I don’t know if it’s my own imagination.
After experiencing a so-called "psychedelic despair" and successfully surviving, Xie Zhi always felt that his understanding of the huge moon world had vaguely increased a lot.
Although he is still surprised when he experiences various things now, all the surprises are mixed with a feeling that "such things are nothing compared to psychedelic despair."
This feeling is as if "psychedelic despair" contains all the knowledge in the world of the huge moon.
Although he was shattered by the endless knowledge just by looking at it from a distance, while the psychedelic despair shattered his spirit, it also gave Xie Zhi a powerful "spiritual resistance".
At the same time, although Mediator No. 5 deleted the memory of "what is in the psychedelic despair" from his mind, even so, Xie Zhi could still vaguely see that paragraph in his memory. A bright light emerged from the deleted memory.
Xie Zhi didn't know what this light meant specifically, but Xie Zhi felt a kind of "warmth" and "peace of mind" from this light.
It's like there is a small warm stove next to you in the cold winter. No matter how bad the weather is, at least you know that you can use this small stove to warm yourself up.
In this case, you will not fall into your fear of ice and snow because you are afraid of the cold in winter.
Because you know that you have fire, and in such a piece of ice and snow, you are very special.
For example, at this moment, although Xie Zhi was squatting naked in the hot spring with his hands wrapped around his upper body, and at the same time, Xie Zhi also found that he had become a woman, there were not many "helpless things" in Xie Zhi's heart. Acceptance" or the feeling of "collapse of worldview", I just feel that this experience is very novel and I have never seen it before.
"Last time it was an old man, this time it's a woman?"
Xie Zhi looked at himself up and down for a while. He knew that he was in a state similar to "possession" at the moment. He was in the memory illusion of the woman he had become, and this memory illusion was Sima's. Joy is constructed based on the woman's own memory.
Xie Zhi remembered what Sima Xi had said to him outside the illusion.
"In addition to being a physician at the Third Hospital, I am also one of the well-known psychiatrists at the Emotional Center."
Perhaps the illusion he was experiencing now was constructed by Sima Xi based on the memories of those patients with emotional illnesses whom he had treated.
If your guess is correct, what does it mean?
Xie Zhi soaked in the hot spring and relaxed his body.
He did not immediately come out of the hot spring to find the truth about this illusion. Instead, he spread his hands and simply used this rare opportunity to sort out the information he knew so far.
"You're already here. This is a rare opportunity. Let's take a longer bath."
If your guess is correct, it means that negative emotion cleaners and psychologists have two different development directions. The ability of a negative emotion cleaner is the incarnation of emotions formed by the condensed secondary personality. It focuses on eliminating the threat of pollution sources on the frontal battlefield, while Psychiatrists focus on the construction of emotional hallucinations around patients' memories, and achieve their own therapeutic goals by putting patients into hallucinations.
There may be a coexistence relationship between the two. For example, Sima Xi, a member of the Human Balance Organization code-named "Shrike", is at the same time a negative purifier who can summon the "Butcher Incarnation", and a person who can summon the "Butcher Incarnation". The psychiatrist who threw Xie Zhi into a spiritual fantasy.
"This is a dual-disciplinary doctorate. He has a deep understanding of both the field of negative nurses and the field of psychologists."
Xie Zhi silently complained. Does being a villain of the Despair Organization require such strong research ability these days?
In contrast, if I time travel after graduating from undergraduate degree, I will be an embarrassment to the time travellers.
I haven’t caught Goldfinger since time travel, and I was caught by the villain three or four times in less than three days...
The hot spring incident, let’s call this incident the hot spring fantasy incident. It has only been 2 days since time traveled, and this is already the fourth major crisis.
The world illuminated by the huge moon really didn’t leave me any chance to breathe.
Xie Zhi's head was submerged in the hot spring and spitting bubbles.
The body he is possessing is more than half a head shorter than Xie Zhi's real body. A rough estimate is about 1.6 meters.
Xie Zhi was squatting half below the surface of the water, his figure floating in the water with the water from the water injection port.
He looked down, and through the water reflecting the moon, Xie Zhi saw his figure.
"The figure is... surprisingly good..."
Xie Zhi blushed, and then raised his gaze to look at the moon in the sky.
While touching his nose, he thought to himself, sin, sin.
But then I thought about it, I am not a vegetarian and a fasting monk. What is wrong with a young man in his twenties who has some evil thoughts in his heart? What's more, this kind of thing is not what he wants to do. This is a spiritual illusion created by Sima Xi.
So Xie Zhi's eyes raised to the sky gradually moved down, and he continued to observe "himself" along the broken moon on the water.
The water temperature in the hot spring was a bit high, which made Xie Zhi's cheeks feel a little hot.
Don’t look at it, don’t look at it, what’s so good about your own body.
Xie Zhi sank into the water again and puffed out a few bubbles, then suddenly stood up from the hot spring and accepted the evening breeze in the open-air hot spring.
Sober.
Xie Zhi let out a breath.
"Anyway, let's leave the hot spring first and see what's on offer in this spiritual illusion."
Taking his feet out of the hot spring pool, Xie Zhi picked up a dry bath towel from the lounge chair nearby and wiped it on his body.
"It's not easy to wipe. I feel like I've changed from two sides to four sides..."
Xie Zhi wiped his body and complained about his figure.
But only Xie Zhi himself knows how much of this "complaint" is true and how much is secret joy of some unknown meaning.
There were a lot of water stains on Xie Zhi's body, from his long hair to his whole body.
Not only was it his own psychological effect, but as he kept wiping, Xie Zhi really felt a strange atmosphere.
It's like the water stains on your body can never be wiped clean. No matter how many times you wipe it with a bath towel, new water stains still keep coming out of your body.
At first Xie Zhi thought it was his own psychological effects, but as the dampness on the bath towel became deeper and deeper, the entire bath towel even turned into a large "wet towel", which could squeeze out water with just a touch. , Xie Zhi finally understood that no, it was not his own psychological effect, nor his own hallucination.
What I feel is true.
I can't wipe my body clean.
A transparent film of water kept pouring out of his body, covering his body, and the night breeze sent chills all over his body.
And during the short period of time he wiped himself with a dry bath towel, his height even shortened.
It's like the water separated from your body is part of your height.
Moisture is losing.
Xie Zhi raised his left foot. On the sole of his left foot, water droplets were connected, like a water curtain in the shape of the sole of his foot.
And as the soles of his feet were lifted into the air, the water flow in the water curtain became faster and faster.
Xie Zhi couldn't help but think of the old proverb, "Women are made of water."
Now I really became a person made of water.
Xie Zhi sighed.
He was surprised that he didn't feel "fearful" about the changes that happened to him, as if all this was expected by him and was part of some kind of knowledge system.
The next second he realized that maybe this "not panic" came from the woman he was possessing.
Just like when I entered the memory illusion of a dying old man in the Third Hospital, I could subconsciously tell the relationship between the person coming and the old man. Just like I entered the memory illusion of a strange woman, I could subconsciously share something with the woman. A way to combat "water loss".
It was obvious that the other party knew how to handle the situation.
In fact, before he arrived, the other party had been struggling with "moisture loss" for a long time.
A word came to Xie Zhi's mind, "damp".
I have to re-wet myself to stay active.
In just one minute after leaving the hot spring pool, Xie Zhi felt that his height had shortened by ten centimeters.
He put his feet back into the warm pool again, and the ten centimeters that had disappeared slowly grew back.
