That night, Xie Zhi had a good sleep for the first time in a long time.
After feeling Zhao Haiyang's majestic image at close range, Xie Zhi felt that he was extremely safe now.
After all, there is nothing more reassuring than knowing that you have a powerful backer. All malicious intentions from hostile forces have been blocked by reliable seniors, giving you enough development time and a safe life. area.
More than 4,000 elders of Digital Miracle were shot to pieces by Zhao Haiyang; several leader-level figures from Human Balance besieged Zhao Haiyang, and three of them were shot to death by Zhao Haiyang, while the remaining one fled in panic; Even the original church's conspiracy was intercepted by Zhao Haiyang before it was fully revealed.
From the beginning of the time travel to the present, Zhao Haiyang has cleaned up all the desperate organizational plans that Xie Zhi encountered.
As for why Zhao Haiyang wanted to help him, it was not that important in Xie Zhi's opinion.
Xie Zhi just thought about it for a moment and felt that this issue should not be considered by him now.
All he needs to know is that Zhao Haiyang, at least the current Zhao Haiyang, has no intention of harming him.
He used his salt water to take him in at Qing University, and made a cake for himself, promising that as long as he got a 4.0 in all subjects in the midterm exam, he could become his disciple; at the same time, Zhao Haiyang provided himself with Sufficient free time and private space, and as much as possible, he has reserved for himself the basic rights to live as an ordinary person - although this ordinary person's life is somewhat disordered because he used the props in the destiny lottery machine to pretend to be a dick, But at least for now, everything is still planned.
From Zhao Haiyang's behavior, Xie Zhi felt the long-lost respect.
It seems that from time travel to the present, Zhao Haiyang, as a high-ranking principal, has the highest respect for himself among all organizations. He completely regards himself as a person who can talk to each other as an equal, even if he can talk to him as an equal. The people are still very weak.
One thing Xie Zhi can be sure of is that Zhao Haiyang must want something from him.
In other words, Zhao Haiyang and even the entire negative Qing Department represented behind Zhao Haiyang must be looking for time travelers whose abilities have developed to a certain extent.
Maybe it's a plan related to the will of the world, maybe it's a plan related to the particularity of traveling through one's own.
But to be honest, with Zhao Haiyang's ability level, if he wanted to complete these plans, he could not give Xie Zhi such respect.
Like the human scales, he can directly suppress himself with force and let himself help the Negative Qing Department complete various tasks according to his wishes. Once he fails to complete it, he can also impose various punishments or directly obliterate him.
He can also use special abilities or formations like digital miracles to coax, deceive, and make the time traveler sincerely think that "helping the Qing Dynasty with affairs is the first priority after time travel." Such a thing, thank you Zhi believes that Zhao Haiyang, who can hold a conversion ceremony, can do it. It is nothing more than repeating what happened to Wang Dazhui exactly to himself.
But Zhao Haiyang didn't do this. He gave himself extremely high respect.
And this kind of respect is different from the respect given to Zhang Hongmian and the original church behind Zhang Hongmian. The respect given to him by the original forces is more like a situation where different forces are wary of each other, providing sufficient bargaining chips. Come to the negotiating table and have reasonable negotiations with yourself.
But Zhao Haiyang's respect is more like the respect of family members, the respect of elders for younger generations.
To put it a bit exaggerated, it is even the respect of a grandfather for his grandson.
He does have expectations for you, but from his eyes and words, what you can feel is that he has expectations for you in a few years. He hopes that you will become an adult and that you will have more room for development.
But for this illusory expectation, he can do his best to provide you with a better environment. While doing everything according to his own wishes, he also shows off his muscles to protect himself from various external threats. .
It's strange to say it, but Xie Zhi felt a kind of emotion from Zhao Haiyang that transcended the relationship of interests.
More like family affection.
"Whatever."
Xie Zhi thought for a while and finally decided not to think about it anymore.
Now all I need to know is that Zhao Haiyang will not harm me.
As for what he wants from himself...
Xie Zhi didn't care.
Whatever he wants from himself, give it to him when he is able to provide it.
From the perspective of simple moral values, a savior who has saved himself from life and death dilemmas many times, even if he now says that he saved himself in order to sacrifice himself and start his next life, he is still willing to give up this life. Leave it to the other party like this.
There are not so many twists and turns in Xie Zhi's emotions. If you are good to me, then I will be good to you. If you saved my life, then it is natural for me to return your life.
Since Zhao Haiyang wants something from him, but is unwilling to tell himself what exactly he wants from him now, there is only one possibility: his current ability is not enough, or even far from enough.
Therefore, the only thing I have to do is to work hard to improve my level, and let myself go up the ladder of mental skills from the first step, and go as far as I can.
With this thought in mind, Xie Zhi finally fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up, the sun was already shining brightly and the moon was already high in the morning.
Looking at the time, it was already half past nine the next morning.
There was no one in the dormitory. Looking at the messages on his mobile phone, Wang Dazhuo's message showed that the three of them had gone to the club activity classroom. Wang Dazhuo saw that he was sleeping very soundly and couldn't bear to call him, so he asked him to eat something after waking up. After things went over, they first did some preparatory activities in the club for the new year.
Rubbing his sleepy eyes, Xie Zhi opened the map and found a nearby bun shop. After getting dressed, he followed the path on the map and found the bun shop.
The steamed buns were spread outside the west gate of the school. Xie Zhi still felt not full after eating six steamed buns, but when he saw that the torn soul powder had already been eaten with these six steamed buns, he was reluctant to tear open a new pack and shook it. He shook his head, patted his half-full stomach, sighed, and left from the door of the bun shop.
But after walking a few steps, the remaining two points of hunger still aroused the greed in his stomach. He went to another rice ball shop on the corner and bought two rice balls, along with a new pack. Swallowed the soul powder.
By the time Xie Zhi finished eating his stomach and walked to the club activity room of the "College Student Psychological Mutual Aid Association", the time had passed ten o'clock and reached a quarter past ten.
The three roommates saw him from a distance and said hello to him.
Xie Zhi walked closer and noticed that in addition to his three roommates, there were three other people in the mutual aid association.
Teacher Zhou Jingsi, with her hair tied back, was sitting behind a desk in the back. On the desk was a machine that looked very technological. Xie Zhi glanced over and guessed that the machine should be It comes from the same company as the Emotional Counseling Center’s Emotional Counseling Machine.
"A miniature version of the emotional counseling machine."
Xie Zhi thought in his heart.
“It’s about a ten-to-one scaling, which is just enough to fit the machine on a table.”
"Sentiment Analysis Machine."
Zhang Hongmian's voice appeared in Xie Zhi's heart,
"It can be understood as a small emotional counseling machine, but generally there is no way to replace the function of the latter. It can only be used for routine analysis. With a little psychological counseling ability, it can assist psychiatrists in psychological examination and psychological treatment."
Xie Zhi was thoughtful and thought, it's great to have Zhang Hongmian, it's like having an encyclopedia.
A fixed bracket that can fix the arm and wrist protrudes from the side of the emotion analysis machine. It looks a bit like a blood pressure monitor for measuring blood pressure.
When Xie Zhi looked at the analysis machine, a girl sitting in front of the desk was stretching her arm out of the fixed bracket and rolling the cuff back to her wrist from the position of her upper arm near her shoulder.
"Thank you, Teacher Zhou, for your help with the analysis. I wonder if my condition is better now?"
The girl stood up, bowed to Teacher Zhou Jingsi, and then asked Teacher Zhou Jingsi very gently and politely.
Next to that girl, there was a little girl who looked quite quiet, but when this little girl looked at the other little girl, her eyes showed panic and some fear.
Zhou Jingsi looked at the two girls, and finally her eyes rested on the little girl who bowed to her. After a long time, she sighed,
"The fact that you can bow to me means that your current situation is not very good..."
"The dissociative personality disorder is worse than last week. What have you experienced this week?"
Zhou Jingsi looked into the eyes of the girl who bowed to her. She saw endless tenderness and the same doubts as Zhou Jingsi in the girl's eyes.
"I have no idea……"
The girl blinked and finally shook her head helplessly.
When the girl shook her head, Xie Zhi noticed that there was a circle of purple highlights in the girl's hair and a circle of purple eye shadow around her eyes. She looked like a punk girl.
At this time, Xie Zhi finally realized where the familiar yet unfamiliar emotion he had felt since entering the door came from.
I have seen the sister in front of me before.
Just yesterday, in the back row of the grand lecture hall, this girl was sitting in the back row, wearing headphones and listening to music. Her facial features under the punk makeup showed an expression that said no strangers should enter.
But the strange place is also here. At this moment, the girl's face doesn't look like she would let strangers enter. Her whole face is filled with gentleness. That tenderness is wrapped with full empathy and compassion. You just You need to take one look at her to know that the child in front of you is a kind child who can understand the suffering of others.
Her kindness spills from the depths of her soul onto her face.
"Lin Ranqiu?"
Xie Zhi looked at Xiong Ansui who was doing nothing at the side, wanting to confirm whether he had seen the wrong person.
"Or does Lin Ranqiu have an older sister?"
But he never thought that Xiong Ansui nodded towards him and made a helpless expression.
"You read that right, this is Lin Ranqiu."
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Lin Ranqiu is the first guest welcomed by the College Student Psychological Mutual Aid Association.
Rather than being guests, it is better to say that they are patients brought by Teacher Zhou Jingsi.
In addition to being an excellent teacher and a professional caregiver, Teacher Zhou Jingsi is also an excellent psychiatrist. She is responsible for treating many children with psychological problems in the school and helping them to become a caregiver. Psychological barriers that I would have faced before.
Lin Ranqiu was the new patient she accepted last semester.
The girl next to Lin Ranqiu is Lin Ranqiu's roommate, her surname is Li, and her name is Li Yiyi.
Unlike Lin Ranqiu, Li Yiyi's appearance is very quiet at first glance. The thick glasses are on the bridge of her nose, giving her a sense of beauty that coexists with weakness and intellectuality.
Xiong Ansui said that Lin Ranqiu's psychotherapy has been going on for a long time, from the fifth week of her first semester to now, which is already the seventeenth week.
The first fifteen weeks are from the last semester, and the last two weeks are from the beginning of this semester to the present.
Under normal circumstances, the psychological counseling cycle does not exceed ten weeks, but Lin Ranqiu's counseling cycle is almost twice as long as the regular process, but it is still repeated, and even intensifies.
According to Xiong Ansui, both Zhou Jingsi, Lin Ranqiu himself, and even Lin Ranqiu's roommates were very troubled by this.
"But I don't think Lin Ranqiu is very troubled?"
Xie Zhi looked at Lin Ranqiu, who was still talking to teacher Zhou Jingsi. From the other person's expression and body language, Xie Zhi felt that Lin Ranqiu didn't seem to have much worry about his psychological problems at this moment, from his conversation to his behavior. They all seemed quite decent, and they often advised Zhou Jingsi not to be too anxious and anxious.
"That's what makes it more troublesome."
Wang Dazuo couldn't help but interjected,
"Do you know who that is in front of you now?"
"The one you mentioned who doesn't seem very troubled."
Xie Zhi blinked:
"Lin Ranqiu, didn't you introduce me?"
Wang Da leaned his chin on the table, leaned on the table and waved his hands:
"Yes, but no. The one who is talking now is called Lin Wanqiu."
Xie Zhi blinked again, then frowned and asked in confusion:
"Lin Ranqiu, Lin Wanqiu, what's the difference between them..."
Halfway through his words, he suddenly realized something and his eyes widened.
"Are you saying that the person she is now is not actually her?"
"Lin Ranqiu, Lin Wanqiu, do you have two different personalities in her body?"
Xie Zhi finally realized why the temperament of Lin Ranqiu he saw today was obviously different from the one he saw yesterday.
As Xiong Ansui and Wang Dashu kept adding information to Xie Zhi, Xie Zhi finally understood what this girl named Lin Ranqiu was going through.
It turns out that the one I saw yesterday was called Lin Ranqiu.
And today, the one I saw was called Lin Wanqiu.
Although the two personalities live in the same body, they are two completely different personalities.
At the same time, there are not only these two personalities in her body, but also a third personality called Lin Manqiu.
Lin Ranqiu enrolled in Yanqiu Ningqing University as Lin Ranqiu, but in the fifth week, Lin Manqiu's personality took over the body and killed all the dormitory members in another dormitory in the same girls' dormitory. After a beating, the three personalities of Lin Ranqiu, Lin Manqiu, and Lin Wanqiu kept recurring in Lin Ranqiu's body.
"She was suffering from dissociative personality disorder."
"At the same time, we have no way to determine which one is her true dominant personality, so there is no way to help the dominant personality to persuade the other two personalities into secondary personalities."
"In other words, we just have to stand by and watch her suffer."
"But one thing is that Lin Ranqiu's three personalities don't even have the same memories. This shows that the contradiction between the three personalities is already very deep."
"If Teacher Zhou Jingsi still cannot solve her dissociative personality disorder this semester, she will most likely go crazy."
Xie Zhi was stunned. Isn't it crazy to already have three multiple personalities?
Lu Chuan shook his head and said that if it can be cured, it doesn't count as crazy. It should still be curable at present, but it is a bit difficult, and it depends more on Lin Ranqiu's own understanding.
Xie Zhi asked again, what would happen if he was finally determined to be crazy?
Lu Chuan shrugged, then he would have no choice but to drop out of school.
"It is impossible for a crazy person to become a responsible person, and no licensing agency is willing to assume the possible safety responsibilities behind this."