"why you?"
Xie Zhi was stunned. The girl in front of him was clearly the person involved in the spiritual illusion he entered this time.
But how? When entering the spiritual illusion, shouldn't we directly enter the perspective of the person concerned and carry out activities on behalf of the person concerned?
Theoretically, the client and the fantasy participant should never appear in the same time and space, let alone see each other face to face.
But the Lin Ranqiu in front of him was obviously real. When Xie Zhi was still thinking about why there was a problem in the mental illusion, Lin Ranqiu had already grabbed Xie Zhi's hand.
Xie Zhi could feel from the touch of Lin Ranqiu grabbing his wrist that she was a real person.
"Don't think about it, come in first."
Lin Ranqiu grabbed Xie Zhi's wrist and spoke,
"The fight between the deformed bully and the greedy hostel will not last long. We have tried this method before, but the most successful one only allowed them to fight for less than five minutes."
"You? Who else?"
Xie Zhi blinked, but before he could react, he was dragged into the 210 girls dormitory. Lin Ranqiu carefully closed the heavy painted iron door behind him.
Xie Zhi, who entered the dormitory, was even more shocked.
Because he saw more than one Lin Ranqiu.
Three identical Lin Ranqiu gathered in the girls' dormitory No. 210.
One was lying on the top bunk of the bed, playing with his mobile phone. When he saw Xie Zhi come in, he raised his eyes to look at Xie Zhi, then continued to play the game with his head down, as if all this had nothing to do with him;
The other one was sitting at the desk in the back, eating a bowl of steaming snail noodles. When he saw Xie Zhi coming in, he glanced at Xie Zhi with an aggressive look in his eyes.
The remaining one was the one who pulled him into the dormitory. The third Lin Ranqiu carefully closed the door behind him.
"Lin Ranqiu."
Lin Ranqiu, who was closing the door, walked up to Xie Zhi and stretched out his hand towards Xie Zhi.
"Nice to meet you."
Xie Zhi stretched out his hand and shook it with Lin Ranqiu, then took it back:
"Who are those two?"
"The one lying on the bed is Lin Manqiu, and the one eating powder is Lin Wanqiu."
Lin Ranqiu pointed to the other two selves and introduced them to Xie Zhi one by one.
"Manqiu and I have lived in the same dormitory for a long time, maybe two or three years. I am a bit lazy. It has been half a year since I moved here from the dormitory next door in late autumn. Sometimes I am a little anxious, but we are all very good roommates. You don't have to nervous."
Lin Manqiu, who has lived in the same dormitory for a long time, corresponds to the years when Lin Manqiu's personality appeared; Lin Wanqiu's personality appeared in the few months after Lin Ranqiu entered the Negative University. Counting the days until now, it is about half a year. …
therefore……
Xie Zhi's brain was spinning rapidly, and he realized that the 210 dormitory he came to might not be a real dormitory in the mental illusion, but a further step, Xie Zhi went directly through the mental illusion and came to In Lin Ranqiu's Thinking Pavilion.
However, Lin Ranqiu's thinking pavilion is different from his own cabin. It looks like a four-bedroom student dormitory.
The three in front of me look exactly the same, with only slight differences in their behavior. Lin Ranqiu is the three personalities in Lin Ranqiu's Thinking Pavilion.
Lin Ranqiu, who is outgoing and friendly, Lin Manqiu, who is introverted and autistic, and Lin Wanqiu, who is aggressive towards the outside world and overeats.
If the three people in front of me are all Lin Ranqiu's different personalities...
"what about me?"
Xie Zhi interrupted Lin Ranqiu’s introduction.
"What is my name?"
Lin Ranqiu blinked, and then laughed as if he had heard a funny joke:
"What are you talking about? Aren't you Li Yiyi? You just moved into the dormitory today, so the three of us didn't go to class and were waiting for you in the dormitory."
…
What Xie Zhi can be sure of is that he has indeed entered Lin Ranqiu's thinking pavilion, because from the moment he entered the 210 girls' dormitory where he is now, he can no longer restrain his mind and enter the place where Crazy Scissors and Crimson Oath are. In that thinking wooden house.
Xie Zhi learned from "Introduction to Negative Emotion Cleansing" that different thinking pavilions are at the same level. It is impossible for any negative clearing master to be in this and that.
"...In other words, you cannot be at your own home and at someone else's home at the same time. When you go to someone else's home as a guest, you will definitely find that you are not at your own home..."
At first glance, this passage in the textbook sounded like nonsense literature. However, after Xie Zhi memorized the knowledge points and encountered the corresponding situation in practice, he was able to quickly realize, "Yes, I This is exactly what the book describes."
Lin Ranqiu's Thinking Pavilion somehow appeared in the materialized mental illusion and became part of the mental illusion that he needed to decipher now.
Lin Ranqiu, Lin Manqiu, and Lin Wanqiu in the Thinking Pavilion are obviously different personalities produced by Lin Ranqiu in response to the external environment in three different periods.
So what does the "Li Yiyi" he replaced represent?
Does the fact that I can enter Lin Ranqiu's thinking pavilion mean that I am actually Lin Ranqiu's fourth personality?
Xie Zhi thinks so.
Inferring from the existing evidence, although some key links are still missing, this inference is reasonable.
For some reason that is currently unknown, Lin Ranqiu developed a strong sense of identification and imitation of Li Yiyi, who was in the same dormitory.
She will deceive herself in her heart, thinking that she is Li Yiyi, and that Li Yiyi's character, status, and even the way she behaves are part of herself.
Even more, Lin Ranqiu will fabricate a memory in his mind. This memory is false and terrifying. It is built around a certain experience that Lin Ranqiu once had. The self that appears now as Li Yiyi is Lin Ranqiu's unconscious self. The protagonist who was thrown into this false memory.
Although he looks like Li Yiyi on the surface, in fact, he is Lin Ranqiu's pathological imitation of Li Yiyi.
This kind of pathological imitation behavior gave Lin Ranqiu a new personality that was very similar to Li Yiyi. Lin Ranqiu would think about how Li Yiyi would act in a certain memory and how he would face it. A terrifying, bizarre, bizarre and desperate experience.
And this desperate experience is the "campus pollution field" that I am now trying to solve.
If my guess is correct...
Xie Zhi felt that the current mental illusion in the form of the school was most likely not built around a single memory event, but had been integrated by Lin Ranqiu before the mental illusion was established.
Lin Ranqiu's own mental illness caused her to directly package the multiple negative events she had experienced in the past into a set of similar negative events in her mind, and this set of negative events eventually became the current despair. Contamination site.
This can also explain why every time I go to a new place, I have a scene switching feeling similar to the loading of game scenes.
No wonder after more than ten weeks of treatment, Lin Ranqiu's condition not only did not improve, but showed signs of worsening...
If Lin Ranqiu really has the ability to condense all the negative memory clusters in his brain into a deeper super cluster, then every time Zhou Jingsi and his past self used spiritual illusion therapy on Lin Ranqiu, it would be equivalent to Before starting each treatment, Lin Ranqiu was asked to make rubbings of negative memories in his mind.
Even before treatment started, the negative memories deepened.
Under such circumstances, every time Xie Zhi started treatment, the starting line for treatment was actually a negative number.
Xie Zhi sighed.
He had seen such cases in the relevant knowledge points of "Introduction to Negative Emotion Cleansing". Even in the course of more than forty years of academic discipline establishment, patients with mental illness like Lin Ranqiu have been singled out as rare cases.
It is not uncommon for patients with mental illness to actively replay past bad experiences in their minds, but it is very rare for patients to integrate all bad experiences into an extremely huge mountain group before replaying each time. .
If on this basis, the patient himself will actively try to establish a personality that is different from his original self, and use the new personality to try to overcome the bad experiences in his past...
Xie Zhi could only say that it was no wonder that Lin Ranqiu was admitted to Yanshui Ningqing University.
Even though she was trapped in the quagmire of despair and unable to extricate herself, she never gave up hope. She still tried over and over again to give birth to a new personality in her body that could best break the pollution of despair in her heart, and to manage her emotions.
This is a qualification for being a negative Qing teacher.
Yes, there is a pollution field in Lin Ranqiu's mental fantasy.
She herself is the source of pollution in the pollution field, but at the same time she tries her best to seal this ever-expanding emotional pollution field in her heart, using different personalities to try to fight against it, trying to seal, reduce or even eliminate the pollution field.
Xie Zhi chatted with Ranqiu, Manqiu and Wanqiu in the dormitory again, which strengthened his suspicion.
In addition to Lin Ranqiu, who is the owner of bed 1 in dormitory 210, Lin Manqiu was the first to move into the thinking pavilion in the shape of this dormitory.
Lin Manqiu's image is one of self-paralysis and self-enclosed character. Lin Ranqiu tried to use this kind of personality that cared nothing about the outside world and only focused on her inner favorites to fight against the emotional pollution field in her heart that was getting worse due to countless integrations and repetitions.
But the result was also obvious. Lin Manqiu's confrontation failed. Because Lin Manqiu's "confrontation" is essentially an escape.
At the earliest stage, Lin Manqiu's escape was effective. Her escape slowed down the spread of the despair pollution field in her mind.
This situation lasted for one to two years. As the magnitude of the pollution field increased, perhaps due to qualitative changes caused by quantitative changes, escape gradually became less effective. Self-isolation and self-escape could no longer alleviate the symptoms of the spread of the pollution field. Lin Wanqiu's personality was born at this time.
Lin Wanqiu is different from Lin Manqiu in that he has a highly aggressive and responsive personality.
Faced with the pollution field in the brain that is gradually expanding and getting out of control, Lin Wanqiu's choice is to be tough. Facing every tentacle that may expand, Lin Wanqiu will show 100% anger and action, killing all possibilities of deepening the pollution field. .
Such high-intensity confrontation also puts Lin Wanqiu's personality in a state of tension and consumption at all times.
When Xie Zhi tried to communicate with Lin Wanqiu, Xie Zhi found that Lin Wanqiu's desk and cabinet were filled with various snacks and staple foods. Even when chatting with Xie Zhi, those foods were Lin Wanqiu didn't stop stuffing it into her own mouth.
Lin Wanqiu was replenishing the energy in her body all the time, and her stomach was like a black hole.
Xie Zhi also noticed that when the food on the desk was eaten, new food would soon appear again, as if there was an invisible hand supplying Lin Wanqiu's desk.
But as Lin Wanqiu eats more and more, the supply speed of the invisible hand is gradually slowing down, and occasionally it even cannot keep up with Lin Wanqiu's energy replenishment speed.
"Lin Wanqiu, who needs to stay angry all the time, is eating all the time. Perhaps this means that Lin Wanqiu's personality consumes energy very quickly."
"When the food replenishment speed on the desk sometimes cannot keep up with Lin Wanqiu's eating speed, Lin Wanqiu will even start to chew on her own fingers... Does this mean that the anger of Lin Wanqiu's personality is a double-edged sword?"
Just as he was thinking about it, the new bowl of instant noodles in front of Lin Wanqiu was eaten again. The new food could not keep up in a short time, so Lin Wanqiu stretched out his left hand and gnawed his fingers like chicken feet.
Lin Wanqiu's left index finger was bitten off by her, making the sound of chewing brittle bone in her mouth.
At this time, food finally appeared on the desk again, a bulging bag of original potato chips.
Lin Wanqiu swallowed the finger bones in her mouth into her stomach, and the tattered index finger reappeared on her left hand.
The packaging of original potato chips was opened, and only one-fifth of the large packaging bag was filled.
Lin Wanqiu cursed a few words, but still sighed and continued eating.
Xie Zhi guessed that the small half bag of potato chips was a sign of insufficient energy supply in Lin Ranqiu's body for a short period of time. Just like one minute after his transformation, even if he replenished energy, he would enter a sluggish period where energy could not be converted immediately.
Xie Zhi tried to communicate with Lin Manqiu and Lin Wanqiu for a while, and felt that he almost understood them, so he began to think about what his "Li Yiyi" represented.
Lin Ranqiu said that he, "Li Yiyi," was the new roommate who had just moved into the dormitory, which actually meant that he was a simulated personality who had just appeared and was thrown into this set of copies of despairing memories.
Then here comes the problem.
If Lin Manqiu represents escape and Lin Wanqiu represents resistance, then what does "Li Yiyi" represent?
Why did Lin Ranqiu build a simulated personality in his heart that was 70% or 80% similar to Li Yiyi?
What is the path she wants to find beyond escape and resistance?
Xie Zhi gradually narrowed his eyes.
Perhaps, the truth hidden behind this question is the key to solving this emotional pollution field.
Xie Zhi looked at Lin Ranqiu. He wanted to know more about this thinking pavilion that looked like a dormitory from Lin Ranqiu, and he also wanted to know more about his own simulated personality.
But when he wanted to ask further, there was a violent explosion in the corridor.
The sound is like thunder.
