different from me when you were younger. Why did you fall in love with Dr. Xu?"

Doctor Xu's legs are really cheap. It would be embarrassing for a man if his limbs were not sound. If it were me, I would be embarrassed to say that he is my husband.

Besides, look at how well he disguises his appearance. He usually looks polite and honest, but now his true colors are revealed, right? Should I hit you or hit you? Don't be fooled by appearance.

No matter how good his medical skills are in the hospital, and no matter how good his reputation is, in the final analysis, it is your man who is the one to blame. If a man does something to you, there will be a second or third time in the future. Are you just going to endure it like this? "

After saying that, Aunt Wu swallowed her saliva, as if she were a warm-hearted person trying to defend others against injustice.

These words seemed to poke Zhang Ying's heart, and she no longer concealed it. She looked up at Aunt Wu and asked with a sincere expression: "Aunt Wu, tell me... what should I do?"

"Divorce!" Aunt Wu's expression matched her movements, her movements matched her tone, and she looked full of justice. "If you ask me, you must divorce. It's okay not to want such a man. Divorce as soon as possible and get out of the sea of ​​misery as soon as possible. There are so many men in the world, and Doctor Xu is not the only one.

If you leave him, you will definitely find a better man than him. Even if you don't find him, it's good to be alone. Just like me, walking the dog and chatting when I have nothing to worry about, isn't it quite comfortable?

Women, you have to know how to make choices, you have to make decisions when you have to, and you can't be sloppy in doing things, otherwise you will be bullied! "

When he was done, he didn't forget to add: "You were hiding something just now. Did I tell you right? You, Aunt Wu, are good at everything but have a unique vision. You can see clearly what a person is thinking at a glance."

"I understand all this. I really want to divorce, but... I don't dare to divorce." Zhang Ying was in a very depressed mood.

Aunt Wu waved her hands with a stern look on her face: "What's the point of not daring? Will Dr. Xu kill you? From my perspective, even if he has the heart, he doesn't have the courage!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Zhang Ying suddenly stood up in panic!

She saw Xu Qinghe with a gloomy face, standing two meters away from her and Aunt Wu, staring at them!

Moreover, Zhang Ying had no idea when he came!