There were many problems before Xie Zhi. The chaotic thoughts that followed engulfed his emotions, and the distorted scene in the sky made him almost insane. But he finally stabilized his mind and thought about the most critical problems among these messy problems.
"Okay, Xie Zhi, take a deep breath."
Xie Zhi said to himself, then raised his chest, took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled.
"You have lived a lifetime, and every minute of this life is earned, so no matter what you see, treat it as part of the movie. Don't let yourself go crazy because of the plot in the movie... ..."
Xie Zhi said to himself. He knew that there was no logic in what he said, and it might be wrong or false, but no matter what, just deceive himself. As long as it kept him from going crazy, he was willing to believe the nonsense he said. .
As soon as possible, that's not enough...
Xie Zhi swallowed.
He could feel a sense of despair similar to what he had experienced before, and that sense of despair was getting closer and closer to him.
He knew what that psychedelic feeling was.
It does not come from the "still world" in front of you or the weird campus illusion before the world stopped, but from the "spiritual trap" that your emotions and spirit are involuntarily sinking into after you are shocked by these distorted images.
The last time such a mental trap appeared was at the Emotional Confession Center. When the panic in my heart was drawn out by that strange helmet, I was involved in "psychedelic despair" due to this sense of confusion.
Although Mediator No. 5 finally took action to cut off his connection with the psychedelic despair by deleting his memory, Xie Zhi still remembered the pull from the abyss.
I don't have much time, so I must deceive myself before my san value drops. Otherwise, I will be truly doomed.
"Relax, calm down, don't think about those things."
"Those corpses and those broken selves you saw may be just a possibility. They are just projected through some kind of program. Yes, just like a movie, just like the 4D movie you watched in your previous life... ..."
"Relax...what haven't you seen? You've even experienced time travel, what could be more bizarre than time travel?"
Xie Zhi kept talking to himself. He felt that a new round of psychedelic despair was getting closer and closer to him, but his own talking to himself obviously had an effect. He kept talking like a marathon runner. Put yourself further away from the line.
until......
"What if I told you that those deaths were real things that happened?"
"You have died a total of 30,000 times so far, and this is the 30,000th time you have seen this sky."
The voice was cold, like a routine robot.
Xie Zhi turned around to look, only to find that the person speaking was actually Crazy Scissors.
The azure, cold humanoid incarnation of Crazy Scissors was actually separated from his body at this moment, talking to himself next to him like an independent person.
Crazy Scissors leaned against the wall near the door of the dormitory building, not looking at Xie Zhi, but rather boringly playing with the scissors in his right hand.
Xie Zhi felt that the cold blue voice was a bit vague and unfamiliar.
They have experienced a lot together in the past half month, but at this moment he no longer recognizes this "emotion incarnation" that has appeared in his mind since he first time traveled.
It seemed like he had become another person.
Or maybe it was another person from the beginning, but before the sky appeared, the personality in this crazy scissor's body was asleep.
"Are you Crazy Scissors? Or Xie Zhi?"
Xie Zhi squinted his eyes and asked what he was thinking.
Crazy Scissors shook his head and said,
"Xie Zhi is dead, whether in the past, present, or future."
"For this reason, I suggest you change your name as well."
"The name Xie Zhi carries too many murders and sins. His body and soul have been exhausted in the past 30,000 deaths, which is why you were born."
Crazy Scissors sounds like a magic wand, and the knife it's playing with looks like a shaking red wine glass.
"Then what name do you suggest I change to?"
Xie Zhi asked, staring at the daggers made by the scissors.
"Whatever you should call me, call me whatever you want."
"Whether you think you are a time traveler or a new soul born from an ownerless body."
Crazy Scissors finally looked at Xie Zhi, or in other words, at the confused time traveler.
"If you think you are called Zhou You, then you should be called Zhou You."
"Why?"
The confusion in Xie Zhi's eyes deepened.
"What would happen if my name was Xie Zhi?"
"If you call yourself Xie Zhi, you will be affected by Xie Zhi's fate and will never be able to open your own."
"What is Xie Zhi's fate?"
"Just like the thirty thousand deaths in the past, you will be the thirty thousand and first."
…
Suddenly something was broken in Zhou You's mind, like some kind of chain.
This chain was imposed on him by his own concept. He believed that he had time-traveled into Xie Zhi's body, so he should take on some of Xie Zhi's responsibilities, integrate into Xie Zhi's life, and do what Xie Zhi should do. , looking for the truth that Xie Zhi had not found, but when these words of Crazy Scissors were spoken, Zhou You suddenly realized his own problem.
Why have I been confused and deepened these days from the beginning of time travel to now?
Because from the moment he gave up being called Zhou You and switched to being called Xie Zhi, he was bound to the name Xie Zhi and the meaning behind it, and his destiny began to follow Xie Zhi's destiny all the time. The destiny flows on.
But these latter things are all unknown to me.
I don't know who Xie Zhi is, I only know that I am possessed by Xie Zhi.
I don’t know what the world is like for Xie Zhi. Who is Xie Zhi’s friend and who is Xie Zhi’s enemy? Who is close to me because of friendship and trust, and who is close to me for benefit and some possibility? future.
I don't even know that there are 30,000 deaths hidden behind the name Xie Zhi. These cycles of death have happened again and again in the past time period. It can be seen that Xie Zhi wants to change a certain future again and again, and In the end he failed.
Thirty thousand deaths have all become part of time.
If you don't know this, you can't become Xie Zhi, you can't become a real crazy scissor.
And even the arrogant Crazy Scissors, the calm and invincible Crazy Scissors, have been dying in the past time. What kind of changes can I, a new person who has just traveled through time, make?
It is impossible for him to go further than the original Xie Zhi.
Therefore, if he were called Xie Zhi, he would only be recorded as the 3001st death.
"I probably understand what you mean."
Zhou You nodded, and the confusion in his eyes suddenly disappeared. Ever since he decided to call himself Zhou You again, he found that the feeling of "getting closer and closer to the critical point of psychedelic despair" had gone away from him.
"You mean, if my name is Xie Zhi, I can never do better than Xie Zhi in the past, because everything Xie Zhi did in the past was through his 30,000 death cycles. But when it came to me, I didn’t even experience the first cycle of death.”
"If I were called Xie Zhi, what I need to go through is a new cycle that far exceeds 30,000 deaths. But even Xie Zhi disappeared when he died 30,000 times, so my limit is only this many... "
Crazy Scissors not far away nodded when he heard this:
"It looks like you finally understand your situation."
"Yes, you are in a repeating cycle."
"You will keep waking up from Tianguang Tower until you meet the person who ends this cycle."
"Then, you will be killed by that person and wake up from that bed in Tianguang Building again."
Zhou You frowned, he always felt that the expression of Crazy Scissors sounded familiar to him.
"I seem to have heard your expression somewhere."
Then he remembered, and an idea came to him.
"Isn't this the same as the mental illusion rules I solved in Zhang Hongmian's memory backup?"
Crazy Scissors laughed, its smile was weird, it looked like a spiritual demon.
"You have a high level of understanding and are very good at finding the truth from the clues you have experienced."
"Yes, the essence of what you are experiencing is a near-death illusion."
"It's just that this near-death illusion is your own."
"You will continue to repeat your death in your own near-death illusion until all your soul energy is gone."
Zhou You was silent. Many doubts in his mind were solved by the crazy scissors, but knowing the truth did not make him feel better, but made him feel a deeper sense of powerlessness.
"How many times can I repeat this process?"
He thought about this crucial question, and then looked at Crazy Scissors leaning against the wall.
"Xie Zhi's limit is 30,000 times."
Crazy Scissors said while looking at Zhou You's whole body.
"But you are different."
"But I'm different?"
Zhou You's eyes sparkled. I knew, I knew I was the protagonist of the story!
"How many thousands of times can I repeat this process?"
Zhou You clenched his fists.
"you can……"
Crazy Scissor's eyes suddenly turned to pity, pity for the young man in front of him who felt that he was more unique than Xie Zhi.
"Your limit is three times."
Crazy Scissors said.
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