The plan to escape from the underwater building was blocked. The biggest obstacle was Zhou You's inability to reconnect with his own spiritual space through the natural accumulation of negative emotions.
The boiling blood is like a bottomless black hole, crazily devouring Zhou You's negative emotions, whether they are anger, confusion, fear or despair. According to Zhou You's estimation, if he wants to break through the restriction of "complete absorption of negative emotions", he must At least you need to accumulate negative emotions in a regular way until late in the fourth step.
At this stage, the only things that can break through the limits of boiling blood are negative emotions other than negative emotions.
For example, a certain kind of greed that is inspired by putting on the mask of satisfaction, that kind of paranoia that "must get something".
From a good perspective, such paranoia can also be called ambition.
Paranoid about power, paranoid about fame, paranoid about beauty... they are all a type of paranoia.
But, having said that, it is really difficult for a person who has never thought about these things to try to actively mobilize his emotions and turn himself into a paranoid in this field.
Zhou You tries to amplify the desire for power deep in his heart, but he never desires power. His character is stable and he does not want to enslave others, nor does he want others to enslave himself;
He tried to amplify his desire for fame, but fame is like duckweed in the water for Zhou You. How much happiness can being famous bring to him? Even if everyone in the world knows you, for you, the burden may be more than the gain;
Zhou You tried again to amplify his pursuit of beauty, but in the end this amplification of desire only left a sigh in Zhou You's heart. His desire for beauty failed to arouse, and instead made Zhou You feel a little melancholy. For him, beauty without any emotional basis is more like a ridiculous consumption than a sense of satisfaction in life.
This sense of absurdity is as if in the old world, the original church forced him to give him a soul copy of "Zhang Hongmian" through the soul illusion, so that his five senses and second emotional incarnations would be bound to Zhang Hongmian. It’s even like making the other person your own exclusive digital person.
Even though he didn't realize that it was all a conspiracy at the time, Zhou You felt a vague sense of weirdness and discomfort.
Too deliberate. Everything is too deliberate.
The other person can see through your heart and know everything you want;
Any problem you encounter can be solved by calling her. She has left a corresponding solution for every difficulty you are about to encounter, and there are even multiple solutions.
It was as if the problems she was encountering were actually carefully designed by her.
Just like a spider leading its prey into its web.
It wasn't until the final battle in the old world began that several major forces fought among themselves. Wang Dazhuo, the seagull operator of Human Balance, killed the Crimson Oath clone of the Original Church. Only then did Zhou You understand through the feedback of the memory fragments.
"Oh, it turns out that I am really the prey in the spider's web."
"And Crimson Oath is the Starscream who locked himself as food."
Zhou You sighed again.
Recalling the final battle of the old world again, he found helplessly that even if the force that finally blew the victory horn was not the Mediation Tribunal, his fate would not be much better than it is now.
Whether it is the Mediation Tribunal, the Human Scales, the Primitive Church, or the Digital Miracle, these four major forces all have a clearly consistent stance in facing their own small role——
They don't care at all who Zhou You is, whether Zhou You is dead or alive, or even whether Zhou You is a human being. They just hope to get what they want from this thing called "Zhou You".
The Mediation Court wants to use Zhouyou as a springboard to locate and capture Xie Zhi.
The human balance wants to use travel as a carrier to summon and control the concept god.
The original church wanted to accept Zhou You as the "Church Prince Consort" and enslave the time-travelers into willing tools for doing things.
Digital Miracle simply wants to travel around "the possibilities that belong to the time traveler" and obtain the possibilities.
Later, the group of digital people was given, and the future of the group in the plane was consolidated using causality and fatalism.
After thinking about it, for me, among the four forces, none of them are really good to me, or even care about me at all.
But think about it carefully. In this world, besides your parents, who else can really treat you well?
Zhou You's gaze lowered.
He has a pair of good parents. From childhood to adulthood, his parents always try their best to fight for what he hopes for. And for those things that are difficult to obtain due to family conditions, Zhou You's parents always encourage Zhou You to work hard and strive for more. Once he breaks through, no matter what the outcome, his parents will always be his strongest support.
Even if he falls from the tall building of destiny, his parents will try their best to make Zhou You land smoothly.
Even though Zhou You's parents are just two company clerks in the county, they never complain about life. Instead, they tell Zhou You personally that in every life, as long as you go all out and are worthy of yourself, then such a life is OK
To be honest, even though Xie Zhi died, Zhou You was still a little grateful to Xie Zhi.
At least, from Xie Zhi's remaining memories, Zhou You saw what Xie Zhi did to his family in his own capacity after traveling to Earth.
There is a high probability that his parents will not be able to grasp the rapidly increasing number of fans, but the extra 10 million in the bank card is enough for his parents to enjoy a fulfilling old age.
[In view of the general environment,
It's just that I'm still a little melancholy.
The anchor point of time travel is maintained by Zhou You and Xie Zhi. To be more precise, it is mainly maintained by Xie Zhi. Once Xie Zhi dies, the hope of traveling back to the earth becomes slim.
Is there any hope for me to return to the earth from the giant moon world? Can you be filial to your parents by their side?
Maybe……
Zhou You's eyes darkened again, but suddenly, the darkened eyes lit up again, and became brighter and brighter.
It's loose!
I can feel the vague connection!
This is a way to communicate in the spiritual space without having to meet the mask!
Condensing endless thoughts into paranoia, and making returning to Earth his lifelong goal and ambition!
The wandering consciousness felt the little bits of light and followed the direction of the light. The ruins of the spiritual space finally appeared in front of his eyes.
It worked.
The pitch-black water ball representing boiling blood was surrounded by wisps of blue mist. Zhou You knew that it was the paranoia called "longing".
Negative emotions generated through resistance are black, while longing emotions are blue.
The color of Crazy Scissors is also blue. Could it be that Xie Zhi's emotional incarnation also appeared because of longing?
What he misses is the earth and his parents who are kind and nurturing to him. Who is he missing?
Suddenly, Zhou You glimpsed some fragments from the 30,000-cycle memory left by Xie Zhi.
But those fragments are fragmented and cannot be seen clearly. I can only vaguely feel the surging sorrow.
Among the memories left behind by 30,000 cycles, the longer the memory, the stronger the emotion of longing. Finally, I went back to the very first memory left by Xie Zhi.
That's a sentence.
"The world has bound me with the past, so I will cut off the past with crazy scissors! From now on! In this world, there is only Xie Zhi, no more!"
Xie Zhi’s 30,000 cycle memories all started here, and so did the crazy scissors.
Zhou You could not get a glimpse of Xie Zhi's longer past, perhaps because Xie Zhi had already cut off his earlier past with crazy scissors.
Are there any cycles before the thirty-thousand-and-fifth cycle? Zhou You doesn't know, but Zhou You understands that for Xie Zhi, giving up the previous constraints was the only way to achieve tens of thousands of breakthroughs and attempts in the future.
Sighing around
Take a breath.
Character determines destiny, this is really a truth.
Faced with the memories and longings that cannot be let go, Xie Zhi's choice is to completely cut off and let go. In addition to being decisive in killing, he shows the character trait of being able to give up everything for self-realization.
As for myself, if I were put in that position, could I make the same decision as Xie Zhi?
Zhou You looked at the looming circle of blue outside the boiling blood, and he realized that this circle of blue was what he relied on to walk in this new world.
The ambition of longing turns into strength.
Xie Zhi's longing turned into a touch of blue, and that blue was the crazy scissors that cut off memories and cut off the past;
The wandering thoughts also turned into a touch of blue, but that blue was just a touch of soft blue light connecting the sea and the sky, like a flat tide that was as high as the sea level.
Zhou You named it, "Tide of Longing."
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