"May I ask what the smell in my body goes with?"
Zhu Sijia squeezed the sheets tightly, her palms sweating from nervousness.
But for the first time, Shi Ye showed a helpless expression in front of her:
"I don't know what kind of medicine it goes with. The Fuyang in your body is very light. Maybe it's because you've been using it for a long time or it's been used sparingly. As for what medicine it goes with, I can't diagnose it."
Zhu Sijia's face turned pale: "Then...then was my body damaged?"
Since Shi Ye was not sure, she could ask another question and find out what kind of medicine she was being used to force her to avoid.
"Folk women should not jump to conclusions on this issue." Shi Ye showed unbearable expression, put away his things and stood up, "You were seriously injured this time, and your foundation was also damaged a lot. The issue of the heir may have been hurt by Fu Yang, and also Maybe he was injured by poison, but I can’t say so casually.”
"Within a year and a half, it will be difficult for you to conceive even if you don't use birth control pills. And regarding your inability to conceive, women believe that external causes are minor and internal causes are the most important. I don't know what you are worried about, so please don't ask for it. No matter how depressed you are, you will end up hurting yourself."
More seriously, it is self-destruction.
But as a doctor, she couldn't explain it.
She had only been in contact with Zhu Sijia for a few days, but she could tell from her pulse that she was not as open-minded as she appeared.
At least she has countless unresolved worries in her heart, which have been affecting her and consuming her blood. Fortunately, she has a noble status and can forcibly make up for it with expensive and precious medicines.
But heart disease still needs to be treated with heart medicine. No matter how many supplements you take, it only treats the symptoms but not the root cause.
If Scarlett was just a commoner woman, this state of mind would have long ago made her vomit blood eight hundred times and die in depression.
Shi Ye casually wrote a recipe to Zhenzhen, then solemnly bowed to the two of them and left.
Before leaving, I silently murmured in my heart that I hope Scarlett will never be able to use me again in the future, and that everything will be safe and smooth for her in the future.
…
Not long after Shi Ye left, Beichen Palace's bedroom remained empty.
It's ridiculous, people are so sad that they can't even cry a single tear.
No matter what kind of medicine Yan Xiu gave her, while he sweetly said that he only loved her and coaxed her to have a sweet dream of having a son and a daughter, he also used various methods to suppress her and prevent her from getting pregnant.
This is the most bloody fact.
She suddenly felt so powerless, but no matter how hard she tried to tell herself that this situation should break her heart, she just couldn't cry, and even felt that she was a joke from beginning to end.
Zhenzhen was frightened by her situation and quickly held her hand:
"My dear, please don't make such an expression, it makes me uncomfortable."
Zhu Sijia smiled and said, "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"
Zhenzhen answered her fluently: "I think that when a woman is sad, she should cry and let it out. She should not hold it in her heart and bear it alone. Please stop pretending to be strong. I feel heartbroken when I see it."
Zhu Scarlett smiled even more miserably: "But I can't cry, Zhenzhen, do you understand how I feel?"
Zhenzhen shook her head: "I have never thought about becoming a mother. I don't quite understand. But don't worry, the person who gave you the medicine will be found out and cut into pieces by His Majesty. Why don't I make a trip for you now? Legs, go and tell His Majesty?"
I wish that if something big happened to Scarlett, she would naturally report it to Yan Xiu.
But if nothing happens to Yan Xiu now, he should be in Yanzhou to observe the military drill and come back tomorrow.
"Zhenzhen." Zhu Sijia called her, her voice finally filled with tears, and her eyes became sore, "Come back, I know who gave me the medicine."
"who is it?"
Zhu Sijia cried and laughed, her voice could not be lower: "It's your Majesty."
Zhenzhen was instantly frightened by this answer and her knees went weak. She knelt on the ground and murmured:
"Impossible, absolutely impossible. How your Majesty treats you is what we see most!"
Zhu Sijia motioned her to keep her voice down: "Get up first and talk to me."
Zhenzhen stood up with difficulty, sat back next to her, and asked her with tears in her eyes: "Empress, are you sure? Are you really sure?"
Zhu Scarlett didn't want to say anything more. She was extremely suppressing her tears and her throat was so sore that she could hardly speak.
She nodded, closed her eyes, and after a long time opened her eyes, her eyes regained their usual tranquility:
"This matter must not be known to a third person."
Zhenzhen nodded: "Don't worry, Madam, I understand. I have been thinking just now that Your Majesty is the best man I have ever seen, why would he treat you like this?"
Zhu Sijia: "Do you understand now?"
She herself should have figured it out a long time ago.
Yan Xiu is the emperor, and emperors are ruthless after all. Whether it is him, Yan Xiu, Yan Wei, or even Zhaohua, the blood of the Yan family flows with extreme calmness and restraint, extreme self-interest, and the blood of never looking back. .
This is the innate ability of every superior person. If you lose it, you will easily fall to pieces, such as Yan Xing.
Zhenzhen smiled bitterly and said: "What can't I understand? The most unreliable word in the world is the word love. In the past, I felt that no matter how I treated Alhom, scolded him or made him angry, he would always like him. I."
"Including the night he escaped from the Qin Palace, he also swore to me to defeat my Uncle Wang for me and take me back to the grassland. But as for him, how long has it been before he has forgotten me? Oh, and left me alone in Daqin to have a child with another woman."
She raised her eyes and looked in the direction of the grassland, and what was reflected in her eyes was the red sun on the grassland:
"My dear, listen, is my Qin Yin getting better and better? I don't wear Beiliang's clothes now, because I have understood since the death of my father that I have nothing now, and there is really no difference between me and Qin people. .”
Zhu Sijia was stunned. She had no idea what happened between Alekhon and Zhenzhen. Zhenzhen looked careless all day long, but she actually hid so many things.
Every woman in Yan Xiu's palace had such a hard life.
She grew tired of Yan Xiu for no reason and was tired of everything.
After such a long time, she only now knows how terrifying an emperor can be.
It turned out that everything was fake, everything was pretended to deceive her. Why on earth was this just because her surname was Zhu?
Is it because her father is still making him afraid? But she has obviously surrendered countless times, why would he still-
No, she lied to Yan Xiu, and Yan Xiu also lied to her. She could poison Yan Xiu in order to kill Yan Xing, and Yan Xiu could drug her in order to prevent the Qin Dynasty from falling into the hands of King Yan. A matter of repayment.
Where is the injustice?
You have to pay for the sins you have done.
With hot tears falling on the back of her hands, Zhu Sijia asked Zhenzhen:
"Have you seriously decided not to have any hope of going home?"
Zhenzhen shook her head: "No, the sea will eventually dry up, the grassland will eventually turn into a desert, and the man's promise will disappear without a trace with the wind. I have no expectations for anything now, I just want to stay in Qin Palace and eat and wait to die. , passed away. The person who said he would come to pick me up, I will treat him as dead."
"Mother, I know you can't accept this for a while, and I can't accept it either. But you think, after all, Alhom and Your Majesty are both men, and men are selfish and ruthless. This is an eternal truth. I understand, It doesn’t feel uncomfortable anymore.”
