To be honest, this is the first time in my life that I have written a testimonial.
I have never written before, so I am very scared.
I searched for more than a dozen books by great authors to see how they wrote testimonials.
In the end I still can’t write.
Hahahahaha, anyway, let’s take this opportunity to talk to everyone about what’s on my mind.
Some readers know that my main job is to make games, but few friends know that before entering the game industry, I tried to write a book.
Unfortunately, none of the books I wrote at that time made it to the shelves.
Later, when the game I made, The Witch and Sixpence, became popular, I stopped writing books.
But the matter of writing a book, also because of my experience of changing my mind, became my inner demon.
I felt that I could write well and be successful, but until I left online writing, I could not turn "I felt" into reality.
After that, for countless days and nights, "the failure to write a completed online novel" has been bothering me in my heart.
Still to this day.
I came up with the idea for "The Record of the Giant Moon" in April this year. On that day, my Sogou input method backend showed that I had input a total of 9.9 million words from the time I used the input method to that day.
At that moment I suddenly fell silent.
I was thinking, how many words did I write when I closed the Writer’s Backstage for the last time 4 years ago?
It seems to be less than 3 million. After 4 years, it tripled.
Suddenly an impulse emerged in my heart, and I said, I want to write a novel.
Regardless of whether the writing is good or bad, I want to leave the 10 millionth word count in the backend of my input method for online writing.
Coincidentally, I had just finished "Queen of the Flies" at that time and was writing the script for "Tokyo Mysteries". The core of both games was related to "the harm caused by the spread of negative emotions" and "psychological pathology", so I was just thinking, can I really write my own online article around these two elements?
This was the beginning of the creation of "Records of Encounters and Hearings about the Giant Moon".
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In fact, to be honest, Big Moon's data so far is not good. It cannot compare with the authors of the same period in its trial run. The last collection before it was put on the shelves was 2470, but for me, this attempt has gone far enough.
I am not the protagonist of Shuangwen. There are many things I cannot do, but I know that every day, I do better than before.
To me, that's success.
Thank you everyone for your feedback in this chapter and the book review area, as well as your daily recommendation votes and monthly votes for your support.
Every time the backstage reminds me, I watch it, and every time everyone likes it, I remember it in my heart.
Thanks to my friends Ci Yunhe and Andlao for enlightening me when I felt confused. You are the lights on my way forward.
Finally, I would also like to thank my lover "Yi Xiaoluzi" for encouraging and trusting me every time I was anxious.
Thank you for believing in every choice I make. You are my only one in this world.
